（1）

Every day, there are 24 hours when I don't want to read.

Every week, there are 7 days when I don't want to go to work.

Every month, I have 30 days when I don't want to code.

Anyway, I think about it all the time, if there is a reader, read thoughts directly from my head, then I can make money lying down every day.

The idea is beautiful, but the reality is that I don't just have to code words, but I also have to add more words occasionally.

Many readers in the group will say:

"It's my birthday today, so I'll add a new one."

"Today is my idol's birthday, add a change soon."

"The weather is very good today, hurry up and add a change."

For readers, it is normal to urge, and for authors, it is also normal to avoid urging.

Here's what I often say:

"I'm constipated today, so I won't add more."

"Today, the sow next door went up the tree, and I went to see the excitement."

"Aunt I'm here today...... (Hey!) It's really the big aunt who came to the house. ）”

In the past, when I was a reader, I never understood why many authors would post it in the middle of the night, but now that I know, I guess their day is-

The happiest time should be when the chapter of the day has just been released, and thinking about the fact that there are still 24 hours to play, it feels like a long vacation.

In the next time, it is estimated that the sky will be so blue, the sea water, and the waves and waves.

With less than an hour left before the release of the new chapter, the mood began to turn cloudy.

What to do if you haven't figured out the plot yet!

How is it that the website is not paralyzed!

Do you want to break the change for a day?

All of the above is my inner activity, just like when you didn't want to write when you were a student, and you didn't want to go to work in the winter morning when you entered society.

The point is, I wasn't idle when I was surfing.

Read books, swipe Weibo, watch dramas, practice calligraphy, learn English...... But when I do these things, I always feel unhappy, because I know that I have to write three or four chapters starting at two o'clock this afternoon.

Writing seems to have become a task, and every day at two o'clock in the afternoon, the death line urges me like a death line.

I admire very much the authors who can write thirty or forty thousand in a day, and they maintain a strong enthusiasm, as if they are burning their lives for it.

If you ask me to write, well, I'll try to roll the keyboard with my face.

If you were to choose between "eating" and "eating", I would not hesitate to choose "eating".

After all, "eating" is really a very challenging thing for me, and at least it can make my mood fluctuate weirdly.

So, I stopped.

I let the book end at this point, and for many readers, it's like "indescribable" halfway through.

Some readers privately told me that they were "scolded" in the comment area......

However, I haven't looked at the comment section since yesterday.

And that's what I expected, but I knew I had to stop.

If I don't stop, I'll go crazy, and the protagonist will go crazy, and in my heart, when the secrets in a book are revealed, it can be over.

Whenever I see the ending of a book that I like very much, it is extremely satisfying, taking care of all aspects, the protagonist and supporting characters have the best explanation, and the villain has the punishment he deserves, which seems to be super happy, but after I see this scene, I know that this book, the world in this book, has ended, is over, and is dead......

So, I'm very bad at writing endings, but I have to write them, especially the last volume, and I write it myself.

Because of this book, there are no secrets, next, what should be beaten, what should be killed, and what should be returned home to have a baby.

When I write about things I don't like, without any emotional injection, it's tiring.

I could only write numbly, but I couldn't see the direction.

Too often, we just move forward and forget why we set out.

……

（2）

Because of my profession, many of my friends are civil servants.

I asked friend A if he liked it?

He said that he didn't like it, and even felt bored, feeling that he was repeating yesterday's events every day, and that this life was now seeing the end.

I asked him what he wanted?

He said that he wanted money, made money, a lot of money, could buy a house for his parents, and could give the next generation a good life.

But let him change jobs, he didn't want to.

Because of the money, he didn't like this job, and because of money, he also had to choose this stable job.

It's incredible to me, because what I'm looking forward to most is every unpredictable tomorrow and watching my background subscription change every moment.

Then tell yourself that the next book will definitely be a hit.

Because there is hope, there is optimism every day.

At the beginning, he resolutely quit his job in a state-owned enterprise and plunged into this circle.

What's here?

Wish!

Fervor!

Something that makes me excited!

A very good friend of mine, B, is in a very large state-owned enterprise, and it is also the head office, his work is very easy, and the leaders in the company are also directly sent by the government, and the level is very high.

Honestly, he was there, the people he came into contact with every day, and it was good for his future development.

But every day he goes to work, he is in the mood of going to the grave, and after getting off work, he is even more indifferent.

He felt like he was stuck in a place where his work was untechnical, unchallenging, and at the same time, wasting his life.

This kind of negative emotions kept accumulating, and for a while I was really afraid that he would suffer from depression.

But once he talked about farming, his eyes flickered, and the whole person came to life.

He longs for a manor in the future, and what he looks forward to most is to blossom and bear fruit, and to be happy watching the harvest.

For him, going to work is just to not go to work in the future and do what he likes.

When you talk about something you like, your eyes will light up.

……

（3）

What you desperately want to do is where your talent lies.

I'm glad that no one in my family objected to me writing it, provided I was able to support myself, of course.

I know very well that when I was asked to go into business, I didn't have the skills to speak well.

Let me take the civil service exam, and live a 9-to-5 life, it is better to bury me in advance.

When I was asked to go to the company, to be honest, I was not interested in my profession at all.

I love to read, I love to write.

Since kindergarten, I have memorized fairy tales every day and asked my mother to write them down silently.

The happiest part of elementary school is attending an extracurricular composition class.

I love to read comics, famous books, romance magazines, literary magazines, and even an anthology of college entrance examination essays in high school.

Why?

It's because I like it.

I just love to write and read!

There's no reason why you like someone; If you don't like someone, you will find a reason.

Like, and being able to make money on their own interests, this is probably the most ideal life for everyone.

This book, without a doubt, is the most exciting, at the beginning, with passion every day, and every few minutes, to see the number of people who read it.

You're going to ask me when, the excitement waned, it's actually the first few chapters that hit the shelves.

Very early......

Because I found that this is not what I wanted to express or describe, but since I wrote it, I had to continue.

The biggest failure of this book is not that the ending is abruptly ended, but that I was not prepared at the beginning.

Although I have exercised in the previous few books and can force myself to hold on, the more I write and the more I experience, I understand that this is not what I want.

The last volume, written in a way that made me doubt life.

However, after all, from May 2016 to January 2017, the harvest was too big.

There is a strong grasp of the new book.

So, allowing me to pause at this time, settle down, accumulate, and prepare, also allows me to regain the anxiety of writing my first book.

Although every month, there will be 30 days when you don't want to code words, but in fact, if you don't code words for a day, it will be uncomfortable.

Because I like it, I am humble.

Because of addiction, it is cheap.

……

（4）

Thanksgiving.

The encounter with you depends entirely on fate, and this probability is too small.

Among the thousands of websites, you will click on the Black Rock.

Among the thousands of books, you will see this one.

Out of a thousand aesthetics, you'll love my books.

Only then will we see each other.

In particular, out of ten people reading my books, only about one or two will subscribe.

Really special thanks to the subscribed readers.

Sometimes I feel very puzzled myself, everyone around me is watching piracy, but in fact, it is you, the readers who subscribe to the genuine version, who hold up the world of the Internet.

Although the comment section was miserable, there were still readers who sent private messages thanking me for my book and accompanying him for so long.

There are still readers who will be grateful.

There are still readers who will tip.

There are still readers who will be reluctant.

There are still readers who can't subscribe to the genuine version for various reasons, and they will send me a red envelope to apologize when they finish the book.

I always felt that I didn't have a long time to write books, until one day, a reader told me that he read my first book when he was in the first year of junior high school, and now he is in high school.

It's like a lifetime away, and I'm glad to be able to spend the years of my life with you.

That's probably what keeps a lot of web writers and me going.

It's gold, and it always shines.

It's a stone that doesn't glow anywhere you go.

But the world can be without gold, but it cannot be without stones.

May you all be indispensable.

……

（5）

Extra.

For many people, the ending is indeed too short, in fact, I have always said, I will add some in the extra.

About the Six Stones, about the Reincarnation Slate, about the Endless Darkness, about the Demon Ancestor......

Tomorrow I will start writing an extra, and there will be an extranet in about two days, which will last until after the New Year, which can be regarded as practicing writing during the "fallow" period.

Heiyan: Because of the length, I can only post the two articles together, so it is estimated that the update time is a little slower than Weibo.

But if you don't have friends on Weibo, you can still see it in Heiyan.

My Sina Weibo: Let's have a bowl of black rice

The new book will be released after the Chinese New Year, when the editor comes to work.

Above!

Complete!

Thank you for seeing the end.

- Black rice

—January 11, 2017