[After leaving the town, on the way to the imperial capital, I kept thinking about how to tell Childe about the whole thing.

I'm a loner and I'm not afraid of my son's guilt, but how can I keep Fleur from being implicated? I have always been self-respecting and understanding Gongzi, but in the matter of Yun Girl, I never knew what he would do for her, especially if he knew that the real Yun Girl had suffered so much outside and died at the hands of Yun Qing several times.

After thinking about it for a long time, I didn't know how to report back to my son.

And Miss Yun and the child have been in a coma, and the immediate need is to save them, if I have to explain the matter at this juncture, it is very likely that it will affect their recovery.

In the end, I decided to take them back to the imperial capital to recuperate, and then explain to Gongzi in person when Miss Yun woke up, and I would also know everything, so that I could explain this mistake thoroughly.

So I simply put back the letter and told my son that I had found my wife and would return to the house as soon as possible.

Not long after my letter went out, I met Childe who was heading south on the way, and I didn't know how to explain that the lady I found was covered in injuries, and Childe only asked her if she was alive or dead, and I said she was still alive.

When he saw Miss Yun lying on the bed, I really wanted to tell him that this was the woman in front of him who he should really protect with his life, Gongzi didn't ask anything, just looked at her quietly, and then sat down next to her and hugged her tightly in his arms.

My eyes were wet.

It's been about nine years, and since Gongzi married Yunqing and returned home, I haven't seen him touch Yunqing again, and occasionally he just looks at it from a distance, and there is no tenderness on his face.

I know that Childe has been very lonely all these years, except for Miss Yun back then, no one can enter his heart, and when Miss Yun was really with him, it was only Lan Yuan for a month, and then it was a long separation, and then Yun Qing, maybe for him, Yun Qing is more like a mirror, he can look at her face and recall the happiness of the year, even if he loses it, he can still see the face of the mirror.

At that moment, I was very confused, I even felt that Gongzi might have always known that it was not Miss Yun beside him, Yun Qing dangled under his nose every day, he never looked at it more, but this sick and haggard Yun girl shattered all his disguises, as if returning to the year when Lan Yuan first met, that moment.

Along the way, I wanted to ask, but I didn't dare to ask, if he always knew that Yunqing was fake, why didn't he discuss it with me? Or did he already know that I was the one I used to be?

Gongzi kept a terrifying silence, and the child who looked like Gongzi Li, he didn't ask a word, as if this child should be taken with Miss Yun, as if this child was originally a member of Shangguan Mansion.

Along the way, Childe didn't say a word to me.

I already had a hunch that Childe already knew something, and as for why he kept me, I would soon know why—that is, I didn't live long.

When they arrived in the imperial capital, Gongzi quickly settled the two of them, and the people in the house were also very curious, but no one dared to talk more.

Gongzi gave me the order to take full care of Miss Yun's mother and son, I always remember what he said to me with an expressionless face: Your life is in Yun'er's hands, Yun'er can live, and she will send you to live and die, if she dies, you will be buried.

I smiled, although I am not a person who is really in the official mansion, but I have also followed Gongzi for more than ten years, and he gave me such a result, which can be regarded as a master and servant.

People say that he is violent and ruthless, but who knows the pain of losing a loved one.

Miss Yun recovered very slowly, lost too much blood, the trauma was too great, and it took time to recuperate, but the child's illness was very troublesome, and the prince invited all the imperial doctors in the palace to come and see it, saying that the child had a cold disease, which should have been suffered from a great cold when he was young, and the cold disease was in the bones, because it was an old stubborn disease, it was difficult to cure it.

How can there be such a disease? I asked the imperial doctor privately when a child could be infected with such a stubborn disease at such a young age, and the imperial doctor said that the cold disease was so deep that it was either the cold in the mother's womb when she was pregnant, or the suffering shortly after birth. I thought a lot, the last time I picked him up in the winter river, he didn't get wetted by the river, so how did he get sick?

I feel guilty, if it weren't for me, how could they have suffered all this?

Childe asked me to take care of Miss Yun separately from the child, and try not to let them meet, so as not to let Miss Yun wake up and see the child suffering from cold.

Miss Yun was in a coma and kept shouting the name of "Bo'er".

Bo is the name of the childe, is the child really the child's?

Before Miss Yun woke up, Childe instructed me to explain the origin of the child in front of the subordinates, and ordered me not to mention it again so as not to make Madame uncomfortable.

He had already had the idea of Li Jiang in the Tao Dynasty, and made up an answer that others were not allowed to refute the question: Back then, Mrs. Yun was a twin, and the second son rushed to the official mansion and sent him out for foster care, and Mrs. Yun is still Mrs. Yun, but she has experienced the world, and she can't remember the past things clearly, and the subordinates are not allowed to mention this matter again, but the matter of the third young master leaving the house has never happened. Whoever dares to say it will die.

After explaining these things, I think Childe should have already arranged a place for me, it is impossible for a character like him to tolerate a person who has betrayed him, and after enduring it for so many years, he must have his own reasons. But Childe still ignored me and didn't punish me, just continued to let me take care of Miss Yun.

Miss Yun finally woke up, she was very panicked, facing an unfamiliar environment, and the son who didn't dare to trust anymore.

But she only trusted me, perhaps she had a good impression of me in the past, but her trust made me even more ashamed.

Maybe that's why Childe left me behind, he knew that Miss Yun had suffered from so many years of exile, and she had long since stopped trusting anyone, especially those who had failed her back then. So he took advantage of Miss Yun's old acquaintance with me, and used me as a bridge to build a relationship with Miss Yun.

After Miss Yun woke up, I confessed some things to her intermittently, how Yun Qing deceived Gongzi's trust to marry into Shangguan Mansion, and how Gongzi worked hard to get her back, I want to let her know through these things that Gongzi has never changed his mind about her, and I hope she can seriously consider the environment that Gongzi has created for her, end so many years of displacement, and stay in the mansion with peace of mind.

But Miss Yun seems to have given up on her son, no matter what I say, she doesn't react, just begging me to take her to see the child.

I asked her if it was her and Childe's child, and she seemed very frightened, for fear of being found out or something, and she denied it vigorously, and I asked her if the child was her own, and who the biological father was, and she couldn't say why.

I don't know why she's in such pain, isn't it good to find us and get back to Childe? Why do you have to leave, why do you have to separate your flesh and bones? She kept begging me, begging me not to help Childe snatch the child away from her.

I am very sad, Yun Qing's years of chasing and persecution have finally worn away Miss Yun's innocence and simplicity, she can't trust anyone, no matter what, she suspects the Lord and protects herself.

She still doesn't trust Childe, she doesn't dare to admit the identity of the child, because she is afraid that Childe will ruthlessly take the child, the child is her only one, and she must not lose it.

Since Miss Yun cares so much about her children, I can only start with children.

I hinted at Miss Yun step by step, let her admit her identity, she cherished her son as her life, for the sake of her child, she would also agree to this arrangement, there is no safer place in the world for her than Shangguanfu, the child can also be well taken care of, and Gongzi will definitely spare no effort to seek good healing for him.

But Miss Yun was very persistent, she did not have the slightest nostalgia for the courteous care of the Shangguan Mansion, and asked me every day about the child's condition, no matter how I persuaded her, she refused to stay, she waited for the child to get better and took him back to the town that she could never go back to.

Childe also knew her determination and tried his best to keep her, but Miss Yun was his weakness, he could force and threaten anyone, but he couldn't say a cruel word in front of Miss Yun.

That day, Miss Yun clamored to see the child again, but Rong Ye, who was taking care of her, did not react, and went to call Young Master Li to come to see her, and Miss Yun recognized Young Master Li as her own child, crying and hugging him together. At that time, Young Master Li didn't know about Li Zhuang in the Tao Dynasty at all, thinking that Miss Yun was still his biological mother Yun Qing, he didn't have much affection for Yun Qing, but he came to see it because she had not recovered from her illness for a long time, and in the face of his mother's weakness, he was a little soft-hearted, and coaxed a few words softly.

But after that day, Miss Yun suddenly stopped making trouble, and no longer mentioned the matter of leaving, as if she acquiesced to the fact that she wanted to stay.

Childe was very happy, and the problem that had been worrying him for many days was suddenly solved.

He has to listen to me report everything about Miss Yun every day, what she said and did, how many medicines she drank and how many steps she walked, and even frowned a few times and had to ask repeatedly, every unintentional move of Miss Yun was affecting the huge changes in Shangguan Mansion, because Miss Yun chatted with Furong for a few days, and he kept them among the servants he sent, because Miss Yun said that the taste of hawthorn was very refreshing and appetizing, so he ordered people to plant hawthorn trees inside and outside the courtyard......

Childe is very fond of Miss Yun, and he obeys his words, but he never dares to look at her, he only dares to watch on the side for a while when she is asleep, emotionally speaking, he is actually a very simple person, as long as he can have it, as long as he can compensate, he can do anything. After so many years of separation and disappointment, he has to do everything he can to make her stable and happy.

He doesn't know how to coax women, he doesn't know what they really want, he just blindly gives her what he thinks is best, it's as simple as that.

And I was relieved of all my duties to take full care of Miss Yun, and my life was tied to her safety, and if anything happened to her, or if she did not say goodbye, I would die in the line of duty. Of course, Miss Yun won't know these things.

Gongzi originally wanted to give Yun Qing's wife's mansion to Yun Girl, but Yun Girl didn't like extravagance and luxury, and she didn't want to stay in the place where Yun Qing existed, so she moved out as soon as she was well.

Gongzi thought that it was Yunqing's matter that made Miss Yun unhappy, so he was angry and razed the homestead to the ground overnight, saying that he would rebuild the mansion for her.

Miss Yun rejected Childe's proposal and moved to live with Young Master Yan in the old courtyard of Young Master Jing. But later she heard that it was the mansion of the eldest young master, and she felt that it was inappropriate, so she picked a corner in the house again, opened a small flower garden, and set up a wooden house according to her request, which seemed to be the same as the house in Lanyuan, the town where she was found.

It seems that she has been missing her life there, and on several occasions she has revealed to me that she wants to go back to thank the benefactor, and I conveyed her intentions, but the son vetoed it, saying that Miss Yun can do whatever she wants, but there is only one condition, she must not leave his or my sight, if she leaves the house, I will not be safe.

Childe left Miss Yun in the mansion with an iron fist, he just didn't want to lose her again, and he couldn't take any more risks.

The child brought by Miss Yun was renamed Yan, the youngest of the three sons.

Shangguan Yan. 】