Chapter 194: Isn't It Stupid for Me to Think Like This?
Unexpectedly, he ran into He Yan.
He Yan had sandbags tied to his legs and was training.
Xia Nian was a little surprised, so surprised that she forgot to cry, and her tears stopped instantly.
"Why are you here?" Xia Nian stepped forward, Nunu mouthed, and sniffed, "Isn't it resting today?" Why are you still training? ”
He Yan stopped, walked to the side, picked up the water cup and took a sip, and said, "Diligence can make up for it!" ”
"Aren't you in the top three?" Xia Nian pursed her lips, "You are so powerful, and you are so diligent, how can we people live!" ”
"I don't have the talent of Song Ci and Huo Nan, so I can only work my diligence." He Yan said, "If you don't work hard, you will easily be compared." ”
"Hmm." Xia Nian nodded, "You're right, I have to work hard." ”
Seeing Xia Nian's red eyes and the tear stains on his face, He Yan was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with you?" Who bullied you? ”
Xia Nian shook his head: "No one bullied me. ”
He Yan walked to the side of the parallel bars, supported his hand, climbed up and sat down, patted the position next to him, and said to Xia Nian: "Come up." ”
After sitting on the parallel bars, Xia Nian asked He Yan: "Have you ever wanted to be recognized by someone?" ”
He Yan was stunned for a moment, and a person's shadow appeared in his mind.
After being silent for a few seconds, he nodded: "Yes." ”
"Do you have that too?" Xia Nian tilted his head and looked at He Yan: "Then have you been approved by him?" ”
"I don't know." He Yan thought for a while and said, "It shouldn't be yet." ”
In other words, she actually didn't know what Murong Xingzhi thought of her in her heart.
She wanted to ask, but she didn't dare to ask.
Maybe I'm afraid that I won't be able to get an affirmation of her from Murong Xingzhi.
So, she has to work hard to be better, stronger, and one day, she can reach the level of being on par with him.
Xia Nian's expression was a little depressed, he hung his head, and sighed: "Then how can we make them like us?" ”
"Are you bothered about this?" He Yan asked.
Xia Nian nodded.
"Is this person you are talking about being Instructor Xia Lu?" He Yan looked at Xia Nian.
Xia Nian was a little surprised: "How do you know?" ”
"I can see it." He Yan said, "The way you look at him is different from the way you look at other instructors, every time you see him, you are so happy, but if he ignores you, you will be very disappointed." You both have the surname Xia, so, is he your brother? ”
Xia Nian said "um" and nodded.
"I just want him to accept me." Xia Nian lowered his head, his voice was a little low, "Actually, I don't like being a soldier at all, I'm tired and happy, I like singing and dancing, I imagine that I should go to a music academy, and then become a dancer, or be a dance teacher." But because of my brother, I joined the army and came here. I just want to be closer to him, so that maybe after a long time, he will be able to accept me. ”
After finishing speaking, Xia Nian looked at He Yan and showed a wry smile: "Isn't it stupid for me to think like this?" He rejected me at all, how could he accept me. ”
"Maybe, maybe it's a little silly." He Yan said, "However, I am not qualified to say you, because I am as stupid as you." ”
"I also worked very hard to get a person's approval and want to be closer to him, so I joined the army." He Yan said, "The only difference from you may be that I have admired soldiers very much and want to be such a person." ”