79 What makes a good brother?
"Dad, sister, why is she always sick?" Young Ai casually asked as he lay outside the observation glass of the ICU. For as long as he can remember, his sister has always been sick, and every time she is very sick.
"Because God forgot to put strong armor on her when he made his sister, that's why she is so weak." Since he was a child, his father told Ai that he was made out of mud by God, so he couldn't cry, because just crying tears would dilute and melt his body.
It is under this pseudo-scientific education that Ai Hu, who is afraid that he will melt and disappear, no matter how seriously injured he is, even if he breaks his arm, he will not shed a single tear.
His forced strength is a cold-blooded manifestation since he was a child.
Ai casually shook his head: "I don't understand. ”
"You'll understand later. Since God forgot to make armor for your sister, then you, who are the elder brother, must become the armor of your sister, and you must protect and take care of your sister at all times and under all circumstances. ”
Ai nodded casually, "But what makes a good brother?" ”
"As long as you do what your dad tells you, you can become the best and best brother."
…… Since then, his father has taught him all about how to bully his sister, how to torment his sister, and how to make his sister see him as an enemy.
Ai Hu was very puzzled at first and asked his father to question.
His father told him that no matter how carefully he, his mother, and Ai took care of Ai Suixin at will, it was impossible to protect her for the rest of her life. Only when Ai Sui ignites her fighting spirit to fight against the world and becomes strong can she have eternal armor to help her overcome her illness and live a healthy life.
Later, as he grew older, Ai casually gradually understood that what armor was said was all.
The reason why my father asked him to do this was because his sister had a strange disease, and she had been sick since she was a child, and her life was hanging by a thread several times. Under the research of my parents, they found that only when my sister's personality becomes excited, courageous, tenacious, optimistic and positive, she will secrete a mysterious element in her body. Under the action of this element, the strange disease will be well suppressed, and the sister's body will become very healthy.
Once the younger sister becomes vulnerable, depressed, and negative, that element will decrease or even disappear, and the younger sister's body will deteriorate.
Therefore, in order to allow her sister to always maintain a positive, brave and strong, never-say-die heart, Ai casually under the guidance of her father, step by step, day after day, "bullied and squeezed" Ai Suixin. ”
In my father's words, instead of letting people or the world abuse my sister in the future, it is better for my family to abuse her to numbness first, so that she can get experience and growth, and finally face any future tests with a smile.
However, although this will really help Ai Suixin, several times, he has been scolded by Ai casually for being "inhuman", and several times when he watched Ai Suixin crying and said that he didn't want him as an older brother, he wanted to tell the truth.
But his father prevented him from doing so.
He understood the reason his father said, once Ai Sui Xin knew about her own strange illness, once she knew that Ai Hu had bullied her for a long time was actually love and protection, then she would become discouraged in herself and would be extremely dependent on Ai Shu.
And once a person loses confidence in herself, once she begins to rely on others, it is the beginning of her vulnerability and failure.
So he has been playing the image of a bad brother like this, enduring the spring, summer, autumn and winter, and enduring the rush of time.
He couldn't let himself protect Ai Suixin in the open, nor could he let himself take care of her as he wanted. All he could do was to continue to squeeze and bully her indifferently and ruthlessly like he was now, while secretly solving the problem for her.
Sometimes, when he taught Ai to not lie, he would ask himself in his heart that he was actually the biggest liar.
After Ai Suixin arrived at the school, everyone isolated her, talked about her, and slandered her even more seriously.
The most infuriating thing is that when she goes upstairs, there are always some boys who deliberately walk past her quickly, and then hit her hard, and once, she almost fell down the stairs.
"How do you walk!" Wen Binbin said angrily, helping Ai Suixin, "I don't even apologize, I really don't have quality." ”
In addition to these, Ai Suixin was also bullied when he went to the toilet.
Those girls who didn't want to go to the toilet rushed to the bathroom after seeing Ai Suixin going to the bathroom, and stayed for a long time.
In desperation, Ai Suixin could only go to the toilet in the laboratory building far away, and was almost late for class.
At lunchtime, Ai Suixin was knocked on the arm again, and all the food she had just made was dumped on her chest, making it very dirty.
"Look at her, she's dirty."
"Of course it's dirty, it's not only dirty, it's disgusting."
……
When the other people in the restaurant saw it, they all sneered and mocked.
Wen Binbin angrily tried to scold the people, and Ai casually pulled her out of the restaurant and took her to the bathroom to clean up her soiled clothes.
Ai can feel that everyone's dislike for her has escalated from simple verbal attacks to action attacks, and if this continues, her situation will become more and more difficult.
Be sure to find a way to get yourself out of this situation as soon as possible.
"Feel free, do you want me to accompany you back to change your clothes, it's too dirty." After Wen Binbin helped Ai get rid of the dirty things, he found that the dirty area was too large and it was difficult to clean up.
Ai looked at the time and found that there was only half an hour left before class.
The first class in the afternoon was taught by Leng Mian, and she didn't want to be punished for being late.
"It's okay, let's deal with it urgently." After closing the bathroom door, Ai took off his coat, put the soiled area under the faucet and washed it vigorously, and finally put it under the hand dryer to dry.
I could still see the mark, but there was nothing dirty.
After Ai put his clothes back on, he took Wen Binbin to class.
Professor Leng Mian seemed to be in a bad mood today, his face was black the whole time, and as soon as he walked to the podium, he slammed the textbook on the lectern.
The atmosphere suddenly became solemn, everyone sat with bated breath, and the classroom was silent.
"Ai Suixin!" The first thing Professor Leng Mian said was to call Ai Suixin's name.
Ai, who was sitting in the seat, suddenly accelerated his heartbeat, and stood up from his position with a premonition.
She didn't know what she had done to make Professor Cold Face so angry?
She has already handed in the homework she left last time? And she put a lot of effort into it.
Professor Leng Mian turned on the projector as he spoke, clicked on the USB flash drive of the homework that Ai handed in, and the courseware she made played on the screen.
Ai stood in a circle, not knowing what he had done wrong?