Chapter Eighty-Three: Excuse me, good night
Luo Zhe and the girl were only together for more than a month, and he was shy at that time, and he was always waiting for her to get off work on the side of the road opposite "Luo Se", so no one knew about them. Later, after the girl left, Luo Zhe always thought that it was a wound in his heart that he didn't want to touch, so he never mentioned it to anyone, but today in order to coax Xiao Qi, he said it but found it tasteless.
Now that I think about it, it wasn't love at all. Otherwise, it is not a matter of phone call to find someone as the leader of the Wing Tiger Gang later, maybe it is just sympathy, chatting, liking, and having a good impression.
As for when the woman just disappeared, the reason why she was crazy for a while should be unwilling.
What happened today caught Luo Zhe a little off guard, originally the proposal was successful, and the two were very happy, and the next should be a happy and romantic night, but it turned out to be like this, and there was a feeling of unhappiness and parting. Luo Zhe leaned on the armrest of the sofa, if it was before, he would definitely grab Xiao Qi back and continue to coax, or go to sleep with her, but now he really feels a little tired, Xiao Qi's attitude makes Luo Zhe a little weak.
That woman, from the moment she met, was destined to be like a shock, a glance for ten thousand years; That heartbeat, from the moment it began, was destined to be a boat, and it was difficult to collect it; From the moment of affection and affection, it was doomed to dry up the sea and rotten and the earth barren; That fate, from the moment it was intertwined, was destined to be unhesitating and inevitable.
In a relationship, the active party will invest a lot of emotions when pursuing the other party, and after he catches up, he will subconsciously ask for a certain amount of return for his previous efforts. People are not satisfied, at first they just want to see her at any time and talk to her, then they want to stay by her side, possess her, and finally want to get her body and her heart. As it said on the Internet: "I just wanted to know what your name was, but I didn't expect to fall in love with you." ”
Luo Zhe didn't understand why he couldn't get into Xiao Qi's heart after working hard for so long. Why bother exchanging sincerity for sadness, the final harvest is only cold, why bother to take attention in exchange for ignorance, and the final harvest is only ignorance. Love is a matter of two people, and it is too difficult to maintain it by his efforts alone. This relationship was forced on her from the beginning, should she let go of those things that never belonged to her.
Luo Zhe's heart suddenly had a thought of wanting to give up, he sat up and wanted to go to the wine cabinet to get wine, but he saw the mango juice that Xiao Qi had only drunk on the table, took it and tasted it, pouted his lips in disgust, it was sour and sweet, the taste was weird, and the taste was sticky and greasy, he took another sip and frowned, I really didn't understand how that woman could like such a bad thing, where is the wine delicious. took another sip, remembering that Xiao Qi held a pot of mango juice in his arms, grinned at himself, and smiled contentedly. I took another sip and the cup bottomed out.
Luo Zhe suddenly laughed, he even had a day when he was trapped by his demons and lost his way. In the beginning, it was just a desire to be with this little woman, and it didn't matter if she liked it or not, whether she liked herself or not. Later, she gradually liked herself, so he felt that it would be good to stay together for the rest of their lives and never be separated. But later, he began to think, why couldn't this woman love him more? Why does he always pay more? See, human lust is such a terrible thing, at first you just want a hug, accidentally get a kiss, then you want a bed, a marriage certificate, and then you want more and more. But in fact, all you want in the first place is a hug.
How can you be willing to let your wife sleep alone? Without Xiao Qi's soft and cute pillow, I can't sleep. Loche gently pushed open the door to the guest room, and a figure curled up on the bed. Psychologically speaking, if a person bends his body into a ball while sleeping, it means that he is sleeping in an insecure environment, and subconsciously hopes that someone can hold him. Luo Zhe sat on the edge of the bed and stroked her hair, "Baby, I'm sorry, my husband shouldn't let you sleep here alone." ”
Xiao Qi didn't move, she could only hear her slight breathing, it seemed that she was really tired and slept so deeply. Luo Zhe picked up Xiao Qi and went back to the bedroom, Xiao Qi's eyes were still tear-stained, and his nose was a little red, it seemed that he had cried before going to bed, or he fell asleep crying. Luo Zhe kissed the corners of her eyes, distressed and happy, distressed that he made Xiao Qi sad and sad, and happy that Xiao Qi was jealous, indicating that he still had a chance to get her forgiveness.
"Wife, I'm sorry, good night." What was I thinking about just now, I wanted to give up, what a bastard, I will never give up in this life, as long as I am by her side.
In Luo Zhe's heart, Xiao Qi's position is unshakable, he has lived alone for more than 20 years, it is Xiao Qi who has given him the warmth of home, so that he finally does not have to bear endless loneliness alone, Xiao Qi is not only a wife for him, but also a kind of dependence from the depths of his heart.
Loch went to the kitchen to make a simple dinner, ate half of it himself, and kept the rest warm in the pot. Although Xiao Qi doesn't want to eat now, what if half of the night is hungry.
In the morning, Xiao Qi opened his eyes and found himself lying on the bed in the bedroom, not surprised at all.
If Luo Zhe let her spend the night alone in the guest room, and now she feels relaxed, then it means that her status in his heart is no more than that, she can clearly tell herself, this man dares to leave you alone in the guest room now, and he will dare to leave you alone on the road in the future, this man is not good to you, and it will get worse and worse in the future, you should have a long pain rather than a short pain, and leave him without hesitation.
But now, Xiao Qi is lying in Luo Zhe's arms, she can't forget his tenderness, she can't forget his love. I thought that when I woke up from a sleep, all the troubles would be solved, but I still had no clue what it should look like or what it should be.
Looking at the man beside me who hadn't woken up yet, I really wanted to cry in his arms, why are you so good to me, how can I be willing to leave you.
Xiao Qi could feel that he was becoming more and more possessive of Luo Zhe, and he was more and more afraid of losing him. Stretching out his fingers to outline Loche's face, how could he be so handsome. I want to just stay in his arms and look at him.