Chapter 499: The Truth
Coming out of prison, Lin Qingqing let out a long breath. She didn't rush to get into the car, but sat down in the ridge.
Calvin klein's coat fell casually on the dirt, and it looked no different from the clothes bought for one or two hundred dollars on the street.
Unexpectedly, Lin Qingqing himself cried. Against that desolate land, she couldn't cry herself.
In the past twenty years, she has never let go of her resentment towards the Lin family for a moment. In her sleep, in the gap when a person is quiet, her thoughts will still unconsciously think of those people in the Lin family.
Even every time she faces Wei Ya and Wen Xinya, the inferiority complex in her bones still comes out to trouble.
Although she didn't want to admit it, Lin Qingqing had to admit that what those people had brought her was so deeply ingrained that she couldn't even imagine it. There is no way to pull it out, so you can only let it surge.
It wasn't until today, face to face with Lin Yu, listening to those words coming out of her mouth, that Lin Qingqing could feel the shackles in his body crumbling inch by inch.
Her thoughts returned to the conversation in the prison, and the scene of the two of them across the glass appeared in front of her eyes again. "Lin Qingqing, do you know how much I hate you?" Lin Yu said to her fiercely.
These words should have come out of Lin Qingqing's mouth, but now that Lin Yu said them, he suddenly felt a little angry.
"Because of you, I've listened to my mom and my dad quarrel since I was a kid." The look of disgust on Lin Yu's face didn't look like it was pretending. "I thought at the time, if only you didn't exist, Dad wouldn't have quarreled with Mommy."
Lin Qingqing had never heard of these things, and he had never thought of them. Why did Liu Wanqing and Lin Huaizhi quarrel because of her? Her presence in the Lin family is almost equivalent to transparency, so how can she say it.
"Aunt Ying was forced to death by my mother." Before the last thing was clear, Lin Yu immediately said something that made Lin Qingqing even more dumbfounded.
The words came through the microphone, as if a* had exploded in the depths of the ocean. On the surface, it is still calm, but the flowers have already exploded under the water.
Aunt Ying is Lin Qingqing's adoptive mother, the woman who didn't treat her well, but she called her mother for more than ten years.
In fact, Lin Qingqing did not have no doubts about her sudden death. But now the truth has been revealed in front of her in such a bloody way, which still makes her a little unacceptable.
Seeing that she looked speechless in shock, Lin Yu immediately became proud. "What? I didn't expect that. There was disdain in her tone.
Lin Qingqing doesn't remember how this meeting ended in the end. She only remembered the words that Lin Yu had said, which kept spinning around her mind like a spell one by one.
"My mother threatened Aunt Ying that if she didn't die, you would be married to an old man in his fifties. Later, that stupid woman really jumped down the stairs for you hahahaha......"
"I was standing at the corner of the stairs, and if I walked up to her and pulled her, she probably wouldn't jump. But I hate you so much that I want you to disappear from this world immediately......"
"Ever since I was sensible, my parents have been arguing uncontrollably over whether or not to kick you out of the Lin family, you are a scourge......"
These words were like a nightmare, trapping Lin Qingqing again, and also letting her know many things that she had not thought of.
She never knew that the woman loved her so much that she could jump from the stairs for her. She didn't know that Lin Huaizhi seemed to ignore her, and he had so many quarrels with Liu Wanqing for her.
Is all this true? Or is it just a lie that Lin Yu made up to make her uncomfortable? Lin Qingqing still didn't believe it, and even she regretted that she came to prison today.
If it weren't for Ou Yuanlan's feet appearing in front of Lin Qingqing, she really didn't know how long she would sit on this ridge. "Get up." The man held out his hand at her, his voice warm and shallow.
Looking up at Ou Yuanlan, Lin Qingqing asked him, "Did you already know?" Her meaning is self-evident.
looked at her fixedly, Ou Yuanlan did not deny or admit it. He did know the truth of those things one step ahead of Lin Qingqing, but he chose to tell her the truth in a more violent way.
Seeing that he didn't answer, Lin Qingqing already had an answer in his heart. "Why do you want me to know? Why did you ask me to meet Lin Yu? "Tears rolled down her cheeks and dripped into the parched earth. But these few tears are obviously a drop in the bucket for a whole wasteland, and when they drop, they disappear immediately and seep into the mud.
"I don't want you to be like me." Ou Yuanlan's eyes returned to their usual bottomlessness. "That unhappy memory should also be settled."
At that time, Lin Qingqing couldn't fully understand the meaning of this sentence, she only felt that the whole world had deceived her. For so many years, she called her mother was not her biological mother, and the maternal love she thought she had never had quietly compensated for in another form when she didn't know it. Even Lin Huaizhi, whom she hated, was not so hateful now.
Thinking about all this, Lin Qingqing only felt ridiculous. The life of the first twenty years is like a joke, ridiculous and ridiculous.
What exactly is true and what is false? Did those people ever exist? Lin Qingqing fell into a powerful nothingness. She even felt that she had never experienced those things, and that it was just her hallucination.
Crying and crying, Lin Qingqing laughed. She looked up at the clear blue sky, and the sun seemed to be particularly dazzling today.
The blurry sun slowly turned into a halo of light, stung her eyes, and slowly turned into an endless black hole.
Ou Yuanlan's call came from his ears, and the voice was still the same, and Lin Qingqing also heard it clearly. Only this time, she didn't want to open her eyes again.
In a trance, the days in the Lin family came back. She went home with a report card that was all excellent, and carefully showed it off to Aunt Ying.
But even in the hallucination, Aunt Ying is also that unsmiling. She glanced at it coldly, and then threw the excellent report card aside.
Lin Qingqing, who was still young, all her joyful and joyful emotions dissipated, and she quietly looked at the excellent report card full of them, and felt a trace of shame. Reaching out and picking up the report card and throwing it into the trash, tears finally fell from her little face.
The originally clear picture blurred again, and Lin Qingqing fell into deeper darkness. Is that a nightmare or reality? She doesn't know anymore.