Chapter Eighty-Five: I Had to

Breaking up unhappily again, Lin Qingqing felt more and more tired. She now wants to find a place to hide herself so that no one can find her.

Walking on the way home, Lin Qingqing felt like he had lost his soul. She swayed in the cold wind of late autumn, like the leaves that had fallen from the trees, lonely and displaced.

Every girl has a dream about a wedding dress, and Lin Qingqing is no exception. When she walked by the bridal shop after school, she also stopped and fantasized about who she would wear a wedding dress for one day.

At that time, she didn't know that Lin Yan would become what she is now, and she even thought that this person would be the one who would let her wear a wedding dress in the future. But later, creation made people, even if she was moved by Ou Yuanlan, she also knew very well that these things were like a flash in the pan, adding sadness in vain.

The company is located in the center of the city, where in addition to the office buildings of various companies, there are also various shopping malls. When Lin Qingqing passed by a bridal shop, she stopped again.

The wedding dress in the window is so beautiful, with a one-shoulder style and a neckline inlaid with sparkling crystals. Unlike ordinary wedding dresses, which are mostly white, the crystals inlaid with this wedding dress are pink. Fine pink crystals on the white dress add a more girly touch to this dress.

"Miss, do you want to take a look at the wedding dress? Seeing that you are so beautiful, you should be getting married, right? A sweet-looking shopping guide lady walked out of the store and said to Lin Qingqing.

The wedding dream was suddenly awakened. "No, no, I ...... Just take a look. She waved her hand awkwardly, and then quickly left this place of right and wrong.

This is every bride's princess dream, marrying her own crush, and being spoiled as a stable little princess in the long years to come. But Lin Qingqing knew that for her, this kind of happiness was minimal.

Lin Qingqing took out his mobile phone from his bag and wanted to call Jiang Nuan. I don't know what's going on today, but I seem to be desperate to find someone to have a drink with.

But before the phone was dialed, she had already seen Jiang Nuan. The girl was across the road, one hand was pulled by Bai Luo, and the other hand was holding a milk tea cup and smiling heartlessly. It seems that she and Bai Luo should really be reconciled, but in fact, this is not bad, they should have gone to the end.

Lin Qingqing smiled bitterly and threw the phone back into his bag. Everyone has someone to keep company, but what about her? After so many years, I still ended up lonely.

This sentimental mood didn't last long when it was interrupted by the rapid ringing of a mobile phone. Lin Qingqing had to take his phone out of his bag again, and looked at the caller ID, it was Su Cheng.

After two seconds of hesitation, she picked it up. "What's the matter?" She asked cautiously.

"Where are you?" Sioux City gets straight to the point. "I'll pick you up and have a meal together." He invited. "Last time, I said we would eat together, but in the end I didn't get my wish, so let's enjoy the light today, let's have a meal together."

In fact, last time Lin Qingqing agreed to go to dinner together, it was just to stimulate Ou Yuanlan, and he didn't really want to eat with Su Cheng. But this time people came to the door again, so she didn't know how to refuse.

Sometimes, she feels like Lin Yan, using others for her own benefit. Although she didn't have an in-depth understanding of Sioux City, that didn't mean she could take advantage of other people's feelings.

"Okay, I'm on this side of Yilin Road." She eventually answered her current position.

After hanging up the phone, Lin Qingqing looked at the endless flow of vehicles and crowds on the road. She wanted to make it clear to Su Cheng today that she didn't want to take advantage of others, but she didn't want to hurt him either. Instead of dragging someone around, it's better to explain it clearly at the beginning.

It didn't take long for a white Maserati to stop in front of Lin Qingqing. The door opened, and Sioux City stepped out of the car. "Get in the car." He made a special trip to Lin Qingqing and opened the car door for her.

This kind of heart-warming behavior suddenly made Lin Qingqing a little flattered, although it was not the first time she had taken a luxury car, and she had often taken Ou Yuanlan's car before. But apart from Lin Yan, he was also the first person to open the car door for himself.

Carefully sitting in the car, Lin Qingqing held his bag, and didn't know where to put his hands. She has never been a person who can let go in front of strangers, except for her good friend Jiang Nuan, she almost always feels restrained in front of others.

"Is it cold or not?" Sioux asked thoughtfully.

Lin Qingqing shook his head. "It's fine." She replied. Autumn is not winter after all, there is no such chill, but the temperature is a little cool.

Sioux City was a little warmer than she had imagined. "Here, warm your hands." He handed Lin Qingqing a bottle of hot coffee and said.

Originally, Lin Qingqing didn't want to take it, but when she met Su Cheng's eyes that were as clean as water, she still took it. In the past, she thought that Lin Yan was the best person in the world, but now she realizes how stupid she was at that time.

"Actually...... You don't have to be so nice to me......" Lin Qingqing hesitated for a while, but still said this sentence.

In fact, she doesn't want someone to be good to her, to know that she is cold and hot, to be able to drink wine with her at dusk, and to be warm with her porridge. But she didn't want to take advantage of Sioux City, because she knew that she didn't like him and wouldn't like him in the future.

Before she could finish speaking, Su Cheng interrupted her. "Qingqing, this is my business." He emphasized.

Indeed, Lin Qingqing likes or dislikes him or not. And whether he gives up or not, whether he wants to be good to this woman is his business. Although he knew that Lin Qingqing didn't like him, in front of feelings, there was no fairness at all.

Saying this made Lin Qingqing even more guilty, and Tian shamelessly accepted this other person's kindness, which was not her original intention. "Sioux City, I'm nothing good, I can even count it bad. You're good, you deserve better......" She wanted to say it again at dinner, but now it seems that she can't wait for that time.

As the tires made a loud noise against the ground, Lin Qingqing's words also came to an abrupt end. "Qingqing, when I see your drunken but still clear, determined and fearless eyes, many things have been helpless." He looked at Lin Qingqing seriously and said.

Many things are indeed powerless, just like Lin Qingqing was moved by Ou Yuanlan, just like Su Cheng met Lin Qingqing on the wrong occasion and at the wrong time. But in a way, this has become a fact that cannot be reversed and cannot be changed.

Looking at Su Cheng, Lin Qingqing was almost speechless with apologetic guilt. She didn't know what to say, and she couldn't persuade him to let go, just like herself, didn't she let go?