Chapter 18 Zhang Ningyao's biological mother

Luo Fei returned to the four-story building, hesitating whether to tell Zhang Ningyao about what he heard in the cellar, looked at the window upstairs, and looked at the soles of his feet. It took a long time to make a decision.

In the house, Zhang Ningyao looked at Luo Fei, who had hesitated for a long time, was there something wrong? The Luo Fei she knew was a person who was determined to achieve everything, even if they were facing a car accident and death at that time, he was not afraid. What is the problem that makes him so entangled, Zhang Ningyao thinks it may be himself. At the door, Luo Fei adjusted his mood and entered the door with a smile on his face, but Zhang Ningyao looked at him with a sad expression. "I'm sorry I came back a little late. Brother Mao, they came, and we chatted. "Are you hiding something from me?" Luo Fei nodded heavily, "Yes, I have something to tell you." In order to relieve his nervousness, Luo Fei drank several glasses of water until he felt supported, and then put down the water glass. Are your parents biological? Luo Fei asked bluntly, instead of beating around the bush, it is better to talk openly and honestly with her. No, my parents picked it up. But why do you ask? ”

As for his life experience, his parents talked to him when he was 18 years old, both of them are university professors, they have been busy since they can remember, they are busy with work and research at school, and even at home they just do their own work and do not disturb each other. There is very little love for oneself, only the necessary material things are provided, feelings are like luxuries, the feelings between adoptive parents are also very weak, and the family atmosphere is even more indifferent. So she didn't have much affection for her parents, especially when she was an adult, the confession of her parents. Because of this, she decided to stay in Linhai City to work after graduating from university, not wanting to disturb them, and only greeting them during festivals, and sometimes not even going back for the New Year. She has never understood why she is such a lively character in a dull family, maybe she is holding back, she even thought she was mentally ill for a while, and then she came into contact with psychology to know that it was just a protective shell formed by her space void, nothing more.

"I found a woman in the cellar today, she had been locked up in it for a long time, and she was even a little insane. But she told me that Pandan Kyaw had snatched her daughter, who had a faint lotus birthmark on the back of her neck, and that her daughter would be 25 years old this year. Zhang Ningyao's right hand tightly clasped her left hand, and Luo Fei slowly let go of her after seeing it and then held her hand. Luo Fei, I want to meet her, even if she is not my mother, but her daughter has the same birthmark as me, and we are all people who have no relatives. Zhang Ningyao's voice trembled more and more, she held back fiercely, she had cried too much in the past few days, she didn't want Luo Fei to feel that she was a coward. Okay, I'll take you to see her tomorrow. After the two finished dinner, Luo Fei urged her to go to bed quickly, she had lost weight recently, so that she could stock up on some fat and meat. Zhang Ning glanced at him, she didn't feel sleepy now. She felt a little excited, she wanted to see that woman as soon as possible, whether it was her biological mother.

Early the next morning, after the two finished breakfast, Luo Fei found her a set of clothes for the men in the clan to change into, and came to the cave without eyes and ears. The secret door slowly opened, and Zhang Ningyao was amazed at everything about the sacred water of the sacred mountain. "Luo Fei, what kind of place is this? I feel so easy to breathe here. Luo Fei rubbed her head, "This is the sacred water of the Divine Mountain, it's in front." Zhang Ningyao walked over and stood on the edge of the pool and touched the trunk of the tree, which suddenly shook the branches and leaves as if responding to her. It turns out that this is the sacred water of the sacred mountain. Zhang Ningyao turned his head, "Luo Fei, let's hurry up and go to the cellar." "Okay." The dim cellar forever smells of fish, like a thousand-year-old python entrenched here, a rotten, weird, salivating stench that permeates here, entrenches here, and corrodes here. Luo Fei took Zhang Ningyao's hand and took her down slowly, the more she walked down, the more Zhang Ningyao felt that she couldn't breathe, as if a pair of hands were holding her throat, and she would suffocate to death the next moment. She was a little tempted to back down, but the woman who lived in the cellar could be her own biological mother, someone who could give her maternal love.

The two finally came to the cellar, Luo Fei turned on the flashlight and moved Zhang Ningyao step by step, for fear that she would be slipped by the damp moss here, he knew that Zhang Ningyao loved to be clean, and if she soiled her clothes, she would definitely be even more sad. "You're here again, young man." Dunzhu sniffed again, "Why does it seem to smell like a girl?" "Hello, I'm... I'm here to visit you. "Visit me? Hehe, what do I have to be visited. "Donzhu's laughter was very miserable in this empty place, and with her hoarse voice, it seemed like it was about to pierce her throat, and the sharp nails cut through the darkness and made it unbearable." Did you tell my boyfriend that your daughter had a lotus birthmark on the back of her neck, is it true? Zhang Ningyao couldn't wait to know the truth, and hurriedly asked her. Are you my daughter? Dunzhu looked more excited, she herself knew that her child had been killed by Bandan a long time ago, and the child with the lotus birthmark was Bandan herself. But she prefers to confuse the real with the false, so that she can taste the pain of love and separation. "I have this birthmark, but I don't know if I'm your daughter or not." A lot of tears flowed out of Dunzhu, as if the child in front of him was like his own dead child. "You are, you are! Child, what's your name? It's grandma who did something wrong, and grandma shouldn't let Bandan Zhuoma hurt you. Luo Fei watched all this as a bystander, and he was a little drumming in his heart, is this woman really Ning Yao's biological mother? But at this time, Zhang Ningyao was already stunned by this sudden family affection, how could he still have yesterday's calmness. "My name is Zhang Ningyao, are you really my mother? But why are you the way you are, and who are you? And who is it that separates us? Dunzhu stretched out his withered hand from the narrow crack in the door and grabbed Zhang Ningyao, "Yes, I can feel it, you are my daughter, there will be no mistake." As for who it is, it's Bandhan, it's the vicious woman, it's my Bodhisattva. After I gave birth to you, I stole you and sent you to the temple without telling everyone. The way I am now is also because of her, she is envious of my life and the happiness of our family of three. She is the most vicious woman in the world. Dunzhu shouted with all his strength. Zhang Ningyao looked at it and held Dunzhu's hand tightly with his backhand. "Now she's going to kill you, and you're going to die to keep her damned position, and she's going to sacrifice my daughter to save her. Kid, you know what? She knows that you can save her daughter, and your father once told me that he had put the mother Gu on her daughter in revenge for Bandhan, and the only thing that could save her daughter was your blood. Because your father is a foreigner, you have our blood and bones to counteract that disgusting Gu poison. Child, don't worry, Grandma will never let Bandan hurt you again. The more Dunzhu spoke, the more excited she became, and finally kept knocking on the iron door with her hand, and the muffled sound of the iron door seemed to vent her unwillingness and anger.

Zhang Ningyao was a little sad, "Is this true?" So how can I get you out, and what do I need to do to get you out? "Don Zhu was deflated, "I can't save me, none of you can save me." I'm a dying man, so let me live my life in this dark dungeon. But Grandma has something to ask you for. Dunzhu didn't speak, waiting for Zhang Ningyao to answer her. What's the matter? "Don't deal with Bandan Dolma for me, you have to remember that she is a wicked person and has her own evil retribution." Zhang Ningyao couldn't cry anymore, "I promise you!" Dondrup smiled, this time the laughter was not as miserable as just now, but what she thought in her heart was, "Bandan Zhuoma, even if you are lucky, you should be unlucky." I have had a good relationship all my life, and in the end I ended up like this, I can't die well, you can't live in peace, we are all the same, the same sinners abandoned by the Buddha. ”

Luo Fei watched Zhang Ningyao's emotions get more and more out of control, afraid that she would not be able to control it, after all, she didn't tell herself whether she had been swallowed Gu worms that day, and what if she was angry and forced out the Gu poison. Luo Fei pulled her up from the ground and clasped her shoulders tightly with both hands, "Then you rest first, you also need to rest, and we will come to see you in a few days." Zhang Ningyao nodded again and again, "I will definitely rescue you, and I will find a way when I go back." Dunzhu wiped his tears, "Good boy, grandma knows your filial piety, so you don't need to save it, this is my final destination." In the end, it was Luo Fei who dragged Zhang Ningyao out of the cellar and returned to the small building. Luo Fei poured her a glass of water first, then soaked the hot towel and handed it to her. Zhang Ningyao's voice was hoarse, he was really distressed, and he even regretted taking her to see Dunzhu. knew that the result would be crying and dying, so it was better not to let her know about it at that time. But once something happens, it can't be changed, just like the grievances and grievances of the two Bandan sisters, just like the love that Ning Yao lacks. Luo Fei waited for a long time for Zhang Ningyao to calm down, but his expression was still a little depressed and sad. She tugged at Luo Fei's clothes. "Pandan Juemu, she is really a beast! That's her own sister, how could she do this. She is still religious. Luo Fei sighed, "Faith is not necessarily dark in the heart, faith is possessed by people with healthy and bright hearts, not a physical object, but a kind of reverse, a belief." Moreover, people who truly have faith, whether they believe in religion or not, are kind-hearted, and the future will be bright. Faith is in our hearts, unlike her lips. ”