Chapter 34: Rebirth in the Last Days: Left and Right (Jiu)
The more the boy cried, the more ruthless he became, as if he had been greatly wronged. Shiyin didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only hold the person in his arms and pat his back to help smooth out. It is estimated that the boy was frightened by this sudden change, and it is always better to cry.
After breakfast, although the boy stopped crying, his eyes were red after crying, like a sick rabbit, and it was pitiful to look at. The man was quite helpless to straighten the collar of the young man before pulling the person out.
After living for more than twenty years, he had never been so humble and indulgent to anyone, which was a very novel experience for Shiyin.
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Wash away the prosperity with blood, and only the mess remains. The dilapidated walls of the floors are no longer distinguishable, the roads are blocked by piles of vehicles, and the gasoline leaking from the inside of the cars has not been completely extinguished since yesterday.
Today's City C has long been unrecognizable, blurring people's memories of the metropolis that even if it is cold and extravagant, it still maintains an elegant and gentlemanly demeanor on the surface. The changes between the day and the night, but it is like the feeling of a different world, a strange street, a strange world, people feel as if they are still in a dream and have never woken up, but they know that they can't wake up.
Some people have cried because they have lost too much, and some people have been happy because of it, and sometimes shuffling means starting from scratch.
Some start over to be born again, while others start over with nothing.
Shiyin parked the truck that had driven back from the flower shop yesterday, carrying a large schoolbag, holding an iron rod unloaded from the leg of the table in his left hand, and holding the young man in his right hand.
Seeing the low house in his memory, Yu Xiaobai's heart sank, and he suddenly thought of the original plot. Thinking of what would happen in the plot, the young man's heart tightened, and he didn't even care about the target of the strategy next to him, so he brushed the man's hand away, didn't care about anything, and rushed out directly.
The boy's speed was so fast that the man's outstretched hand didn't even catch a piece of the corner of his clothes. There was no time to be slow to be alert to the surrounding situation, the man rushed out after him, and when he entered the small room, he hurriedly locked the door from the inside, and when he turned around, he saw the grandfather and grandson snuggling together, but the situation was not a meeting but an eternal secret. Shi Yin pursed his lips and did not speak, but put down his schoolbag and leaned on the wooden door and quietly looked at the ancestors and grandchildren in front of him.
Although it is unbearable, teenagers must always learn to grow up, especially in this world full of living dead, and growth is urgent for everyone. Even if you don't grow up, you should learn to say goodbye and let go in this world full of death at any time. He can protect the teenager, spoil the teenager, and tolerate the teenager, but this does not mean that he wants to raise a person as a waste.
Life is impermanent, life and death are unpredictable, who knows how long he can protect the boy. Since he is not 100% sure of protecting the teenager for the rest of his life, then he will not 100% condone the teenager. As the saying goes, it is better to teach a man to fish than to teach him to fish.
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What he feared came true. Grandma Mu died, although it was not mentioned in the plot passed to him by the system, but it is not difficult to guess.
In the plot, when Shi Zehao found Mu Fan, Mu Fan lived in the damp corner of the base and was no different from a bedbug, and there was no Grandma Mu by Mu Fan's side at that time, but according to the way Mu Fan and Grandma Mu got along with each other, Mu Fan couldn't leave Grandma Mu alone, the only possibility was that Grandma Mu was gone.
Maybe it was influenced by the feelings of the original owner, or maybe it was the care of Grandma Mu these days, which made Yu Xiaobai feel the long-lost warmth from his family.
As soon as he thought of the old man who usually would "Fanfan, Fanfan" to call him leave forever, he felt a cone pain that was stabbed in the heart.
Pushing open the door before, looking at the old man hanging on the beam, he didn't know how he put the old man down, and how he held the old man in his arms, and then burst into tears. When he finally came back to his senses from the pain of suffocation, it was already like this.
He sat on the ground, hugging Grandma Mu, his face damp.
At this moment, all the scenes in his mind are Grandma Mu's kind smile, cooking for him, and picking up bottles for him.
In the original plot, the only person in the world who loves Mu Fan and cares about Mu Fan is gone. At that time, Mu Fan had no friends, lovers, and lost his relatives, and was struggling to survive in the last days, what kind of sorrow and pain was it?
Hot tears fell down his cheeks, burning his skin, and Yu Xiaobai only felt that the dryness in his heart faded until it disappeared.
Faintly, he seemed to hear a sentence - I'm sorry, take care of the senior for me, I've figured it out.
As if an illusion. But - this is definitely not an illusion!
After this sentence ended, he clearly felt that some of the feelings of the original owner of this world were withdrawn from his body.
[System? What just happened? 】
[Your counterattack mission object, left.] The system is in a complicated mood and doesn't know what to say anymore. It can only be said that Mu Fan in this world is really very simple and easy to satisfy, think about the last world, Qi Xuance, but he is satisfied only when he becomes a queen.
[The task counterattack is judged by the task object, that is, the host you use to do the master of the task body.
Mu Fan has already got the result he wanted, so your counterattack mission has been completed, and now only the counterattack mission remains. 】
System Explanation.
[The original owner is still there? It's still there? Yu Xiaobai thought it was incredible.
[I was here at that time!] The original owner is not dead, why is he not here? Even if you die, do you have no soul? Do you have someone else who will not? Although it was a system, it couldn't help but roll its eyes [The original owner took the initiative to give up the original planned counterattack mission, you should applaud your luck. By the way, host, do you want to see what the original owner is saying? 】
Thinking of Mu Fan, a poor man from beginning to end, Yu Xiaobai only hesitated for a second before agreeing.
So, a passage from Mu Fan's voice appeared in his mind:
[I once loved someone, and his excellence was something I didn't even dare to have.
Later, I hated that person as much as I loved him.
His indifference led me to the abyss that shouldn't have belonged, and I lost too many more precious things.
However, in the end, I still hated him reluctantly, but if I had found out the tragic result earlier, I would never have liked him again.
But what's wrong with me? Just because I like him, I fell to this point.
Of course, this was just my thoughts in the past, until I encountered the task performer system, which said that surrendering my body could change my fate.
I admit it, I'm intrigued, I still want to try.
Watching others live in my body, in fact, my feelings are quite complicated, but ......
I thought, in my last life, if I was braver, caught up, and stopped the senior, the senior would like me.
It's because I'm too cowardly, and although I love deeply, I'm not brave enough and I have lost too much.
But knowing that seniors can like me too, I'm already satisfied.
The deepest mistake is me, not the senior, not Hiroshi Tozawa, and not the world.
It's a pity that it took a lifetime to understand this truth, and I didn't come to say I love you to the seniors in person.
I think it's enough to see the task performers being loved and pampered by their seniors.
I'm not worthy of being an elder like that, and in the next life, I will definitely be brave, at least dare to confess to the person I like.
I want my seniors to be happy, even if it's when someone borrows my body.
So, task bearer, please take care of the seniors for me.
Look again, senior, I really want to tell you, I like you, I like you very much, I like you very much, but it's a pity that you can't hear what I say......]
"......" listened to the original owner's inner monologue, and Yu Xiaobai was speechless for a long time.
The young man gently put Grandma Mu down, patted the dust on his body and stood up, looking at the man by the door with a subtle look in his eyes.
It's as if someone gave three for some reason, and then the other party's wife has to thank Xiao San for his sense of déjà vu.
Without the influence of the original owner, all the submissive aura on Yu Xiaobai's body disappeared, and even if he acted the same as usual, there was an indescribable pride and nobility.
Shiyin was a little awkward by the young man, and moved his lips and called tentatively: "Mu Fan? ”