I slept comfortably this night, I was going to vomit for a while, I was thirsty for a while, in short, how uncomfortable was how to come, fortunately, someone has been taking care of me, and I can't open my eyes at all, I just feel that it is good to be taken care of so intimately, I vomit when I think of Yan Bei Shen, "Yan Bei Shen, I hate you, I hate you to death!" ”

Even in a dream, I still can't help but scold, how can he treat me like this, obviously said that he hated Long Shiyan, but in a blink of an eye she was in danger and completely ignored me, when I saw him protecting Long Shiyan like that, I felt that I couldn't breathe, just thinking about it in a dream, I felt unbearable, tears flowed out uncontrollably, I couldn't stop it, I hate myself like this, I hate myself like this, I hate this self who has fallen in love with Yan Beiyan!

"Don't cry, don't cry."

There seemed to be someone comforting me in my ears, he hugged me and kissed my tears, while patting my back, I didn't expect that in my dreams I was so attached to the tenderness that Yan Bei Shen gave me, Yan Bei Shen, when I am sober, I must not allow myself to sink again, I must not allow it.

I slept dreamless until dawn, and when I got up, my whole head hurt as if it had been blown up, and I no longer borrowed wine to drown my sorrows, and this borrowed wine to drown my sorrows, I bent my knees and hugged myself, trying to make me feel at ease.

The door was creaked open, I thought it was Yan Beishen coming, so I deliberately didn't look back at him, but it was Ci'an who spoke, "Madam, you wake up, drink some sobering soup, it's just cooked, it's still hot." ”

Ci'an brought a bowl of decanting soup with oranges, lotus seeds, green plums, red dates and osmanthus flowers, I drank a few sips, to be honest, this taste is excellent, sweet but not greasy, and smooth and smooth, I took the spoon and ate it in a big gulp, and after a bowl of belly, people feel a lot more comfortable.

"Ci'an, how did I get back yesterday?"

"The Lord carried you back, and I was not allowed to serve Kun and you, but the Lord helped you change your clothes and socks, and waited for you until the second half of the night, until you were completely asleep, and the butler came to call him in the early morning."

This Yan Beishen, why did he treat me like this, it is better to let me sleep indiscriminately and not take care of me, so that I can feel at ease, but it turned out to be good to me like this, it is really infuriating.

"Ci'an, he's now, I'm going to find him."

"The lord entered the palace early in the morning, as if it was for the assassination of the prince's mansion yesterday, and I don't know when I will come back."

Entered the palace, alas, I was ready to question him, yesterday I was so angry, if I argued with him, I was afraid that I could say more vicious words, but when I calmed down, the other person was not in the house, "Ci'an, you said that there is a person who is obviously very good to you, and everything comes first to you, but in the most dangerous time, he protected another person, do you say that this person really cares about you?" ”

"It's really hard to say this Ci'an, but if someone treats Ci'an like this, then Ci'an will definitely not blame him, but will comfort him."

This Ci'an's brain is funny, how can he say such a thing, "Comfort him, it's good if I don't beat him, and comfort him, I'm not stupid." ”

"Madame, you will only push him farther and farther away by doing this, do you want to lose him and see him with others?"

I naturally don't want this, but I don't want to wronged myself, probably at the end of the day, I love myself the most, I can't be so generous, he saved others but didn't save me, I still went to comfort him, I'm not a saint.

After I washed and dressed, I realized that Kun Yu had not appeared, "By the way, where did Kun Yu go, why didn't he come?" ”

Ci'an was taking breakfast out of the charcoal box and putting it on the table, when she heard me ask her, she replied, "Yesterday, when the Lord came back, he gave Kun a letter, as if she had an urgent matter to explain, and let her go out of the city. ”

"Isn't it Liang Du who usually does things, why is it Kun this time?"

Hearing me mention Liang Du, Ci'an said softly as if he was afraid of being heard by others, "Liang Du has left the Qiang Kingdom, and only the Lord knows where he went, but in private it is rumored that he pointed his sword at his wife that day and was killed by the Lord." ”

"How is that possible!" Liang Du didn't hurt me, and he has been with Yan Beishen for so many years, I don't believe Yan Beishen would be so ruthless.

I thought about it for a while, it's okay to stay in the house all day, but Yan Beishen said that I was not allowed to go out of the house, and now the snow has melted, and these days are warm and sunny, so it's not bad to walk around in this mansion.

Ci'an also just came to this house, and I arrived at about the same time, the most familiar is that I am here and the back kitchen of the main hall, and I am not familiar with other places, so we found Steward Xia and asked him to dial a person who is familiar with the terrain of the house to lead the way.

The entire Qingwang Mansion is divided into three parts: the front hall and the backyard, and the main hall has nothing to visit, I have already passed, as for the most important thing in the backyard, the shower pool is the most important place for me, which is a forbidden place for me, of course, it can be exempted, and now it seems that there is also a front hall to walk around.

Because it is winter now, all the trees and flowers planted in the front hall are basically bare, fortunately, there are a few plum trees still blooming, but I don't know if it is less snow, this plum just looks like this, but I don't feel beautiful, I see that the other trees in the front hall are a few rows, only one is standing alone.

"What kind of tree is this, why is it the only one here?"

"Mrs. Hui, this is a pear tree that was brought in from outside not long ago, and it was personally dropped by the Lord, and it is said to be extremely precious."

Pear tree, pear tree, this is really not something I think about, I always associate this tree with the one in Lan Qingyuan, "Let me ask you, when this tree entered the mansion, was it cut?" ”

"Madame guessed right, when the tree was moved, the branches were all traces of fire, and the Lord was in a mess at that time."

It's really the pear tree of Lan Qingyuan, I can't imagine that it is not dead, how much I wanted to save it from the sea of fire, but I didn't want Yan Beishen to move it here, I remembered that I fainted on the ground that day, and someone fed me medicine in a daze, since Yan Beishen rescued this tree, then he must have really saved me at that time.

To be honest, I don't know how to describe my mood now, a little chaotic and a little happy, I lost the mood of wandering, thinking that if Yan Beishen came back, then he would definitely not go back to the study or back to the bedroom, I don't dare to go to the study anymore, then I will go to the bedroom and wait.

Ci'an saw that I was in a hurry, so he hurriedly followed, and when I arrived at Yan Beishen's bedroom, I felt that it would be a little inappropriate to wait for him like this, otherwise I would better wait for him at the door.

"Madam, since you're here, why don't you go in?"

"I'd better wait for him at the door, but wouldn't it seem too deliberate for me to do so."

Seeing my nervous look, Ci'an laughed, "Madam, the Lord is your husband, and it is natural for a woman to wait for a husband, if you are really afraid that you will be embarrassed at that time, it is better to go to the Lord's room to get a coat, I remember that the Lord did not go back to the house this morning, but left directly, and his Dayu is still in the lady's room." ”

Yes, this is certainly a good excuse, but Ci'an said that she could not enter the house as a slave and could only wait outside the house, so I entered the house alone.

The bed in this room was replaced by a stepping bed, to be honest, this bed is too big, I don't know if it will be too spacious for two people on it, I patted my head sharply, "Nan Kite, what are you thinking about!" ”

After coming back to my senses, I opened the wardrobe in the house of Yan Beishen, there are too many clothes in the wardrobe, and the clothes and pants are placed at the bottom, and the robe, undergarment, jacket and shirt are all placed in the bottom two or three, I didn't expect him to have a lot of clothes for a big man, and then I opened the fourth or fifth compartment, which is full of wide long clothes, remember that this kind of clothes is called straight?, and when I opened the third compartment, I finally found the clothes I wanted to take, But my eyes were drawn to another boxy golden package.

I don't know what it will be, so that Yan Beishen can attach so much importance to wrapping it in gold brocade, I opened the golden package layer by layer, and it turned out to be just a Tsing Yi with an extremely simple style and extremely cheap fabric.

I took out this green clothes, looked left and right, and felt very familiar, and suddenly thought, isn't this the clothes I found a crappy tailor to make for Gu Yanbai, wasn't this clothes burned by Lixin's goods at that time, how could it appear here.

Carrying a heavy piece of big hair out of the door, Ci'an accompanied me to the door to wait for Yan Beishen, while waiting for him, I had more and more questions in my mind, how many things Yan Beishen hid didn't let me know, if I couldn't hide it anyway, I suddenly felt that I needed to listen to his explanation to me.

After waiting for a while, Yan Beishen's carriage had already arrived, and it was the nephew of the housekeeper who drove the carriage, and when he saw me at the door, he shouted pleasantly, "Sister Nan Kite." ”

This little nephew is different from others, he doesn't call me Mrs., he only calls me Sister Nan Kite, to be honest, his age is not too different from me, but I like him to call me like this, Steward Xia has said him a few times, but I said it's okay, and he will go.

Yan Beishen opened the curtain of the carriage and saw me waiting for him at the door, he was also confused.

"Why don't you wait for me inside the house on such a cold day?"

"I'm in a hurry, I have to see you right away."

I gave him the big coat in my hand, but he took it and put it on me, I wore a lot, and he wanted to heat me to death!

Ci'an was very knowledgeable about current affairs, and knew that I had something to talk about with Yan Beishen, but he just kept warm tea and pastries and retreated.

Yan Beishen sat on the footstool and drank warm tea, and then waited for me to speak.

"You said yesterday that you wanted to explain to me, and now I'm willing to listen, you can say it."

Seeing me so happy, Yan Beishen just pulled me over, "What's the matter, I thought you would still be very angry today." ”

"Yes, I'm angry, but I don't want to be so angry, if you tell me that you were thinking about it all in your heart at the time, I don't blame you, I will pack up and leave immediately, absolutely not muddy and watery!"

Unexpectedly, as soon as I said this, he took me in his arms, and I sat on his lap, not willing to lag behind, but looked straight at him.

"First of all, the first thing I want to say is, I hope you forgive, and forgive your sins."

"Well, and then what?"

"At that time, I thought that you would not have an accident, so I went to the crown princess's side, and the reason why I went was not to protect her."

Yan Beishen always has this ability, and can explain a thing that I think is very simple, and I forgive me for not having enough brain capacity and not being able to understand it at all.

"I don't understand why you think I'm not going to have an accident, do you?" Could it be that those killers were sent by Yan Beishen!

"You're half right."

I was so angry that I reached out and grabbed his neck, "Can you finish it all at once, you have to let me ask one by one, it's very hateful!" ”

He was made to laugh by me, "Okay, okay, it's going to itch to death, I'll tell you, people are indeed my people, but they weren't sent by me." ”

It was actually Yan Beishen's person, but he didn't send it, so the other one who could command was Yuheng.

"It was sent by Yuheng, he wants to kill the prince!"

"His target is not the crown prince, but the crown princess, the reason why I want to save the crown princess is completely to gain the trust of the prince, he proposed once before that I should let me do things under his command, but if I agreed too happily, it made him suspicious, but now he thinks that I value the crown princess, so he uses the princess to lure and threaten, so I should respond logically, so it seems that he can make the best use of my chess piece in his eyes."

"I see, but your people want to kill me, I only now understand that Yu Heng is really doing everything, to be honest, don't say that the prince believes that you value Long Shiyan, even I believe it, Yan Beishen, can you tell me in advance in the future, just like the last time you took fake death medicine." I put my arms around his neck and leaned myself into his arms.

"It's me who was wrong, I haven't agreed to Yuheng's plan, firstly, I sacrificed the dead in vain, and secondly, I really don't want to have anything to do with that person, but since Yuheng insisted on doing it, I naturally can't help but use it, but I didn't expect Yuheng to want to kill two birds with one stone, when I saw the prince blocking the knife for you, I was both glad and annoyed, glad that he saved you, and annoyed that I hurt you because of me."

His words went straight to my chest, and with his explanation, all my temperament had completely disappeared, "You promise, you will never fall in love with Long Shiyan again, otherwise I may kill you!" ”

"You, you know how to talk big, now that my business has been explained clearly, yours will be honest."

Explain what, explain my drinking, oh my God, I was about to be beaten by him, and in the end I still told all the things that day, of course, I didn't say anything about the master's crying, after all, this thing is embarrassing, I am also his apprentice, and I still have to do it to save the master's face.

"In the future, stay away from your master, I shouldn't have indulged you to learn horses, but I recruited a prince, and now there is another master."

"Hee-hee, but I only like you, you see you become two people, I still like both, so you're the worst!"

"Dare to say that I'm bad, then I'll show you bad!" Saying that, I kissed face to face, mouth to mouth, and I also responded warmly to the kiss he brought me, but I regretted it for a while, because someone kissed me almost out of breath, it seems that it is better not to misunderstand overnight in the future, otherwise I will be unlucky in the end.