In fact, it is really difficult to explain such a thing as feelings, sometimes it makes you feel troubled and passionate, and sometimes it makes you love and hate.

Let's take me as an example, in May last year, a friend introduced me to a girlfriend, this girl is called "Sun Xue" and she looks pretty good, especially her long hair, shawl on her back, I personally still like girls with long hair!

After a year of getting along, I also reached the age of talking about marriage, so I arranged a relatively high-end restaurant and informed my family and relatives of the news.

But on the day of the engagement banquet, our two families had a very unpleasant quarrel because of the bride price, and the two families were inseparable.

And the relatives of both families are there, and it is the first time I have passed through this scene, and I am also overwhelmed.

The final result was that Sun Xue and I ended our relationship for the past year.

What's even more infuriating is that I should have said to her in front of everyone: I can't afford to marry a woman like you, you go, let's finish, but she said this sentence first.

As a man, especially in front of relatives in two families, my dignity was trampled down the drain by the toilet.

In the past two days, I was also depressed and depressed because of the incident with Sun Xue, and I kept myself at home all day long, except for eating, I was lying on the bed and sleeping.

It's said that I slept a lot, but in fact, I couldn't sleep at all, tossing and turning, but I didn't know what to do, so that I could forget the discomfort in my heart!

At this moment, my phone rang, this is the first time that someone has called me in the past two days since I broke up with Sun Xue, but when I heard the ringtone of this phone, my heart was even more uncomfortable, because this phone ringtone was set for me by Sun Xue!

I didn't want to pick up the phone, because I don't want to see anyone now, I just want to stay at home quietly, but it's not a way for the phone to keep ringing like this, no matter who calls me, it's good to care about me, or the other party has something to worry about, I also have to tell them, buddy is still alive!

I took out my phone from under the pillow, and looked at the three big words "big cousin" on the phone screen, and I picked up the phone without thinking too much!

As soon as I picked up the phone, my eldest cousin said first: "Wang Zhen, why are you so quiet these days, where are you here?"

In fact, my eldest cousin and I knew about Sun Xue, and he was also present that day, maybe I had been at home for the past two days and didn't call or send him a message, so I was afraid that something would happen to me, so I called me!

"Nothing, stay at home!" I replied absent-mindedly.

"Don't stay at home, come out and have fun, a new barbecue restaurant has recently opened in the Middle East, it tastes good, and there are quite a lot of people, come out and drink some."

In fact, I hate drinking, whether it's a class reunion or a friend party, I can't drink much, at most two or three bottles, especially with my relatives, these buddies, I don't like to drink with them, all of them are wine bags!

I immediately rejected his kindness and said, "If I don't go, I won't drink much, and I don't want to eat anything!" Actually, I know that my cousin is comforting me by eating barbecue.

"Don't go, I'll be at your house soon, you wait at home!" After speaking, my cousin hung up the phone in a hurry, not giving me any chance to refuse.

I wanted to dial the phone back, but I still forget it after thinking about it, anyway, I haven't eaten dinner yet, my eldest cousin doesn't eat for nothing, and I'm not a person I can't think of, and I can't do stupid things for Sun Xue, after all, I haven't loved vigorously.

After washing up and getting dressed, a few minutes later I heard the sound of the horn downstairs, and my cousin came downstairs to pick me up, so I hurried downstairs.

My cousin came by taxi, and I chatted with him without a word along the way, and he didn't mention me and Sun Xue, probably because he was afraid that I would be sad and uncomfortable!

In fact, the eldest cousin is a god stick in my heart, and the reason why he is called a god stick is because he is a horse fairy, and the horse fairy originated from the shamanism of the Qing Dynasty, and is dedicated to the five immortals of Hu, Huang, Bai, Liu, and Gray.

These five immortal families: the Hu family is a fox, the Huang family is a weasel, the Bai family is a hedgehog, the Liu family is a snake and a python "also known as python Chang", and the gray family is a rat!

In addition to the five immortal families, there are also ghost lords who worship the smoke souls, and there are also those called Qingfeng ghost masters.

They can possess the body of the disciple, "The disciple is also called the younger horse", can give people medical treatment, eliminate disasters, can remove evil diseases, I heard that there are more powerful ones that can give people real diseases, real diseases are like cancer, bone and other ......! That's what my cousin did.

I also listened to my cousin, of course, I don't believe in these demons, I'm an atheist, and I personally think that people like my cousin are liars.

After a while, my cousin and I got off the bus at this newly opened barbecue restaurant in the Middle East, this barbecue restaurant is indeed a lot of people, the house is already full, I don't know if there is a place for us.

Maybe my cousin saw my thoughts and said to me, "Don't worry, the location has been decided, and it's still a private room!" After that, my cousin and I walked into this barbecue restaurant!

When I walked into the private room, I found that there were three people in the private room, and I knew all three of them, and I couldn't be more familiar, one of them was my second cousin, and my eldest cousin was a brother, and they were twins, not only looked the same, but also about the same size, if there was anything special about the two people, that is, my eldest cousin looked more handsome.

There is also a sitting next to my second cousin, who looks black compared to ordinary people, is about one meter seven or eight tall, about the same size as me, relatively thin, with small eyes, and a pair of glasses, this tooth whiter than my face is my little cousin, his name is Zhang Shibo, and he is the child of my aunt's family.

My eldest cousin and my second cousin are the children of my third aunt's family, the eldest cousin is called Zu Yunlong, and the second cousin is called Zu Shuanglong!

The other is my junior high school classmate, his name is Geng Cong, now the owner of a cake shop, it can be said that he is a young man with a successful career, he has a car and a house in the city, he is not bad, and his appearance is several times stronger than me, giving people the feeling of a very stable young man!

But to be honest, except for me and my eldest cousin, the three people at the table are all good, and they have all become bosses, but although my eldest cousin has not been a boss, he has become a family, and he has lived a good life with his own skills.

This is a little embarrassing, everyone knows about me, I thought it was just me and my eldest cousin who came to eat barbecue, but I didn't know that these three goods were also there, in case I made a joke about me and Sun Xue on the table or something, how could I feel embarrassed.

I looked at my eldest cousin with hateful eyes, and maybe my cousin saw what I was thinking, and immediately said, "It's okay, sit down!"

Geng Cong on the side was the first to speak: "Wang Zhen, if Zu Yunlong doesn't pick you up in person, you won't come to call you!"

Hearing Geng Cong say this, I was a little embarrassed, and then said: "You can't blame me, my cousin didn't say that you were there!"

My little cousin was not idle, and said to me, "Yes, if you knew we were here, you would dare to come!"

Hearing him say this, I hurriedly said: "You must know that I don't need my eldest cousin to pick me up here, I will just take a taxi!"

"You talk like this more than my kidneys!" The second cousin suddenly said this, which made everyone laugh.

To be honest, I don't necessarily come if they're there, because I haven't come out of this relationship yet, so it's still hard to feel good.

The eldest cousin said on the side: "Okay, don't make trouble, let's order a string and drink!"

In fact, my worries are all superfluous, today they didn't make fun of me, they talked about some career things, maybe they were afraid that I would be sad, so they didn't mention it.