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Sunny on October X

Now it's dark outside, Wu Ming still hasn't come back, I looked for him outside for an afternoon and didn't find him, I don't know where he went? Will you ever come back? It was indeed my fault, I promised him to buy a mobile phone tomorrow and go to the playground, but I broke my promise. But he said that I changed my mind because I saw that the other party was the boss and a rich man, and this sentence hurt me deeply. I admit that I Qin Xiaoyu likes money, not to mention that the other party is willing to go to sea once and give me 4,000 yuan, but if it weren't for seeing Xiao Hei anorexia and wanting to eat shrimp, I would refuse him, after all, because of Wu Ming's efforts during this time, the income of the store has increased a lot, just like he said, money can be earned slowly. The person who made me the most angry, he actually said that the other party missed me, I slapped him hard, who made him unabashed, talking nonsense, his words made me so sad that I wanted to cry. I wanted to tell him that I had no interest in that capitalist, just as he was gay and had no thoughts about me. We are innocent between us, how can he be so filthy as he thinks, Wu Ming, you big bastard!

He looked like he was going to kill someone, kissed me forcibly, and asked me what was my relationship with him? To be honest, I don't know very well, in the eyes of Aunt Zhang, we may be a pair of lovers, but I am indeed in name only. If he really wanted to be my boyfriend, maybe I would consider being more generous, trusting me, less possessive, and having a better temper. I think I should be tempted by him, because if he doesn't come back, I'll be worried, so worried that I won't even want to eat a bite of food from noon until now. I wonder if he's eaten? Don't know where he is now? It's already so late? He should know the way home, right? Qin Xiaoyu, he just has amnesia, and he is not mentally retarded, how can he not know how to come back! So what if he doesn't come back? I was suddenly a little scared of such a quiet night, I have been used to being alone for so many years, his appearance has changed from the beginning of the discomfort to the habit, suddenly there is less of him chattering next to me, how do I feel that time is so difficult.

Turning the other page, the date is not written, it should have been written on the same day.

Wu Ming is back, I pretend not to care on the surface, but in fact, I am very happy to see him come back. After some ideological struggle, I originally wanted to tell him that I was willing to try to have a formal relationship with him, but he glared at me, saying that I was not his person, and that his business had nothing to do with me, and told me to leave him alone. No matter what, if you are injured and die, I will never save you this time.

Ji Yubin's eyes were a little moist, he didn't expect Qin Xiaoyu to look for him for so long that day, and he was still worried about himself, he felt that he was really a damn big bastard. Then a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, because he finally knew that Qin Xiaoyu also had feelings for him, but he hated himself very much, why didn't he believe her, his heart was so small, and he didn't calm down to face her, causing him and her to miss for so long. Surprise, joy, remorse, sadness, all kinds of complex emotions passed through his body.

Turning the next page, he found that there were dried tear stains on this piece of paper, which should have been written by Qin Xiaoyu while crying, his heart seemed to have been whipped violently, and it was so painful that it was difficult to breathe. He pursed his lips, covered his chest with one hand, and continued to look down.