Chapter 10: I can't cross these arms
"Blind spots? What exactly is a blind spot? ”
Shi Zuocai twisted the hair on his forehead and didn't speak, just thought silently to himself.
It wasn't until I started to get impatient and was about to stir up the conversation again that he finally moved his mouse and clicked on a diary entry after their breakup.
"Look here."
【7/8】
[The street lights are changing.] In the past, I would accompany Mr. He. Now Mr. Ho has to cross the street on his own. As before, follow the crowd of people crossing the street. 】
I looked at it carefully, and I didn't notice anything particularly strange.
"Is there anything wrong?"
"From a more honest point of view, there are a lot of things that are not right."
Shi Zuo raised a finger:
"First, why did the owner of the diary go out of his way to mention that he had to cross the street 'by himself'?" He held up a second finger:
"Second...... The person who wrote the diary also emphasized that when He Yu crossed the road, he followed the crowd crossing the road. ”
"Wait." I'm a little confused:
"Isn't it normal to cross the street with people? Our Datian Dynasty has always been like this when crossing the road, and if you have enough people in a group, you can run the red light together......"
"I'm not talking about herd effect. Putting aside this psychological effect, isn't the basis for a normal human being's decision to cross the street by looking at traffic lights? ”
I frowned:
"What are you trying to illustrate?"
Shi Zuocai ignored me, flipped through it again, and even clicked on a few diaries, but he didn't find the one he wanted to show me.
"It should be ...... here"
After a few minutes, he finally pulled out a very early diary.
"You compare this to this."
[#566# It's Friday again, and I'm really happy to be able to pick up Mr. He from school! On weekdays, Mr. He has been taking care of me, but on Friday, when I walked the sidewalk with Mr. He, I felt like a superhero! 】
"I see!" A flash of inspiration crossed my mind:
"What you want me to know is that the owner of the diary has been unconsciously emphasizing one point: He Yu is not suitable to cross the street alone...... Only in this way can she explain why she feels like a 'superhero' when she crosses the road with He Yu, because she thinks that is protecting He Yu......"
"So the question is, what kind of people will have the obstacles that can't cross the road?"
I quickly remembered the previous description of "crossing the street" - the diary owner wrote that when he crossed the street, he was judged by the behavior of passers-by, which meant that he could not recognize the traffic light......
"What is it...... Is it red-green color blindness?! ”
Shi Zuo was silent for a few seconds:
"I don't think he's just red-green blind...... More likely, total color blindness. ”
I was stunned.
"Why do you say that?"
Shi Zuo called up a few diaries again.
[I have always felt that red is very gentle, like a warm silk cloth, but red is often given a warning and dangerous meaning, just like a traffic light on the road...... However, roses are also red......]
【…… I told Mr. Ho that red is the smell of hot strawberry cake, yellow is the smell of drinking lemonade at the beach in summer, and blue is like flounder in the sea......]
[The sky outside the window is lake blue!] It's as if the whole world has been turned upside down, and you can see the clear water of the lake when you look up......]
"Look at the middle one: Why did the owner of the diary 'tell' what she thought of each color?"
I sat up and slapped my palms, and several netizens around me turned their heads to look at me in surprise:
"I see! It is precisely because He Yu is completely color blind and can't tell a single color, so she has to tell He Yu what it feels like to each color......
As I spoke, it was like a flash of lightning flashing through my mind, and the scene I came across by chance during the evening meditation came to my mind.
That was when I secretly followed Zhang Mei to the radio studio......
"Ah Cai!! Talent!! I jumped up and hugged Shi Zuocai's shoulders and shook them violently, so excited that I was a little incoherent:
"Today! When Zhang Mei secretly gave He Yu chocolates...... Yes, she gave assorted chocolates...... One color and one taste, and then He Yu said that he couldn't eat durian, and Zhang Mei said that he should not eat yellow ......"
"And then, and then He Yu said—"
[I can't]!!
Shi Zuo's eyes lit up, and I seemed to have some extremely important clues:
"That's weird, isn't it? He didn't say 'I don't want to eat' or 'I don't want to', he said [I can't]!! ”
"I'm just thinking about it now, he was referring to ...... It should be that I am completely color blind...... He couldn't tell which one was yellow, and certainly couldn't tell which one was durian-flavored chocolate, so he said he couldn't...... In this way, it is almost certain that he is really completely color blind......"
The more I thought about it, the more amazing and shocking I felt.
He Yu has been my math teacher for three years since I was assigned to my high school class, and during these three years, no one in our class found out that he was completely color blind.
And when holding this inference to recall some details of the past study life, there will be a lot of memories to confirm this view, in the past few years, when He Yu taught us, he never used colored textbooks, and when he used chalk to write board books, he often used various colors of chalk - I just thought he was informal, and I didn't think that he couldn't recognize the colors of these chalks.
And what makes me even more amazing is that Hao Shuqing, a woman who is full of love for the world, extremely sensitive to the colors in life, and reveals sensuality between the lines, is hopelessly in love with a man who is extremely rational and the world is black and white in his eyes.
Love is never a one-sided giving.
In Hao Shuqing's diary, every word and sentence is full of He Yu's kindness to her, but for He Yu - she is also an indispensable existence in life - why she met black and white life has added countless dazzling colors.
Before my mind could digest these details one by one, Shi Zuocai's cookie-cutter and plague-like thoughts came to my ears again:
"Weird...... It's so weird......"
I was surprised and asked:
"What's so strange about it? You said that there was something not quite right hidden in this diary, and now you have found it yourself, haven't you found it yourself? He Yu is colorblind...... No one would have thought of such a thing, right? ”
Shi Zuocai shook his head.
"Strange place is not here...... Or rather, it is precisely because it is confirmed that He Yu is completely colorblind that this blog seems very strange. ”
"What do you mean?"
Shi Zuocai slid the wheel up and down, and flipped through several diaries, his expression gradually solemn.
He slowly turned his head to look at me.
"Zhang Tianyou, do you remember what we said at the beginning?"
I watched him in silence.
He said word for word:
"An essay like this, which is narrated entirely in the first person, often creates a huge blind spot......"
"——Who is the 'I' in the article?"