Section 64 The End or a New Beginning
After that night, Xu Xiaojuan and Linlin were both sick, Xu Xiaojuan was fine, just had a fever, and she was fine after a few days of dripping, but Linlin was more powerful, she was hospitalized for a month, and she had no other symptoms, that is, fever, repeated fever, just take the medicine, burn as soon as the medicine is stopped, you can't blow the cold wind, you can't touch the cold water, and when you blow the cold wind, you feel the cold water, and the pain hurts all over the body, it's the kind of pain that comes out of the bones.
Both of them forgot what happened the night before, and they both thought that they were sick because the air conditioner was turned on too much, and because Linlin had just had a fetus some time ago, she didn't rest well and got cold, and the doctor said that it might be difficult for her to have children in the future.
Linlin's grandfather came to see Linlin a few times when she was hospitalized, but after seeing that Linlin, who was originally delicate and like a flower, turned into a withered and shrunken dried flower in a short period of time because of her illness, she left a sum of money and never appeared again.
Linlin was not very surprised by this result, maybe she had already thought of such a result when she killed the fetus, and several times Linlin would laugh at herself when she chatted with Xiaojuan again, saying that she still earned it, although her health was not there, her beauty was not, but at least she left her enough money to live a worry-free life in her life.
When asked what her plans are in the future, Linlin said that she may go to a city where no one knows her, open a small flower shop, spend the rest of her life with those flowers, and maybe adopt a child, but for love, Linlin said that she will not have hope anymore.
Later, Linlin disappeared after being discharged from the hospital, and even Xu Xiaojuan didn't know where she went, and then Xu Xiaojuan received an email with a photo of Linlin holding a large bouquet of flowers, and the background was a flower shop called "Yu Sheng".
Of course, I knew all these things from the letter Xu Xiaojuan burned to me later, and she said that although she had forgotten what happened that night, she was sure that all of this had nothing to do with me.
Well, I'll admit it, everything happened under my influence, but I still think about that baby spirit sometimes.
After this incident ended, the most devastating one was Li Xiaohui, although they had not been in contact for a long time, but I knew that when the infant spirit called her "Mom" at the last moment, Li Xiaohui really regarded herself as his mother, Li Xiaohui was silent for a long time for this matter, and it was not until later that Hanami calculated for a long time and told Li Xiaohui that her fate with the child was not broken, and the fate of mother and child would be renewed in the next reincarnation, Li Xiaohui came out of the shadows, but what Li Xiaohui didn't know was that In order to deduce this result, Hanami took the merits of his own life.
Later, I asked Hanami if he regretted this matter, you must know that he is a very rare "good man of the tenth generation", but in order to help Li Xiaohui calculate this result, he put the merits of his own life into it, and this loss is not something that can be made up for by giving him another life.
However, I still underestimated Hanami's understanding of the Buddha, and Hanami's answer to my question was full of Zen, but in my opinion, it was just nonsense, he said, "What is gain, what is loss? The loss you see is not a kind of gain, as the old saying goes: If you lose your horse, how do you know if it is a blessing? He then ended the conversation.
For a person like me who doesn't understand Buddhism at all, Hanami's words are complete nonsense, no one will know what the result will be when you do something, even if it is a stable thing, the ending may not be the same as you expect, many people do something they know will not have a result, in fact, what they ask for is peace of mind.
It's been a long time since this incident, and I haven't encountered anything else that needs help, and I don't have anything to do in the Yin Division, so when I'm bored, I go to the government office to find those ghosts to get together, and listen to them talk about how many troublesome ghosts they caught today, which powerful ghosts they dealt with yesterday, and where should I go tomorrow......
Their life is very simple, that is, they follow the bull head and horse face to catch ghosts; But their lives are rich because every day is different.
This afternoon, I carried food and a pot of wine into the mansion, and entered the hut where they were on duty, but I saw that the ghosts who were originally lively and noisy were sitting in uncharacteristically silence.
This is the first time I've seen it.,I usually see me coming.,These buddies don't say it's almost the same as a welcome in the middle of the road.,But today they're not excited about my arrival at all.。
"Hey, I said brother, what's wrong? Could it be that Big Brother Bull is here to train you again? "I put the things in my hand away, and looked curiously at this depressed ghost, Niu Tou served as their chief instructor, and often gave these ghosts an urgent training, and occasionally abused these ghosts and ghosts crying wolf, dejected, looking at today's state, it won't be abused by Niu Tou again, right?!
"Yo, what's going on today? Why is it all wilting? "I used to hear my ridicule, these ghosts will laugh with me, but at this time, there are no ghosts to pay attention to me, the state of these ghosts really surprised me, now I am more curious about what happened to them, is it really the new training plan of the bull head to train miserably?
While I was guessing, I patted the nearest ghost on the shoulder and asked, "Hey, what's going on?" When the sky falls, there is a high top? Why are you so depressed? ”
Under my questioning, a ghost who finally had a good relationship with me accosted: "It's Lord Niutou, I went up on a mission a few days ago, and I only came back today." ”
"It's just a mission, and as you said, he's already back, so what's there to be frustrated? Isn't it that the bull-headed brother was bullied above and came back to take out his anger on you? I couldn't help but guess.
"It's not like that at all, Lord Minotaur is still very good to our men, okay." Finally, a ghost couldn't help it and told me what happened during this time.