"You're telling the truth now."

Yan Beishen's voice was very soft, I nodded vigorously, and then hugged him tighter, trying to tell him that I was telling the truth through this hug.

"Yan Beishen, I have never loved others, the reason why I wanted to leave was because I thought I was dying, I thought that even if I lived, I could only be paralyzed, in fact, the person I loved has always been you, what I said is true, you believe me, believe me again, okay!"

"Even if what you say is false, I will take it as true."

It is said that reuniting after a long absence is the happiest thing in life, and now I feel that I am the happiest person.

Yan Beisheng let go of me, then took my hand and sat on the stool next to him, he stretched out his hand to me and wiped away all my tears with his rough fingertips, "Iris, it's not good to blame me, I forgot about you with amnesia before, and you suffered so much, and you will never be again." ”

"No, no, no, it's not good to blame me, I shouldn't hide it from you, I shouldn't make decisions for our future alone, I will never again."

"Well, it's not good to blame you."

I wanted to blame me a few more times, but Yan Beishen gave me such a sentence, so that I forgot the lines I was going to say next.

"By the way, Yan Beishen, did anyone come this morning to inquire about the news of the assassins?"

"It turned out that you set up a bureau for Ah Liu to call someone to come to the mansion, and now I have asked the housekeeper to send someone back to the prince's mansion, I'm afraid he should also understand what I mean."

I nodded, this is the best, let Yan Zituo know that Yan Beishen has a lot of tricks for him, if he still dares to come nonsense, I am afraid that he will not be able to get out of it so easily.

"By the way, are you pretending to be the county lord of Feirui, the real county lord?"

"No, the real county lord doesn't know who has been poisoned, but fortunately, there is Yuheng, a miracle doctor, so it won't be long before she can get better, and then I will exchange it with her."

I don't know where I said this wrong, Yan Beishen suddenly made a straight face, "If I hadn't pierced this window paper today, would you have to leave me when this county lord is ready." ”

What he said was all right, but how could I be so ignorant, "No, no, I will be at ease to pretend to be an ordinary maid at that time, and then stay in the palace, as long as I look at you from afar." ”

"Really?" Obviously, Yan Beishen didn't believe what I said, and I deliberately leaned towards him, wanting to tell him not to be so serious, I haven't been so close to him for a long time, and I don't want to break this sweetness.

However, it's not that I don't want to be broken, just when I wanted to say something more to Yan Beishen, a discordant voice sounded outside the door.

"Lord, the side concubine said that her stomach hurts again, and she is rolling in pain, and someone said that she asked you to go over and take a look." It was Steward Xia who passed the word, and it was estimated that he also knew that the person in the house at this time was me, so there was a little unnatural between the words of this speech.

How did I forget this stubble, and only care about the joy of confessing my heart with Yan Beishen, yes, although we have only been separated for a few months, but Yan Beiyan has so many beauties by his side, and one of them is pregnant with a child, although I gave up on him first, so I don't have half a point to blame him for his position in this matter.

"You, go over and have a look." In the end, I still said this sentence against my will, in fact, I regretted it after saying it, I didn't want him to go, I didn't want to share him with other women, I didn't want to, I didn't want to!

Yan Beishen was like a roundworm in my stomach, he looked at me and asked seriously, "You really want me to go, I'm afraid I won't be able to come back tonight." ”

What should I say, how should I say it, I can't tell him to go, but what is in that woman's belly is his flesh and bones, although the dead Huahua said that the child was definitely not Yan Beiyan's, but it is difficult to guarantee that it is not a lie that Huahua said at random in order to protect herself!

I'm so entangled, I'm so conflicted!

"Forget it, I'll go with you." Since some things have happened, I have to face them, and I don't want to embarrass Yan Beishen in this matter anymore.

After hearing my answer, Yan Beishen smiled, "Nan Kite, it's better for you to be as domineering as before, otherwise I will think that you don't love me anymore." ”

"Be domineering, how can I be domineering, so that you are not allowed to see your first child in the future, let you cut off relations with them in the future, and let you immediately dismiss all the concubines in the mansion, isn't that the case!"

I know in my heart that I can't blame him for this matter, but I do think so, I am jealous of that woman, I am jealous that she has a child of Yan Beiyan, I am jealous that she once possessed Yan Beiyan, at this moment I doubt that I can really go back to the past without any guilt between me and Yan Beiyan!

"Nan Kite, I'll give you an explanation tonight!" He didn't say anything more, but dragged me to the woman's room.

When we arrived, we saw that there were many doctors in the concubine's room, but there was no Leng Si in these doctors today.

"Lord, Lord, are you here, Sisi is so afraid, Sisi is so afraid!" This woman's voice didn't look like she was pretending, and I glanced at Yan Beiyan, but I didn't see half of his pity, even if he didn't have love for this woman in his heart, but he slept with her, didn't he, so now this daughter will have a child in her belly.

No, I can't think about it anymore, I feel like I'm going crazy.

When I think of what I have done with Yan Beishen, Yan Beishen has done it with the woman inside, he has kissed her eyebrows, kissed her cheeks, and kissed her crazy, just thinking about it makes me feel that I am almost in pain and can't stand it, before I thought I could leave Yan Beishen in a very chic way, so at that time I forced myself not to study in detail, but now I can't, I can't care less.

"Qingwang, I'll leave first." I still don't have the courage to dare to go in, I'm afraid that after I go in, Yan Beishen will no longer be able to hide his true emotions, and what should I do at that time!

Do I want to be like Xiao Ruan in the past, serving a husband with other women, no, I can't do it! I can't be so generous as to give someone else I love, I can't help it!

After leaving this room, I squatted on the ground and hugged my arms, burying my head in it, as if the first thing I thought of when I encountered suffering was not to solve, but to escape, I could find a way to solve anything, but this thing could not, once it happened, it would never be pure and immaculate.

Nan Kite, you big idiot, you fool, why did you leave Yan Bei in the first place, why did you say that kind of decisive words to him, now it's okay, a ravine has been drawn between the two of you, or a ravine that can never be crossed!

"I knew you were crying here, it didn't make sense." Yan Beishen didn't know when he arrived at my side, I looked up at him, and then he pulled me up.

I was crying so much that I couldn't help myself, but I still had to say what was in my heart, "Yan Beishen, I, I can't force myself, I can't share you with and others, I can't do it!" ”

"Who told you you were going to share me with someone else?"

"You bastard, isn't it just three months, why do you want to touch others, I hate you, I hate you!" I swung my fist at him, and he didn't stop me, just let me hit him, and I only held back my tears, "I'm sorry, the person I should hate the most is myself, myself!" ”

"Stupid! I've had you all the time! Yan Beishen saw that I was crying and almost out of breath, so he hugged me and told me this.

At this time, I was already out of breath, and I couldn't react to what he just said, "What do you mean that I am the only one from beginning to end, if I am the only one, how can that woman be pregnant, don't tell me, you just kiss her little hand and then have a child." ”

"Okay, don't cry, you're crying like a flood, I'll explain it to you, but I'll wait until you stop crying."

As soon as I heard this, I immediately stopped my tears, and then wiped my tears with my hands, "I don't cry, I don't cry, you tell me what the hell is going on!" ”

Yan Beishen saw that I didn't cry immediately, he helplessly picked up my face and kissed my eyes, "Follow me." ”

The place he took me to was the bath, and now the place is not guarded by anyone.

At this time, the moon is at its highest, and the moonlight spreads on the ground, which makes people feel romantic.

"I'll only explain this matter once, so you remember, all the concubines in my house are the women that officials and the emperor stuffed into me, although you did hurt my heart at that time, but I didn't recover from the blow you gave me so quickly, so no matter how beautiful the beauty is, I didn't even look at it, and secondly, most of these women are doing things for others into the palace, and the reason why I accept them all is to let others misunderstand that I, the prince, has been addicted to women and can't extricate myself, The most important point is that I want you to be jealous and come back to me. ”

I never knew that Yan Beishen's eyes were so crystal clear, he was explaining to me very seriously, but I was fascinated by his eyes.

No, no, no, I have to ask things so that even the doubts of the hair don't exist, "Then, since you haven't touched her, why did she have a child, but you didn't demolish her." ”

"It's very simple, this child is the key I use to deal with the person behind her, this woman actually drugged me after entering the house in order to cover up the fact of the child, so I made her mistakenly think that she really succeeded, but in fact, it was a small guy in the house who had a spring dream with her."

Unexpectedly, these people were so bold that they dared to drug Yan Beishen, "Then how did you escape, if you were drugged, how could you escape from her poisonous hands!" ”

Forgive me for not thinking of any other word, but the word poison to describe the woman's methods.

Yan Beishen scratched my nose dotingly, "You really think that the people in my house are decorations, if you don't believe it, you can ask Ci'an, Ci'an knows this matter best, the person she is facing now is you, the princess." ”