Treatment requires money, Su Yanjing can't come up with this huge amount of money at all, if she can't operate as soon as possible, the cancer cells in Su Dahua's body are likely to spread, and it will be too late to have money.

Su Yanjing smiled for a while, and immediately returned to her previous depression, she could have asked Xiao Sheng for help, but she didn't want to.

If she opened her mouth, she wouldn't want to be peaceful in her future life, and Su Yanjing didn't want the peaceful life she had won so hard to be broken.

But did she have to watch her father suffer from illness because he didn't have enough money for treatment? So what has become of her.

"Doctor, is there really no other way?" Su Yanjing came to the office to discuss with the attending doctor to see if she could operate on Su Dahua first, and she would definitely make up for the operation fee later.

Those who live at the top will never be able to appreciate the hardships of ordinary people at the bottom, and when the disease comes, it is not the disease itself that destroys people's will, but the high cost of medicine.

Most ordinary families simply cannot afford this huge amount of money, and in the end they can only borrow money from everywhere, and no one wants to take it again, everyone avoids them like snakes and scorpions, and they can't know when they will be able to repay the money.

The doctor was also very sympathetic to the Su family's plight, and also knew that their economic conditions were not good, but the hospital had hospital regulations, and he couldn't make the decision, so he shook his head,

"I'm sorry, I can't make the decision about this matter, after all, the hospital is not my alone, if all patients choose this way to default on their medical bills, the hospital will not have to open."

Although the doctor's words were very indifferent, they were facts, Su Yanjing hung her head in despair, she didn't know these truths, and she didn't want to embarrass other doctors.

"I see, thank you, doctor."

The doctor sighed, thought for a while, and finally said, "I'll try to help you find a way to delay it for a while, and you can get the money as soon as possible and pay the operation fee." ”

Su Yanjing, who was originally in a low mood, heard the news, and suddenly raised her head, her face full of surprise, "Really?" Thank you! Thank you, doctor! You really are a nice person! Thank you! Thank you! ”

Su Yanjing was so happy that she was incoherent, she stood up and bowed to the doctor constantly, making the attending doctor embarrassed, this matter was just a gesture for him, but it could help a family.

After temporarily solving the problem of surgery fees, Su Yanjing's mood was a little better, and when she returned to the ward, Li Yinglian had already packed the prepared meals and brought them over.

The wife was suddenly diagnosed with cancer, which hit this woman who had worked hard all her life even older, Li Yinglian sat on the edge of the hospital bed, lamenting,

"When will our family survive these difficulties, and when will it be the head......

Su Yanjing stood at the door of the ward, did not go in, she leaned against the wall, her mood just got a little better instantly sank, she looked up at the ceiling, and cried silently.

She wanted an answer to that question as well.

Last year she was 27 years old, this year she is 28 years old, her parents worked hard to save money for her to go to college, she graduated, got married, worked, but she couldn't give anything back to her parents, but let them worry about it.

She is not a good daughter.

After working for so many years, she has not saved any money, and the salary card for the past three years or so is in Wang Guifen's hands, and she doesn't know when the money in it will be spent.

She is just too stupid to have today, and she refuses to admit that she is stupid, and she has to find those cowardly characters to excuse herself.

If she was smarter and brave enough to resist, she wouldn't have ended up today, why did she listen to Feng Qinan say those words, throw away a good job with great development prospects, go to the front desk of a securities company, and serve tea and water to others.

Su Yanjing leaned against the wall and slowly slid down, squatting in the corridor outside the ward, burying her head in her knees, sobbing in a low voice, she was just too useless, too stupid.

Li Yinglian, who was originally sad, heard a cry coming from outside, and wondered, why did she sound so like a swallow? She got up and walked outside to look. Eighth Library

Seeing Su Yanjing squatting in the corner of the corridor, her shoulders trembling, and her crying getting louder and louder, Li Yinglian was distressed, ran over to hug her daughter, and asked her what was wrong.

"Mom......"

Su Yanjing, who has always been hit by the hardships of life, finally couldn't maintain her strength, she rarely broke down in front of her parents, this was the only time she needed to cry out the bitterness in her heart.

"Swallows." Li Yinglian also had red circles under her eyes and her face was haggard.

Su Yanjing hugged her, crying and choking up, "I'm sorry, Mom, I'm sorry...... It's that I'm useless, and I don't have the ability to make a lot of money for you to live a good life...... I'm sorry...... I'm sorry, I can't even afford to operate on my dad when he's sick, I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"

When she was a child, she was very obedient, but there will be naughty times, when she was wronged outside, she went home and told her parents, her parents always hugged her to comfort, at that time she felt that her parents were so strong in the world and could give her an infinite sense of security.

After growing up, Su Yanjing also wants to become the support of her parents, take care of them in the second half of their lives, and accompany them through the second half of their lives.

But now, she can't do anything but cry and say sorry.

Su Yanjing hated that she had no ability and no money, and watched her loved ones suffering from illness, which could be treated, but she stopped because she had no money.

Li Yinglian hugged her crying daughter with her thin arms, and comforted her with tears, "Daughter, I can't blame you, I can't blame you......"

It is she and her wife who did not create a good environment for their daughter, and did not have the ability to give her a higher and better development platform, the responsibility lies with them, not Yanzi, how could this child have such a guilty extreme idea.

"It's just that I'm not good," the collapsed Su Yanjing began to drill the horns, she took all the responsibility on herself, and told all the hidden facts, "It's because of me, everything is because of me, if I hadn't married Feng Qinan because of the love I thought I thought I would, there would be no follow-up,

You and Dad wouldn't have suffered the grievances of the Feng family for more than three years in vain, if it weren't for me marrying Feng Qinan, I wouldn't have given up my original job.

Won't give up the opportunity for you and your dad to have a good life...... Mom...... It's all my fault, I was so stupid to listen to other people's words...... It's me who is bad, I'm sorry...... Whining. ”

The mistake was made from the beginning, but Su Yanjing never knew and didn't want to admit that she insisted on marrying Feng Qinan, and was blinded by the so-called love, even if she saw the bad things about Feng Qinan,

She also deceived herself into thinking that it didn't matter, she could bear it, she could accept it, and felt that it was not a problem, and any man would have a little bit of this style.

After three years of marriage, she didn't take the grievances she suffered seriously, she had been digging out her heart and lungs to Feng Qinan, and she wouldn't resist, if she had mustered up the courage to say a word no at that time, it would have become different now.

"Swallow, it's not your fault." Li Yinglian couldn't bear to see her daughter blame herself, "Everything is arranged by God, it's not your fault, don't blame yourself, okay?" ”

"Mom......"

Su Yanjing hugged Li Yinglian and cried loudly, and someone poked their heads out of the ward to see that the hospital should have forbidden noise, but no one came out to stop it.

The people who entered the hospital, if they didn't encounter difficulties that they couldn't get over, who would cry so loudly, that kind of grief and helpless crying infected the whole floor, and several nurses and ladies were red-eyed.

The hospital is a place where they are accustomed to life and death, and they have to face life and death every day, and those who were fine yesterday will be pushed into the cold morgue today.

The heart-rending crying of relatives in the back, the kind of sadness that can infect the heavens and the earth permeates the sky, and everyone can't help but shed tears.

At this time, human power is very small, and it is difficult to save the lives of relatives who have passed away, and it is difficult to save relatives who are suffering from illness.

The only way they can vent their emotions is to cry, to cry out the pain in their hearts, and to let their emotions spread out to all sides, only then they may feel better.

Su Dahua on the hospital bed never opened his eyes, but he heard the crying of his daughter and wife, and he also silently shed tears, feeling that life was so difficult.