Chapter 30: Loneliness
Her trip to the playground was disrupted by the sudden killing of her childhood sweetheart, and her originally sunny mood turned cloudy.
"That's fun over there, let's go play that!" He Yan was very excited throughout the whole process, pulling Su Jingxing to run to that after playing this.
Fang Yuan was like a discarded little tail, silently following behind the two of them, watching the two of them play with the facilities in the playground one by one.
Su Jingxing remembered her existence, took the time to sit next to her, maybe he felt her loneliness, and specially bought her a cup of milk tea, and comforted: "He Yan is a good person, I think you should be called good friends, I will give you her contact information when I go back." ”
She smiled, didn't answer, didn't explain.
But one can imagine how ugly her expression must be now.
In the end, her second experience of coming out of the scene was not very pleasant, and she was disturbed by He Yan, who suddenly killed, and could only go home lonely.
He Yan still wanted to come over to take a look, but was stopped by Su Jingxing on the grounds that it was too late and inconvenient.
The two of them drove home, Fang Yuan felt that a gaze fell on her face from time to time, she sighed, "Don't look at me, I can't think about it properly." ”
"What are you thinking?" Su Jingxing drove the car while coming to see her distractedly, "Are you unhappy today?" ”
He thought for a moment and said, "Because of He Yan? She's a nice person, she can be a little open-mouthed, don't be angry when she says something wrong. ”
Fang Yuan shook his head and didn't say anything.
How could she be angry, and what made her feel even more unhappy was the attitude of the man in front of her.
Why do you run to play with her as soon as another girl appears, and leave yourself behind?
And talking to the girl?
Childhood sweethearts are so little guessed?
Fang Yuan tugged at his seat belt, unhappy in his heart. Then He Yan didn't look as innocent and harmless as she behaved in front of Su Jingxing, on the contrary, she was a little dark.
Probably this is the legendary green tea.
Su Jingxing was still talking about it, but Fang Yuan cast his eyes out of the window, looking at the fleeting scenery, not knowing what he was thinking.
She returned home lonely, and the moment she closed the door, she felt that she was about to be exhausted, and a sense of loss came to her like a tidal wave, and she slid down the door and sat on the ground.
Today I was originally happily going to the scene, although the items I played were a little too exciting, but overall I was very happy, until the appearance of He Yan.
Her presence was like a wake-up call.
The huge sound of the bell shook her skull, and it also made her sober up and recognize the reality.
Su Jingxing said that she was praising her for her good looks, and it may even be that she was just used to complimenting others, even if it was a stone on the side of the road, he could praise a thousand words without repeating, but in the eyes of others, she may still be the ugly duckling.
The ugly duckling needs to go through all kinds of hardships if she wants to become a beautiful white swan, she has the perseverance to get through it, she is not afraid of the suffering of the outside world, but she is afraid that she will not be able to support it first.
He Yan's appearance undoubtedly put a lot of pressure on her.
Because she is not good-looking, not excellent, not perfect, and what she doesn't have, He Yan has.
Sweet and lovely, gentle and cute personality, most men like this, it can stimulate the desire to protect, and it is good-looking, and it is happy to look at.
Not like her, alas......
Fang Yuan staggered back to his bedroom, feeling that all his previous efforts had been in vain, no matter how hard she tried, it was just a delusion to be worthy of Su Jingxing, it was not her who was standing beside him.
"Little E, I'm sad right now......" She wanted someone to talk to, even if the person she was listening to wasn't human.
Who knew that the system didn't listen to her, but reminded her to prepare for the broadcast on time.
Week peeling!
Fang Yuan complained frantically in his heart, but he had no way to resist, so he could only forcibly pack up his mood, ease up, and turn on the live broadcast.
Fortunately, her live broadcast usually does not show her true face, it is just a little corner of her clothes, or she shoots directly at the table, so she doesn't have to worry about being seen by others at this time.
"Hello, good evening friends, I'm Fang Fangzi, and today is our live broadcast time......"
Some people gradually came in her live broadcast room, and slowly gained some popularity, she chatted, and gradually forgot the sad mood just now.
"Thank you, the nickname has been registered, and the crying chirp sent the flower."
There was someone down there talking to her, and she didn't feel so alone.
And her mobile phone rang, she picked it up and saw that it was a photo sent by Su Jingxing, a photo of them going out to take a scene today.
Although he was not happy in his heart, Fang Yuan still selected a few photos and posted them on the homepage.
She just wanted to record her life and share her daily life with her fans, who knows, it caused a discussion below:
[Wow, that's a good shot, this technique is professional, right?] 】
[XX Playground, I only went to it last week!] 】
[Is this a blogger?] I can't see it clearly, but it feels good. 】
These people were still seriously discussing the matter of taking pictures, but soon the building was crooked, and they were still getting farther and farther away on the way to the crooked building.
Fang Yuan was explaining to a few people how to push the blush away, when he suddenly saw the lively comments below, he couldn't help but look at it twice, and then remembered the photo she had just posted.
Those photos were all very good-looking, and she deliberately selected a few of her favorites to paste them, but she didn't expect them to cause such a big response.
She was slightly surprised, and when she called up the page, she found something even more surprising, her fans were actually rising because of this, although it didn't soar, but it also rose a lot.
After thinking about it, she explained: "These photos were taken by my friend, and he is a very good photographer. ”
"These are all photos I took with my friend when I went out today, and I was the one wearing the skirt." Fang Yuan browsed through it and took down a few photos of his face, and by the way, he also removed the photo of Su Jingxing coming forward.
[Gone?] My favorite one is gone! 】
[That little brother is gone! ] Ask for contact information! 】
[Blow up my balls!] 】
She was not in a good mood today, but the live broadcast only came for a while, and looking at the remarks made by these people, she felt much happier in her heart, and then looked at the number of fans that had risen, and all the jealousy and loneliness disappeared.
In this way, she still has people who like her, and some people care about her, and these fans like her!
"Thank you for your company, Yuanzi feels warm on this night, I hope you will live happily and happily, and become more and more beautiful every day."
A smile appeared on Fang Yuan's lips, and his mood brightened again.