Chapter 57 I'm sorry, I suddenly want to live
The reason why people are afraid of death is that the first is to be nostalgic for the beauty of life, or, we have families, we have children, we can harvest the gifts of this world, whether it is a good gift, or a bad gift, after all, it is a happy thing to be able to receive the world's feedback, the second is the fear of the unknown, go back there after death, is it cold there, is death disappearing or a new beginning, what is hell? Based on this, we do not want to die, we fear death, we hate death.
There are thousands of reasons for being attached to the world, but there is often only one reason for longing for death, that is, the value of something itself has surpassed the consequences of death, so it can make people die without hesitation, the bloody battle of soldiers, the sacrifice of parents to save their children, and the so-called holy war.
Wang Jianguo wanted to die and try it once, because he felt that it was time to give himself an explanation, the nightmare that tortured him for three years, the cowardly and stupid self, it's time to understand, if you can't cut off your past, then it's also a good idea to cut yourself off, if you can't stay away from the abyss, then it's not bad to jump into the abyss, is this a desperate choice or a redemption for yourself?
Wang Jianguo didn't know why he made this decision, and he didn't understand the meaning of this decision to him, he just felt that it was better to die than to live like this, in this world, there was no need to worry about anything anymore, then he should die and try it once, Wang Le has tortured himself for three years, so take advantage of this world to end, this is actually a mental illness, but it broke out today.
The thought together can no longer be suppressed, what happens if a person has been tormented by nightmares for three years and suddenly finds a good way to get out of the nightmare? Naturally, it is necessary to implement it quickly, even if this method is completely different from your own character, and even extremely dangerous.
"Boss Lin, they went out to train, they shouldn't come for a while, it's the dog named Black Panther and Xiao Weiwei who are guarding the house, they shouldn't pay attention to themselves, so let's go out now, Lezi, there should be an end between us, if I don't die this time, I will take care of your sister, if I die, over there, I will let you drive." Wang Jianguo walked to his dormitory, opened the cabinet, and a knife and a shield stood there quietly, without a trace of dust on it.
When Wang Jianguo walked out with a sword and shield, no one noticed him, and the panther saw it, but Lin Yi's order to him was to keep the house, in the panther's understanding, it was that these people couldn't have an accident in the villa, as for their own death to get out of the villa, the panther didn't think that this kind of thing should also be taken care of by himself, watching Wang Jianguo's figure disappear at the door of the villa, the panther yawned boredly, looked at Weiwei who was asleep next to him, shook his head boredly, and continued to sleep on the ground, he felt, The extra energy in his body is about to be digested, and he should be able to be promoted after a while, the black panther is very happy, the energy that has not been digested at that time has been stored in its body, and the black panther is very uncomfortable, feeling like a balloon that blows up, although the black panther can use these energies to continuously strengthen the body at this stage, but after all, it is very uncomfortable.
This is an ability that can be called against the sky, and the excess energy in the body will either cause the body to be wasted by random impact, or it will dissipate, through various ways, but the excess energy of the panther can be stored in the body all the time, and it is constantly used to strengthen itself, theoretically, as long as the input of energy is grasped, the panther can infinitely superimpose his physical strength, think about it, if generally speaking, the body strength of the first order is 10, but the panther can make his body strength become 20, 30 or even 40 through this method. This is the horror of this ability, but the panther doesn't know it, so this body enhancement can only be said to be a coincidence, or it will be understood when the panther's evolution level is a little higher, the thinking is clearer, and the IQ is higher.
Lin Yi didn't know the ability of the black panther, because the black panther couldn't speak, but Lin Yi was very depressed now, and the depression came from the consumption of bullets, since he got the firearm, Lin Yi handed over the training task to Sun Shuo, and took the seven people of the search team out to practice the gun every day, and the object of the gun practice was the monsters that could be seen everywhere, except for Lin Yi and Sun Shuo, Wang Hai and the three of them had shot before, and the rest of the people had never touched the gun, so a lot of training was essential, Lin Yi didn't want to hit all the bullets on their heads when they really played, in a week, nearly 8,000 bullets had been consumed, Lin Yi's distress couldn't be greater, but seeing that a few people's marksmanship had improved greatly, Lin Yi's heartache was slightly relieved,
As for Lin Yi himself, the marksmanship is needless to say, the recoil of the ninety-five is relatively small, under Lin Yi's strength and eyesight, on the third day of practice, after Lin Yi opened a shuttle bullet into a burst mode, he opened a hole with only one coin on the target two hundred meters away, and the bullets almost all fell within the range of the size of this coin, in this regard, Lin Yi said that there was no problem with his marksmanship, so when he was observing the monsters in the city recently, Lin Yi would also take the eight-eight style and put a few shots, which felt very cool, Others basically ask for a bracket with a sniper rifle, Lin Yi directly holds and shoots, but his arm is much more stable than the bracket, and his eyes are coupled with a nine-fold scope, Lin Yi can now shoot anywhere within 500 meters.
Originally, Lin Yi had some whimsical ideas, such as since Lao Zhao could use control steel to manipulate multiple firearms, could Huang Shijia also use telekinesis to achieve the same effect? Lin Yixing rushed to find Huang Shijia and hoped to experiment, Huang Shijia was very cooperative, her telekinesis was more than enough to pull a trigger, but the real problem was that when Huang Shijia controlled the two guns to float in the air at the same time and pulled the trigger, the two guns jumped wildly, Huang Shijia did not have enough strength to suppress the recoil of the two guns, and the two guns were still in a floating state, and the bullets didn't know where to fly. The effect is okay, there is nothing to say about other muscular men, although Dr. Zhang is agile but his strength is also at the special forces level, a week's exercise is enough to master, Lao Huang is powerful, holding the gun in both hands, continuous fire mode, the shaking of the gun body is very small, after all, the strength type. Lao Zhao's condition was okay, and the experiment of the steel fort was very successful.
"Almost, this power should be able to kill or even force back the armored beast... Lin Yi thought to himself, and decided to start the bridge crossing plan after he went back, he didn't believe that the 5.8mm rifle bullet armor beast could still be indifferent, not to mention, there were two 88 type sniper rifles, the armor beast did have dynamic vision, but Lin Yi thought about it carefully, the armor beast still relied on prediction to dodge the bullet, not after the bullet was discharged, under the dense barrage, he didn't believe that the armor beast could still hide.
When Lin Yi and they came back from work, Wang Jianguo walked aimlessly on the street with a sword and shield, he wanted a battle, understood the monster, or understood himself, this time he made up his mind that he would never run away, because he was ready to die, a person with a will to die and without a will to die is different, for example, the current Wang Jianguo, walking on the street, the wind is clear, but there is always a kind of dead air rolling in his eyes, this dead air is slowly reflected from his eyes to his body.
There is a green-skinned dog on the corner of the street, and he is thinking about where to hunt these days, and then, a prey appears in his eyes, but this prey seems to be different from other prey, this prey is full of a very strange aura, that is, when he hunts other prey, when they are about to die, the breath will only appear, but this breath is just right for the green-skinned dog, isn't this the food delivered to the door.
Wang Jianguo saw the green-skinned dog, and also saw the green-skinned dog's offensive posture, but I don't know why, Wang Jianguo was in an excellent state at this time, he was not afraid of this monster at all, and he even jumped a little bit in the depths of his heart, "Collision, the speed is extremely fast, it is not easy to change direction, just need to dodge." Wang Jianguo muttered to himself, and his body slid to the left to avoid the collision of the green-skinned dog.
"Take advantage of the situation and attack." Wang Jianguo muttered as he wanted to pinch Ang and run two steps to slash the Tang knife at the green-skinned dog.
"Seize the opportunity and kill with one blow." As the Tang knife slashed across the neck of the overturned green-skinned dog, the green-skinned dog gradually stopped struggling, and Wang Jianguo did not have a drop of blood on his body, and even his expression did not change. Textbook kills! Wang Jianguo laughed at himself.
"It's so simple, hehe, it's boring." Pull out a cigarette and light it for yourself. Halfway through the pumping, suddenly the neighing of the green-skinned dog sounded behind him, and then Wang Jianguo found that he was surrounded by three green-skinned dogs.
"Hehe, it's all here, let's die together.." No fear, no despair, as if it was a relief? But suddenly, a figure appeared in his mind, and the dead air on Wang Jianguo's body was rapidly melting, flicking off the cigarette, picking up the Tang knife, and smiling at the three green-skinned dogs. "I'm sorry, I don't want to die."
When Lin Yi and the others returned to the villa, Liu Li and Zhang Huiru greeted them, they were the leaders of the sundries group selected by Lao Huang at the beginning, and after such a long period of quiet life, the part that once belonged to them came back again, and the two of them came to Lin Yi and his party tremblingly to report a message: "Wang Jianguo, gone." ”
"Why can't you see it, where did this kid go?" Lin Yi sat in the living room and asked Liu Li. A few people around were also nervous, after all, it was a person under the roof, and the disappearance of such a big living person still made a few people a little nervous, although the kid did perform very poorly.
"Can't you guys stand it? It's stupid.,Forget it, I'll ask the Black Panther.。。 Lin Yi didn't care too much about Wang Jianguo's thoughts, this kid disappointed him a lot. But a big living person had an accident at his hands and was still missing, no matter how he said it, he was his own person, and he still had to find it.
Just as he was about to go out, he saw Wang Jianguo walking in step by step from outside, the sword and shield were placed on one hand, the whole body was covered with blood, some were still dripping down the corners of his clothes, and he was holding the head of a green-skinned dog in his right hand.
Ignoring the surprised eyes of the others, Wang Jianguo straightened his waist to face Lin Yi and put the head of the green-skinned dog on the ground, "Boss Lin, I want to join the search team." ”
Lin Yi looked at Wang Jianguo and said softly: "Be louder, I can't hear it." ”
"Boss Lin, I'm going in!! Search Team!! Almost with all his strength, Wang Jianguo shouted out this sentence.
"Hahahaha..." As soon as Lin looked up to the sky and roared, he walked out and said, "Lao Huang, take him to change his clothes and equip him." ”