Chapter 30: Am I Dead?

Just when I was desperate, a large fire appeared in front of me, and a particularly large bonfire appeared in front of me, and around the bonfire, there were many ordinary homestays, which looked not much like our village.

There were many, many people around the campfire, singing, dancing, laughing, and laughing as if they were attending some kind of bonfire.

But I still couldn't hear them singing, laughing, or talking.

I think I must be deaf.

These people all seemed familiar, but I just couldn't remember where I had seen them. I tried hard to make myself think, I thought desperately, and finally I remembered.

Oh! It turns out that these people are people I know very well, and many of them are from our village: Lao Liu Tou, Er Gouzi, Wang Bald, Yellow Egg Roll, April Fat, Zhang Matchmaker, Xiuyue Juan'er......

In addition, there are many brothers and sisters who have fought side by side with me over the years, born and died, they are: Song Laodao, Sun Dahai, Zhang Ziqi, San Gongzi, Officer Fang, Liu Lifang, Qin Hanmin, the three masters, Xu Changsheng, Director Ouyang, Geda Shangshi, etc......

The most incredible thing for me is that I even saw the four ghosts of yin and yang, the small head of the thousand changing hands, Meng Po, the four-phase spider, the red lady, the bloodthirsty spirit child, the big-footed Yama and other holy law disciples.

When I saw these people clearly, there was no joy in my heart, and at that moment I was sure that I was really crazy, or rather dead.

Because many of these people are no longer alive......

In order to create an opportunity for me to escape, Liu Lifang sacrificed herself to jump into the puppet group and died in the Five Elements Puppet Array; Qin Hanmin lost the belief in living and died in the two realms of yin and yang.

The four ghosts of yin and yang fought in Taihang Mountain, and when three died, they escaped a ghost mother-in-law; The small head of the thousand changing hands died in the hollow battle of Wujiazhuang underground and died in Huangquan; Three of the four-phase spiders, in the battle of the two realms of yin and yang, three died and one escaped; Not to mention Meng Po, who finally died at my hands after fighting me for hundreds of rounds.

I saw these people die with my own eyes, but how could they be here now? Could it be that he was resurrected? No way, it's absolutely impossible!

Besides, the group of people on our side and these Holy Law Sect disciples are natural rivals, and after they meet, either you kill me or I will kill you, how can there be such a scene of living in harmony?

It doesn't make sense, it doesn't make sense at all.

I didn't rush forward, but hid in the corner alone, secretly peeking at the actions of this group of people, but after looking at it for a long time, I didn't see why, everything seemed so normal, so harmonious, so natural, they drank wine, ate meat, sang loudly, talked and laughed loudly......

I don't know how long it took, but the six or seven cloth-clothed gods who saw me just now also appeared, and immediately blended into this joyful bonfire party, so lively......

I really think I'm crazy, or I'm having a fantasy, and it's all my imagination.

I was extremely depressed and extremely sad, feeling like an orphan abandoned by God, and the world was so big that there was no place for me......

Where am I from? Where are you going? What are you doing there? Lamentable! Alas!

This group of people, it seems, never knows that they are tired, they just keep cheering and jumping, as if they can go on forever, or in this world, they are harmonious, there is no strife at all, there is no evil, there is no desire......

What about what I was going through? What's that? Is it another world? Maybe I'm one of them, too, but I've been abandoned by them......

In the end, I ignored these people, not even the people who were closest to me, and quietly walked around the campfire, around the village, and continued to wander aimlessly in the darkness......

Further on, the whole world fell into darkness again, everything returned to the beginning, and I was the only one left in the world, a lonely ghost that no one cared about, allowing me to wander at will......

After walking for an unknown amount of time, I felt like I had entered a canyon, and there were towering mountain shadows on both sides, but there was still not the slightest sound, not even a trace of cool breeze.

But to my surprise, when I got to the end, I saw a huge bird, bigger than the old thing, I don't know this bird, but unfortunately, this giant bird has no legs, it seems that it can only fly all the time, and it can't land, or it can't land, because if it stops, it will die......

I don't know how long I've been walking in this dark, day and night, but I feel like I've walked through a long, long canyon, but I haven't eaten, I haven't taken a sip of water, I don't feel hungry, I don't feel thirsty, I don't seem to feel any discomfort in my body.

I don't care, life or death doesn't make sense to me anymore......

When I'm sleepy, I lie down on the ground to sleep, when I'm tired, I sit down and rest, I cry when I want to cry, I laugh when I want to laugh, anyway, it's a one-person world, love is what it is, no one cares, no one can see it, I even had the idea of stripping naked and running naked, but in the end I still didn't have the courage.

I felt like I had been walking in the darkness for about a year or two, and my body was starting to stink, my hair was knotted with locks of hair, and my beard was about to hang down to my chest, and I knew that I was like a beggar, or even worse, without looking in the mirror......

This dark world shows no signs of returning to its original appearance, and it seems that I really want to go on like this......

I don't know what day it was, I don't know what time it was, but when I woke up, I continued to walk, but as I walked, suddenly two shadows fell from the sky and fell in front of me, almost hitting me.

I subconsciously went up to look and found that it was two people, and they were all breathing, two corpses to be exact.

It was so dark and the hair of the two corpses was so unkempt that it was impossible to see their faces at once, but the clothes looked very familiar, as if they had seen them somewhere.

When I thought about it, a cold sweat flowed down my face, because I saw that one of the corpses was dressed in the same clothes as I was wearing.

I trembled and lifted his hair to look at it, but the whole person immediately fell to the ground in fright, and at the same time let out a "Ah! Yes! Several screams.

I wanted to stand up and run, but I found that my legs were no longer obedient, and I couldn't stop shaking, let alone running, and even standing up became a problem.

The reason why I reacted this way, I was so frightened, was because I saw this corpse in the same way as I touched it, in other words, it was me, yes, yes! That's me!

What's going on, what the fuck is going on? Am I dead? So what am I now? Is it a ghost?

I can't stand it, I'm going crazy, I'm really going crazy!