Chapter 8 I want you to belong to me completely
He knelt on the edge of the bed with one leg and grabbed me straight back from my body, and I almost half-threw myself into his arms.
I wanted to break away, "Xu Jiaye, you let go of me!" ”
He was silent for a moment, then suddenly sat down on the edge of the bed, hugged me on his lap, rested his chin on the top of my hair, and stroked the top of my hair for a while, as if he were taming a docile kitten. I kept my neck hunched and didn't dare to move.
"An An," a voice suddenly sounded, "You stay by my side obediently, and we will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau early tomorrow morning." ”
I was stunned, "What? ”
Civil affairs bureau?
I only said that it was possible to keep this child, but that doesn't mean I want to marry him.
A marriage without love will not last long, and children without parents will not be happy, I am already so unhappy, I don't want my children to be ridiculed by others in the future.
"I'm not going to get married."
My tone was so cold that I could even feel Xu Jiaye's hand holding my waist tighten in vain after hearing my words.
He's not happy, I know.
"Xu Jiaye, leaving this child for the time being is the biggest compromise and concession I can make, if you force me again, I don't mind the jade burning." That's really all I can say.
He reached out and picked up my chin, and the smell of wine was close to my lips without hesitation, and kissed me gently, "An An, do you really want our child to have no family after birth?" ”
I frowned, my eyes fell on the lipstick print on the collar of his shirt, a little annoyed, "Then you shouldn't have given her birth!" ”
"Have you ever wondered what kind of identity a child is going to live in if he is born?"
Happy people have the same happiness, but unfortunate people have their own misfortunes, and I suddenly remembered the pregnancy test form that the woman in red smashed on my face before, which was also his child.
Obviously, he will have countless perfume smells on him, but he will come back to me every night, the woman in his arms is like crossing the river, and he locks me up with him, if he has to force me, then I can only make a bet with myself.
He was holding me, but for some reason, I could vaguely feel his knuckles trembling.
He said, "An An, I don't have time, tomorrow morning we get married, I want you to belong to me completely." ”
I didn't understand what he meant, but I didn't want to.
"Xu Jiaye, it's okay to get married, I won't give birth to a child, you choose."
I must have floated, I dared to threaten him, I dared to threaten him!
I looked down at my flat lower abdomen, where there was a life surging, but my reason told me that I couldn't give birth to it because it was Xu Jiaye's child.
It was a long time before he looked down at me, "An An, let's go to the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow morning." ”
I'm a little incredulous.
It was he who asked me to keep this child at the beginning, and now in order to marry me, he can kill it mercilessly, and his mind is actually sometimes dark and terrifying.
Xu Jiaye's handsome side face didn't have much expression, and even in the dark eyes, I couldn't see any special looks, such as reluctance, or annoyance, he leaned down and kissed my face, pressed me into the futon, my breath was all drowned, my hands were locked above my head, and I didn't understand his current thoughts.
But I can't help but think about it, his whole person has been suppressed, as always, strong and domineering.
I'm powerless.
In fact, I still have hope for this child subconsciously, and I am afraid that he will hurt the baby in my belly, so I try to bear it silently.
I always said before that I couldn't understand Xu Jiaye, but now, I can't even see myself clearly.
Boundless tiredness and a night of beauty.