Zhang Ningyao didn't finish reading Yang Jin's diary, she closed it gently and put it away gently.

"Actually, I want to take it, but I think this diary should be placed here, it is one with Yang Jin, it is the soul of Yang Jin, if it is Yang Jin, she also thinks that the diary is the most suitable to be placed here," Zhang Ningyao stayed in Yang Jin's house for a while, she saw that there were many different types of books on Yang Jin's bookcase, and even the outdated textbook that Zhang Ningyao saw in the stall when they first met.

She didn't communicate much with this sister, but she knew that her sister should be the kindest child in the world.

On the way back,

"I suddenly wanted to know why you became a psychology teacher in the first place." Luo Fei's eager eyes looked at Zhang Ning and fell a little embarrassed.

The two of them found a place at the entrance of the village to sit down and watch the lama recite the sutra of the last day, and after this recitation, Yangjin really disappeared from this world completely.

"There's no particular reason for that." Zhang Ningyao seemed to be thinking of a reasonable reason.

"You also know my family environment, my food and clothing are not worried, but my family is not like a family, I always feel that I am the most redundant person in this family, like an experiment for my parents. My high school psychology teacher is my enlightenment teacher, she knows the situation at home, has talked to my parents many times and talked to them, but my parents don't understand the teacher's intentions at all, the teacher is afraid that I am depressed and often talk to me, over time I also want to become a person like her, is a teacher but the teaching is different, the homework is enough to have a responsible teacher like Yoyo, relative to me, I think the children's mental health is also very important, have a healthy psychology to be able to better complete their studies. ”

"So you became a psychology teacher?"

"I grew up in a gloomy family, but I was surprised that my personality was completely different from my parents, and of course I now understand that they were not my biological parents. But I didn't know it at the time, so my psychology teacher told me that it was possible to form a protective shell of myself in a stressful environment, and she said that people like me have a strong psychology and are very suitable for studying psychology, so I combined these two points, and I became a psychology teacher, specializing in children in the rebellious period of minors. Zhang Ningyao smiled after speaking.

"Minors are 13 or 14 years old at this time in the rebellious period and the period of youth ignorance, they understand more, but the cognition is not fully developed, this is their most eager and expectant period for the unknown, as long as they are given a good pass at this time, I believe their road will go more smoothly." Zhang Ningyao said, and Luo Fei listened quietly beside him

"You want them to be like you, when they are most ignorant and most in need of help, there is a person to listen to their own unspeakable or youthful pain points." Zhang Ningyao nodded

"Yes, it's really important to listen, like we're both doing now, I said, you listen. But today's children are becoming more and more precocious, and they ignore the importance of mental health. They rarely come to me, they don't look like I was cheeky back then, they think I'm an elder and an adult, so they don't want to communicate with me. Only in every class can I popularize some knowledge with them, and try to be friends with them as much as possible, and guide them to come to me no matter what, but the effect is very small, maybe the children now have a better understanding of what they want. ”

"It's true that today's children know more about what they want and what they want to do. What about your initiation teacher? When he said this, Zhang Ningyao was a little sad and a little depressed.

"She died. She was killed by a pervert, and the pervert slashed around her face and mouth, ruined her entire face, and had many knives in her heart. Have you ever seen a movie called Black Dahlia? ”

"Nope."

"The gangster made a big cut in the victim's mouth in the movie, just like a clown. My teacher was even more pitiful than her, and her whole face was full of cuts. ”

"How do you... Knows so clearly. Zhang Ningyao seemed to be reminiscing about the past

"She asked me to go to her house for dinner that day, and I found her, and I called the police, and she was only 26 years old that year if I remember correctly." Zhang Ningyao was still recalling, Luo Fei hugged her tightly,

"Okay, Ning Yao, let's stop thinking about it, okay, you relax." Zhang Ningyao seemed to be out of control, and the lamas who were reciting the scriptures had already packed up and returned home, and the two of them were left in the entire village.

"No, Luo Fei. I can't forget, forgetting the past is tantamount to betrayal. I want to say, can you listen well? Luo Fei nodded heavily and let go of her gently.

"You say, I'll listen."

"It rained a lot that day, and the teacher told me before school that she had paid me to go to her house today, and she made me braised hairtail and sweet and sour short ribs. I went home and put down my bag, and when I walked to her door, I could still smell the sweet and sour chops, and I was about to knock on the door, but the door didn't close. I opened the door and went in, and I was terrified, a field of blood, she was lying in the middle of the living room, next to a plate of sprinkled ribs. At that time, I didn't dare to look at her face at all, her heart was still bleeding, I ran over and tried to cover it, but the blood didn't listen to the call, and kept flowing outward, until the floor, our bodies were all stained with her blood... I knew that she couldn't be saved, so I dared to look at her face, her face was scratched by a knife, and the flesh around her mouth was turning out, I wanted to vomit, but I couldn't vomit, so I endured it and called the police. I'm constantly reminding these damn wretched people to help me find the murderer, that pervert! My poor teacher, she's only 26 years old. ”

"Didn't the police find any news of the murderer?"

"They said that it was not random, it may be deliberate, let me provide someone who has a holiday with her, my teacher is like Yang Jin, the kindest person, who usually never speaks loudly, who will make enemies with her!" Luo Fei hugged her and patted her back gently,

"Did you go and look for it as the police said?"

"Finding clues to solve the case is the police's business, my only ability at that time was to find her hometown, and told his parents the whole thing, her parents were in pain, the two old people were high school teachers in the town, and they were diligent all their lives, but in the end they got such an end, I said that finding clues to solve the case was the police's business, but I never stopped looking for clues, but no, not at all, as if this incident had never happened."

"I know, you've done your best." Luo Fei had no position on this matter, thinking of his previous life......

"I'm sorry I poured so many bad things for you at once." Zhang Ningyao slowly calmed down, and Luo Fei could imagine the pain of a high school student facing that scene alone.

"Do you still have nightmares now?" Zhang Ningyao raised his head and glanced at Luo Fei deeply

"No, I was dreaming every night at the beginning, but now it's okay." Luo Fei couldn't imagine how she could endure so many things as a small person, and it was all a nightmare.

"I never gave up looking for clues, but when I told the police that I didn't know the crime, they didn't believe it at all, and said that I was still a child and didn't understand. Luo Fei, can you imagine? What does it mean to not understand? What do you mean by not understanding? Where do they understand, they blame their incompetence on me because I am too young to understand. Do you understand? ”

"I understand, I also laughed at Mao Xiaoguang at that time, and let me do what they couldn't do, but I found that there are still many people who do their best, and it is those who do their best to make me who I am today."

"Let's go back." As soon as the two walked out, they heard the ladies shouting loudly, and Zhang Ningyao saw very clearly that in the tallest wooden ancient building in the entire village, located at the top of the fourth floor, a person fell from the sky.

The man was dressed in a red robe, and the robe was embroidered with gold thread, and flew down like a fiery red phoenix, and fell heavily to the ground.

Zhang Ningyao couldn't see it clearly, but she knew that person was Bandan, the only person she knew who was related to her by blood in this world.

They ran over, and there was a circle of women around them, but no one stepped forward, not even to help them up.

Zhang Ningyao ran over and helped Bandan up, and Bandan had a lot of blood on his head and was confirmed dead.

Zhang Ningyao slowly put her down

"Who saw Juemu jump down just now?" Not a single person spoke. Luo Fei asked again in the Menba language, and everyone shook their heads.

Luo Fei whispered to Zhang Ningyao

"It may be that Bandan jumped down by herself, you see that her clothes and hair are all taken care of, if she is pushed down, she should be very panicked, and you look at her expression again, it is very serene, and it does not reveal a very frightened look." Zhang Ningyao nodded.

"Since Jue Mu has ascended to heaven, I will act as the patriarch for the next period of time, and we will choose the patriarch when you deal with the aftermath of Jue Mu for three days." Zhang Ningyao is very strange

"Why are there only women and children in the clan? What about the men? An old woman said

"My son told me that he went out with Bhamo to make money."

"Bhamor? Go out and make money? Zhang Ningyao and Luo Fei glanced at each other

"Is that all the strong men in the clan with them?"

"And Dawa." After a while, Dawa, who had been a long-time watchman, ran in from outside the village. Luo Fei asked him

"Where have you been these days?" Dawa said

"Yang Jin told me that she had a book to read, but she could only buy it in Lhasa, so I went out for a few days. Did something happen? This is? Dawa saw Bandhan lying on the ground.

"Jue Mu? Ascension? Zhang Ningyao nodded

"Not only Ban Dan but also Yang Jin, who was eaten by the mother Gu. The main thing is that now the whole village except for the women and children you see now, the rest of the strong men are all gone, saying that they have followed Bamo. ”

"What! What about Yangjin? I'm going to see her, she's fine before I leave! "Dawa was a little out of control and very emotional.

"Dawa, are you and Yang Jin in a relationship?" Zhang Ningyao asked suspiciously

"How do you know?" Dawa looked at Zhang Ningyao in disbelief.

"She committed suicide, and I didn't want you to see it, as for why I know, you go to her room and have a look, there is a diary on her bedside table, and one is written specifically for you, ending with myonlyloveDW, at first I thought DW was an abbreviation in English, but I didn't expect it to be an abbreviation of the name Hanyu Pinyin." Dawa ran desperately towards the cave.

After Dawa left, Luo Fei asked everyone

"What did you all do with the ceremony of Juemu's ascension to heaven?" An older Mora said

"All the people who are respected in the clan must go to the top of the mountain and be buried in the sky."

"Then when will the ceremony be held, three days after the lama recites the sutras."

"Then you can do it, we foreigners are not easy to interfere with, but everyone should know my identity, I am Yang Jin's own sister, and I am the biological daughter of Bandan Jue's mother. During this time, I will replace the management for a period of time, and after Bandan ascends to heaven, I will choose the patriarch, do you have any objections. "The people in the clan have been controlled by Bandhan's hegemony for a long time, and they all shook their heads and did what they were told.