didn't expect Yan Xiaobing to suddenly make this move, only saying that he was going to deal with his own Mu Yu, and suddenly his soul was broken, his feet kicked wildly, he struggled desperately, and his mouth made a vague "hmm" sound.

"Soldier, what are you doing? You can't be rude to Miss Mu! ”

Yan Xiaobing threw Mu Yu to the balcony, rushed back to the house in an instant, ran to the old lady Yan, and hurriedly shook his hands and exclaimed, "Mother, what's wrong with your eyes?" ”

"Soldier, son."

"Mother, I'm here!" Yan Xiaobing hurriedly grabbed his mother's hand groping in the air.

"My son, my mother has finally waited for you," Mrs. Yan followed her son's hand and touched it all the way up, until she touched her son's face, and then she cried bitterly, "Mother thought that she would never see you again in this life." ”

Only then did he realize that his mother was blind to crying, Yan Xiaobing knelt down in front of his mother, slapped himself and cried: "My son is not filial, my son can't live with your old man." ”

Feeling that her son was a little shorter, and hearing the sound of "popping" again, the tearful old lady Yan immediately knelt down, touched her son's hand and shook her head again and again: "Although my mother has never gone to school, I still understand the truth of 'not raising my godfather'." After your father died, my mother didn't fulfill her responsibility to teach you well, so all these mistakes are my mother's fault, and all the evil consequences should be borne by my mother, and blindness is the retribution that my mother deserves. ”

"No, mother, it's not your fault, none of this has anything to do with you! Since the accident in our family, you have persuaded me dozens of times to let go of the resentment in my heart and persuade me to be kind to others. This retribution should not be on you, it's because I'm too obsessed to listen to you, and I can't let go of my resentment and be kind to others! ”

Yan Xiaobing suddenly burst into tears, "Mother, in fact, I really want to listen to your advice, but every rainy night, as long as I close my eyes, I will dream of Yingzi and Xiaobao, as well as my father, and I dream that they are all in deep trouble. Struggling in the heat, every time I wake up, my heart hurts like it has been pierced by ten thousand arrows, and the pain is so painful that I can't control myself! ”

"Miss Mu," he was still kneeling, and suddenly turned his head, looked at the balcony and said sadly, "Actually, I really didn't mean to pry the manhole cover to harm people, but when it rains, I can't control my mind, and I will be full of hatred for the people around me, so I can't wait to set a fire to burn them all to death, so that they can also taste the pain that my wife and children have suffered." In the past few years, in order to control my own mind, every rainy day, I would abuse myself in various ways, using the pain I suffered to alleviate my hatred of others. ”

"But then he couldn't restrain his behavior and began to have a tendency to hurt others," the old lady Yan interjected with pity in her eyes, "so whenever it rained, I asked him to go back to his hometown in the countryside and tie him up with a rope." Every time I look at him banging his head in pain, my mother's heart feels like it has been torn apart, and I can't wait to ask God to transfer all his suffering to me, an old woman. But no matter how much I beg God, God ignores me. Later, he completely lost his mind, and every rainy day he went out to pry the manhole cover and hurt people. He will be very excited when he hurts someone, but then he will blame himself very much, and he will hurt himself with more ruthless means, only then can he feel more comfortable. I know all these things, but I can't bear to expose him except for heartache and persuasion - I'm afraid that if the police arrest him, he will have no way to live at all, and I will be such a relative. In the final analysis, it's all my fault that the soldiers have come so far! ”

"Mother! I really don't blame you! Blame me! Blame me! Yan Xiaobing cried again and kowtowed to his mother in repentance.

"Soldiers!" Mrs. Yan hugged her son, and the mother and son hugged and cried.

Mu Yu, who was lying on the balcony, was still nervous, and after hearing this conversation between their mother and son, he understood Yan Xiaobing's inner struggle and pain, and also knew that he would not hurt himself, and sympathy and pity instantly replaced the feeling of fear. But she was very puzzled by Yan Xiaobing's way of seeing his mother like this, but her mouth was sealed and she couldn't ask anything, so she could only silently accompany them to cry, waiting for them to calm down and then understand.

In the middle of the night, the crying in the living room was quieter.

"Mother, I will be your son in the next life, I promise that I will not make such a mistake in the next life, and I will not let you worry about me like this again, and I will be filial to your old man."

"Mother looks at you, mother believes in you."

"When the time comes, I will ask Yingzi to give you a big fat grandson, and let him call you grandma all day long."

"Huh! Good! Good! That's great! Mrs. Yan wiped her tears and smiled with relief on her face.

"Mother! I picked you up to ...... I want to ......" Yan Xiaobing's voice suddenly trembled, and he cried suddenly, kowtowing desperately, "Mother, I'm sorry, my son is sorry for you, but my son really can't rest assured that he will leave you alone in the world......"

Sky! What is he going to do?!

Mu Yu, who heard the hidden words, was shocked.

Old Lady Yan sighed deeply, but her face was very calm, obviously not surprised by what her son was about to do.

"Bing, my mother is willing to go with you to see Yingzi and Xiaobao."

"Mother, I ......"

"Mother knows, if it weren't for Mother, you would have gone to see them a long time ago. In fact, my mother has been looking forward to this day for a long time, don't say anything, go and prepare. ”

"Mother!" The two of them hugged and cried again.

Mu Yu, who secretly knew that it was not good, was worried again, shaking his head desperately and struggling, but he was treated as air by the mother and son.

"Mother, you sit here, I'll go and prepare." In the middle of the night, Yan Xiaobing wiped away his tears, helped his mother onto the sofa, and turned around and entered the room.

Soon, Yan Xiaobing brought two eiderdown quilts from the room, put them beside his mother, and then ran into the kitchen, took out a bucket of gasoline from the cabinet, poured half of it on the sofa and eiderdown quilt, and the remaining half rose on himself and his mother.

"Hmm, hmm......" The choking smell of gasoline made Mu Yu tremble, but her hands and feet were tied and her mouth was sealed, so she could only be in a hurry.

Here, Yan Xiaobing put the oil drum aside, ignoring the slowly approaching mum, and while arranging his mother's collar, he asked softly, "Mother, are you afraid?" ”

Mrs. Yan smiled and shook her head: "I'm going to see Xiaobao soon, my mother is looking forward to it." ”

"Mother, I'm sorry ......"

"Bing, my mother doesn't like to hear you say the word 'I'm sorry' the most, you have always been my mother's good son, you were in the past, and you will be in the future. In this life, it will be in the next. ”

"Mother!" Yan Xiaobing's eyes burst out again.

"Don't grind, send Miss Mu out, don't scare this little girl. Although my mother has never seen her, I often hear Miss Jiang mention her and know that she is a good girl with a kind heart just like Miss Jiang. God willing, good people will have good rewards, and they will all have a safe life. ”

After Yan Xiaobing was imprisoned, Jiang Wenwen couldn't rest assured that Mrs. Yan was relieved, and tried to take Mrs. Yan from the countryside into the welfare home in the city to take care of her. Because of this reason, Yan Xiaobing couldn't find his mother after escaping from the detention center, so he had to wait for the opportunity to kidnap Mu Yu for his mother. Of course, these were all things that the Muslim language learned later.

"Okay."

Yan Xiaobing turned around and walked to Mu Yu's side, bowed to her very solemnly and said sorry, and then used a knife to cut the packing rope on her foot and gently helped her up.

"Uh-huh, uh-huh." She shook her head desperately, not leaving his steps, smacking her lips desperately, and motioning for him to tear the tape for herself.

Yan Xiaobing understood what she meant, and smiled gratefully: "Miss Mu, I know you want to persuade us not to do stupid things, but my mother and I have made up our minds, please don't persuade us." There is a saying in our hometown that if a family dies in the same accident, they can be reunited in the underworld. My mother and I both miss my family Yingzi and Xiaobao very much, if our family can really be reunited underground, then death is a relief for us, and it is our most desirable destination. Miss Mu, I'll send you ......"

This is a superstitious statement! Don't be stupid! Mu Yu actually broke off the tape and hurriedly dissuaded him.

"Miss Mu, thank you for your kindness, but this is the case, even if I don't die, I can't escape ......"

"If the hospital detects that you have a history of mental illness, it will not pursue your legal responsibility, and I will help you contact the hospital for treatment when the time comes, and ...... after you are cured."

Yan Xiaobing interrupted her with a wry smile: "I'm guilty, even if the doctor can cure me, even if I won't hurt others in the future, I can't forget the bad things I did before, I don't want to live in deep guilt and pain for the rest of my life, it's too tiring, it's better to kill others and hurt myself." ”

"But Aunt Yan is innocent! You don't have the right to end her life! Knowing that he was a filial son, Mu Yu tried to stop his suicide in this way.

"Miss Mu, I am willing to go with Bingzi to see Yingzi and Xiaobao."

Yan Xiaobing grabbed his mother's hand tightly and looked at Mu Yu again: "Miss Mu, now everyone knows about my pry manhole cover and harming people, and no one can guarantee that the families of the victims will come to my mother for revenge." My mother is already an old man in her last years, I can't let her suffer any more crimes, I want to protect her. ”

"No, it won't! I promise nothing will hurt you and your mother, I pack the ticket! I ......"

"Miss Mu, don't persuade us anymore, we have already made up our minds. Soldiers, send Miss Mu out. ”

"Eh, okay." Yan Xiaobing turned his gaze at Mu Yu and said sincerely, "Miss Mu, the reason why I took great pains to tie you up in exchange for my mother actually has another purpose: I know that you are a good person and a policeman (he treats everyone who works in the public security system as a policeman), I want you to know about my business, and use my case as a case to warn and persuade those who have been hurt, hoping that they will not follow in my footsteps." ”

As he spoke, he forcibly dragged Mu Yu to the door, bowed again, and then spoke, "Miss Mu, please apologize on my behalf to those injured who have been harmed by me, I am sorry for them; In addition, if the house can be sold after I die, you can donate the money from the sale to charity; Please tell Wenwen and the neighbors in the community to thank them for their continued care and care, I have failed them. In fact, I don't hate them anymore, I just can't resist my own demons, and I can't let go of the fire that destroyed my family. Miss Mu, cherish. ”

"Little Soldier Brother ......"

Before Mu Yu's words came out, the person was pushed out of the door, and when she steadied her steps and turned around, the door had closed with a "bang", and then there was a sound of "click" against the door......