Chapter 289 Fiction and reality are difficult to solve

"It was the woman, it was the poisonous needle shot by the woman, and it hit Ah Blood, Ah Blood was hit...... Why? Why did she want to hurt us? Why! Hei Jun said with trembling eyes.

"Which woman? Which woman? ”

"What other woman? I can see it clearly, clearly! Hei Jun turned his head sharply and glared at Yun Bo, eager to transfer all his hatred to the child.

"Old Black...... Who the hell is it? Who wants to harm you? Dad shook his head slightly, his face was not quite right, and he was a little unable to ask.

"I'm damned, it's me who didn't protect Ah Blood, I'm damned!" Hei Joon slapped himself with guilt and cried.

"Old Black ......" Dad reached out and grabbed Hei Jun, but he didn't catch him.

"It's me, it's all me! I killed Ah Xue, if I hadn't called you, Ah Xue wouldn't have had an accident! He's so young, so young! Why? Why, Yunlan! Why do you want to harm us! Hei Jun still kept blaming himself, and he didn't notice his father's abnormality.

Dad didn't want to listen to Hei Jun's cry, he gasped and coughed violently, and there was a little blood in the spit stars splashing out of his mouth. He wiped the corners of his mouth and frowned tightly.

"Old Black, calm down, where is Ah Blood now?" Dad said with difficulty.

"Don't touch me! Don't touch me! I don't have the face to see my eldest brother again, and I don't have the face to see everyone again, let me die, let me go down to accompany Ah Xue, and ask him for guilt! Heijun rushed towards the unobstructed edge of the cliff.

"Old Black! What are you doing! Come back soon! Dad was a little irritable, and reached out and grabbed the corner of Hei Jun's clothes.

"Please, let me be happy, big brother, please! Don't pull me! Don't pull me! Hei Jun shook off his father's pull, my father is such a strong person, he can't beat the weak Hei Jun, he staggered a few steps, and staggered and barely stood still.

"Big brother! I'm sorry, I didn't mean to push your ......" Hei Jun seemed to have lost his senses, and he was crying and slapping himself in the face.

Dad shook his head again, coughed loudly, his forehead was covered with beads of sweat, and he seemed to be in pain: "Old Black—"

"Big brother ......" Hei Jun stopped pumping and stopped beating himself, and began to notice his father's abnormality.

Dad closed his eyes and took a step back in a daze, as if he couldn't stand on his feet: "Old Black, I-I-"

"Big brother be careful!" Heijun pounces forward!

But it was too late, Dad had already held on to the end of his strength, and finally closed his eyes weakly and fell backwards!

"Big brother!"

"Uncle Yan!"

Father!

Dad fell weakly into the mountain stream, without a word of shouting, without the slightest struggle, and thus ended everything that had been here, without even having time to say a word of goodbye.

Father...... My Daddy......

I want to jump over that cliff and hold his hand with all my life's strength!

He has been helping people all his life, but what he has received is such a reward, my heart is bleeding......

"And he disappeared like that, and I could not bear it any longer, and turned and ran up the hill, it must have been the red needle she had pierced when she came to dress him—my heart was going to break and bleed, and I could bear all that she had done to me, and this life was born of her, and I owed her; But I can't bear that she actually poisoned the person she respects and dearest, if Uncle Hei is right, it means that Uncle Yan has also been poisoned...... She's hopeless—" Shangguan Yan's hands trembled.

He raised his eyes sharply and stared at my face, as if assuring me: "I want to find her, stop her from continuing to hurt more people, I want to die with her, and accompany her to the Yellow Springs ......" Shangguan Yan began to sobb softly, and the choked voice swallowed his sadness to pieces.

How difficult is this decision, watching his mother, who is so distressed, ruthlessly killing the people around him in cold blood, is he protecting or sentencing? He's just a kid......

It turned out that my father fell off the cliff like this, he was so good, how could he be pushed by Uncle Hei casually and fall......

It was Yunlan who pierced the deadly needle on my father's body, so even if he didn't die after falling off the cliff, he only had one breath left, if he hadn't touched Ye Xin's father and daughter, he would have died of poison a long time ago......

"Why did she kill my father? Why? "I can't believe it, I've accepted the fact that my dad stumbled off a cliff, I've forgiven Uncle Black who was tormented by guilt and went crazy, why is this the fact, why is it her? ……

Shangguan Yan shook his head, he didn't understand, just because she didn't like it, she was going to destroy it? Is she going to destroy Yun Niang, to destroy all the beauty around her?

"Later, I found my mother on the mountain, she fell on the mountain road covered in blood, and I also suffered from a cold attack due to excessive panic and pain, and fell down with her......" Shangguan Yan stopped and said sadly, "I thought that if I died with my life like this, it would be better than thinking that I would have to repay countless heart debts, but we did not die quietly that day and place as we wished, but were rescued by people and sent to Shangguan Mansion ......"

"Why die?" I asked.

Shangguan Yan looked at me confusedly.

"Why do you have to die? Doesn't living well make up for the mistakes you have made? Isn't death the most cowardly escape? I trembled and said, "I understand a truth that I don't even know a few big words, how can you not understand it when you read poetry and books?" ”

The serene and relieved expression on Yun Niang's face when she fell came to my mind, did she also think that death was the best way to repay? Who has begged her for his life?

Could her life be exchanged for going back in time? Can you recover the mistakes you made? Can I get my father's life back?

"All the compensation can't change the fact that it has happened, and my dead father will not be able to come back to life." I said calmly.

Shangguan Yan didn't answer, and maybe he didn't know how to answer.

"You can live well, but you talk about death at every turn? So, what should those who want to live well but have to die? My dad has done so many things, doesn't he just want to make the people around him happy and happy? Is everything he bought with his life so unworthy of your cherishment? ”

Shangguan Yan clenched his fists tightly.

"Do you die an easy death, do you think about the living? Do you know how much longing and pain they have to carry? As I spoke, I couldn't help crying, who knows how cruel the word "live" is to me, how afraid I am that I will suddenly disappear from this world one day, leaving countless tears behind me to these people who I rarely see for a day.

Shangguan Yan said sadly: "Yes, death is indeed the most cowardly way, but what about people who have nothing? Before my mother mentioned that she had a sister, and before she confessed everything, I always thought that the vicious mother was created by her hysteria...... But she said that the person who hurt you and me and killed Uncle Yan and Uncle Yan was not her, she was also a victim......

I bit my lip and said uncertainly, "But how can you prove that everything she said is true?" ”

Shangguan Yan looked at me puzzled.

I explained, "You and I have seen her at that time, as if two souls controlled her body at the same time, maybe this is another lie of hers, just like when she hugged you and apologized, and when she turned her face and wanted to strangle you to death—"

Shangguan Yan's eyes narrowed gradually, thinking back to Yun Lan's weird and terrifying face back then.

And now just based on her words, do you really believe that all this is done by Yun Qing? Is that Yun Qing, who does all kinds of evil, another person? Or is it the other side of her? How can you be sure that it is not an excuse she made up for herself in order to escape the accusation? Who has seen ...... Who has ever seen that Yunqing who suddenly appeared and died inexplicably? Even if you can't see people in life, you must always see corpses when you die? What about the bones? According to Yun Niang, if Yun Qing died on that mountain that day, then your lord, would you probably have seen her bones? ”

Yes, I am still trembling with fear, afraid that she will proudly hide from us, that terrifying Yun Qing still lives in Yun Niang's body, and will stretch out ten fingers smeared with blood at any time to tear us apart!

Shangguan Yan looked at me with a panicked expression.

I wiped the tears that had accumulated under my eyes, regretted it, regretted letting my fear become a burden to others, and shook my head, "I'm sorry...... I didn't mean to be so suspicious, but I was terrified when I remembered how much she teased us, she was so scheming that it was scary, and I didn't know what was true and what was false...... I don't want to forget you, but she's scared me so much that I'd rather forget all those horrible memories than leave this shadow behind......"

Shangguan Yan frowned, his eyes were hazy with tears, as if he was still pondering my words.

"No, that evil Yunqing is dead, and it has been my mother who has been by my side for more than ten years, the ......mother who is so kind that she can't bear to hurt even a single soil worm," Shangguan Yan was also denying the conjecture floating in his heart.

"Yes." I answered, but the taste in my heart turned a thousand times.

If she really changed her mind, so many years of kindness could be forgiven, why would she tell such a lie to get rid of herself? But if she has always been true, why can't she come up with evidence that Yun Qing ever existed? And the stories she recalled were also full of loopholes, which made people puzzled.

Shangguan Yan stood up and said with a quiet expression: "There is always someone who can prove everything she said." ”

I looked at her timidly, and who could prove it? Of all the events that have happened, if there really are twin clouds, who can see them appear at the same time? Master Shangguan? Zongbai? They are so protective of Yun Niang, how can they still explain these mysteries to us juniors?

Shangguan Yan gently handed the book to me and said, "It's not too early, don't bother much, I'm going to say goodbye." ”

Why are you leaving all of a sudden? I stood up unprepared and said, "Your Excellency......"

Shangguan Yan looked at me quietly.

I screamed but didn't know what to say, just as I didn't know what to do in the alley last time, clumsy as a fool.

He smiled softly at me, the smile on the corner of his mouth was so sad, but it reassured me, he reached out to pat my head, but he took it back in a daze, and said softly: "Don't worry, I will give the girl an answer." ”

I grabbed him worriedly and said hurriedly, "I haven't thought of the answer. I just want no one to get hurt anymore. ”

Shangguan Yan stared at my hand and said blankly: "Sometimes protection is the greatest harm, I would rather die in the scorching sun than survive in blindness." ”

I held him tightly for a long time, not knowing what to say, I knew that he was a person who would do it once he decided, no matter how difficult and hard it was, but I was afraid that his decision would hurt me.

He smiled softly at me and said, "Actually, you are stronger than we think, you think simply, but you are more effective than anyone else - don't forget that you protected me when I was a child." ”

I bit my lip and whispered, "And now you don't need me to protect you anymore...... You have to take care of yourself......"

Shangguan Yan nodded, but there was a lot of uncertainty on his face.