My wife is close in front of me, I can't touch it, I can't eat it.

Zhan Mochen sighed lightly, this is really "once back to before liberation".

Who is to blame, blame Chang Xixi, blame Xia Lun, it's not, it's his own fault, one mistake destroys everything.

I still laugh at Xia Lun's indecision, and I am just "50 steps and 100 steps of laughter".

Fortunately, he recognized his mistake in time and corrected it in time.

As long as you have a correct attitude and adhere to the principle of "dead skin, no fighting, no scolding", my wife will definitely forgive herself.

Zhan Mochen took out a few facial tissues and gently wiped the tears on Su Yu's face, and the movements of his hands were very careful, as if he was treating a very delicate crystal craft, for fear of hurting her.

When Su Yu's mood stabilized, Zhan Mochen told her what happened last night after Su Yu left.

From the dining room to the bar, then to the hallway outside the bedroom, to the hospital, and finally to the hot spring lounge inside the manor, Zhan Mochen did not miss a single detail.

Zhan Mochen told Su Yu what he really thought in his heart and the entanglement last night.

"Wife, I was wrong, I really know that I was wrong, you forgive me this time, okay, I promise, there will never be a next time."

Zhan Mochen looked at Su Yu's expression, but he didn't change much because of his explanation, and his heart sank.

Can't his wife forgive him?

Indeed, after listening to Zhan Mochen's words, Su Yu did not feel relieved in his heart.

Chang Xiqian, this Zhan Mochen's first love, was like a thorn in Su Yu's heart.

Even though last night's incident was a misunderstanding, the fact that they have been in love for more than ten years is real.

Moreover, Zhan Mochen remembered all the things about Chang Xiqian, which was also something that Su Yu couldn't pretend to ignore.

Yes, Su Yu was envious and jealous, this kind of emotion was something she had never had, even if she faced Su Meiting before, she was only complaining and sad.

What does this mean.

It shows that her love for Zhan Mochen is deeper than before.

Moreover, Su Yu could feel that Chang Xiqian's return was a very big threat to his status.

"Wife, where am I dissatisfying you, you tell me, I will definitely change." Faced with Su Yu's indifference, Zhan Mochen panicked.

He wasn't afraid that Su Yu would lose his temper with himself, but he was afraid that she wouldn't even bother to lose her temper with herself, and at that time, it would mean that she didn't care about herself at all, so it was really over.

Su Yu looked at Zhan Mochen's nervous expression, and his heart ached.

Mochen, you are very good everywhere, so I don't know how to face you, how to face your relationship with Chang Xixi.

"Can you tell me about your first love?" Su Yu spoke lightly, her eyes did not look at Zhan Mochen, but over the top of Zhan Mochen's head and looked at the air.

Su Yu didn't dare to look at Zhan Mochen, because he couldn't help but compromise.

This kind of jealousy is like a weed, which can be burned by fire, but when there is a gust of wind and a rain, it will grow quickly.

It's an endless cycle that eventually turns into hate.

Just like Su Meiting, she stepped into the swamp step by step and lost herself.

Su Yu didn't want to end up like that in the future, the only way was to uproot them.

Hearing Su Yu's request, Zhan Mochen was stunned at first, and then smiled.

It turned out that the little woman was jealous, and I was just worried that she was angry, and I forgot that there was still this matter.

Zhan Mochen wanted to change his posture and hold Su Yu in his arms, but Su Yu was very resistant to the unfamiliar smell on his body, and there was still a knot in his heart that had not been opened, so he struggled very much.

Zhan Mochen thought it was because Su Yu hadn't forgiven himself yet, so he had to continue to kneel back.

"Actually, I was going to talk to you about this last night, but it was delayed. Chang Xixi is indeed my first love, I met her when I was 8 years old and fell in love with her. ”

To tell the truth, it takes a lot of courage to say these words.

said to his wife that he liked other girls, so he didn't want to die too quickly.

Zhan Mochen wanted to be tactful, or to avoid the important and say it lightly, but thinking of those bad friends who might come to dismantle his platform at any time, Zhan Mochen still decided to answer truthfully.

If the wife is unhappy, you can find a way to continue coaxing, but if you find out that you are cheating on her, it will not be solved by sweet words.

Although he already knew these things, Su Yu was still very sad to hear them, especially when these words came out of Zhan Mochen's mouth.

Listening to her husband say that she once liked other girls, she shouldn't be too sadistic.

The most important thing is that these are still requested by herself.

"She was very cute at that time, she should be the type that a boy of that age would like." Zhan Mochen admitted that although this sentence was true, he deliberately said it to excuse himself, "At that time, I really doted on her. "As for the specific behavior, let's not say anything.

Zhan Mochen had already expected that if he said it, even if he knelt for a day, his wife would not be angry.

Because, at that time, many of the things he did had not been done for Su Yu.

Thinking like this, Zhan Mochen's sense of guilt became even stronger.

Four years ago, when Chang Xixi left, she also took away his enthusiasm.

Now, Chang Xixi is back, and many of the memories of the past have also come back together.

Zhan Mochen remembered that he had done so many naïve but innocent things.

He would get up before dawn and brave the wind and snow to line up, just to buy Chang Xixi her favorite breakfast.

He would hurt his hands all over the place, just to make Chang Xixi a gift she wanted.

He would skip class at the risk of being expelled from school, just to accompany Chang Xixi to see a concert that she had been looking forward to for a long time.

In fact, these were all proposed by Chang Xixi, and she just did it.

At that time, she had never refused any request made by Chang Xiqian, as long as she spoke, she would do everything she could to do it.

However, whether it was in the previous life or in this life, Su Yu never made any requests to himself.

Thinking about it this way, what I owe Su Yu is too much.

Zhan Mochen suddenly felt that Chang Xiqian's appearance was just to remind him that he was not good enough for Su Yu, and he was far from enough.

Zhan Mochen continued: "So when she left suddenly, I couldn't accept it at all, but then I forgot about it. ”

Really, forget it, forget it, forget it.

These topics, which were once considered taboo, are now said in my heart.

Zhan Mochen carefully observed Su Yu's reaction, she kept her head down and didn't move.

"Wife, are you angry?" Zhan Mochen asked cautiously.

"No, I'm jealous." Originally, it was just a thought hidden in his heart, but Su Yu lost his mind and said it like this, although his voice was very small, Zhan Mochen still heard it.

Zhan Mochen chuckled, raised his hand, gently rubbed Su Yu's lowered little head, held up her little face, and said, "What are you jealous of what she does, can't you still feel my love for you?" I know that I am not good enough for you, and in the future, I will definitely be even better to you. ”

Actually, Zhan Mochen was very grateful to Chang Xiqian for her sudden appearance this time.

He had to admit that before yesterday, there was indeed a place reserved for Chang Xixi in his heart, which was buried deep in his heart four years ago.

However, with the reappearance of Chang Xixi, those dusty memories also opened, and then weathered away with time.

That place now also belongs to Su Yu.

"Isn't it, there is no one to replace her?" Su Yu looked at the man who made her hurt and loved, and said slowly.

Yesterday, Su Yu found out that he had an emotional cleanliness habit.

If the man she loves deeply still has another woman living in her heart, even if nothing happens to them, she can't accept it.

In Su Yu's view, the existence of that woman is buried in her marriage, a person who may go off at any time*.

Instead of living in suspicion and worry, it is better to break off this relationship earlier.

If this love can't be done wholeheartedly, then don't do it.

Zhan Mochen looked at the sadness in the little woman's eyes steadily, and her heart was filled to the full, full to the point of swelling.

"Yes." Worried that Su Yu would think too much, Zhan Mochen said without a pause: "However, there is no one who can replace you." Fool, why do you always compare with her? You remember, you are the most important thing in my heart. She was my first love, so there was no one to replace. You're the one who wants to accompany me for the rest of my life, the only one, so don't always think about running away, I won't let you leave, die that heart. ”

Don't think he doesn't know, today this little woman has the idea of running away again.

Whatever the reason, if you want to run away from him, you can't.

He has always had clear rewards and punishments, he apologized for his mistakes, and the little woman made a mistake and had to be punished.

Su Yu froze for a while.

The man's tone just now has always been quite gentle, but why did he suddenly become fierce again.

Zhan Mochen kept kneeling all the time, and he was also a little tired, so he twisted his body very unnaturally.

Su Yu realized Zhan Mochen's strange sitting posture and asked in surprise, "Why are you kneeling?" ”

"I'm begging my wife for forgiveness." With an aggrieved tone and innocent eyes, the big bad wolf turned into a little milk wolf in seconds.

The heart has melted, and Su Yu's expression gradually softened.

Seeing that Su Yu's expression was loose, Zhan Mochen immediately pounced, and without surprise, he was pushed away by Su Yu again.

Zhan Mochen's face was hurt, and the anger in his heart was soaring, but he didn't dare to show it, so he had to try to suppress it, and looked at Su Yu pitifully.