Chapter 250: Ready to Move?
Zhan Mochen quickly pulled Chang Xiqian away from his body.
After being reborn, Zhan Mochen's cleanliness habit became more serious.
Unless it was Su Yu, when other women approached, he would feel disgusted, even the girl in front of him who had made him love for a whole adolescence.
Yes, back then, Chang Xixi was just a little girl, innocent and cute, and she loved her for more than ten years.
In a blink of an eye, everyone is no longer young and young.
The wheel of fate did not stop turning because of Chang Xixi's departure, and it did not change its course because of her return.
used to be Chang Xixi's life and death, extremely crazy, but after all, didn't she forget it.
He can't deny the authenticity of the feelings back then, but those are indeed things that were in the past, aren't they?
Zhan Mochen will not forget why he died in the previous life, and why he was born in this life.
It's not a responsibility, it's a burden.
It's not a debt either, and a debt can feel depressing.
It's love, it's voluntary, it's sweet, and at the same time, it's something you want to reciprocate.
It is precisely because love is selfish and love wants to be reciprocated that Zhan Mochen will be angry and angry at Su Yu's ignorance and indifference.
Today, Su Yu smiled at Qiao Qi, Yan Yuxiu, Ning Yimiao, Simeng, and Mu Ziqi, but she never smiled at herself, and she rarely even looked at herself.
Zhan Mochen didn't understand why Su Yu in the previous life loved herself so much, but in this life, she always looked reserved.
Chang Xiqian, who was pushed away by Zhan Mochen, was obviously stunned, she had already done this, why was it still useless?
Chang Xiqian looked at Zhan Mochen, her eyes were injured, and there was a hint of fear in her trembling voice: "Mochen, you have changed." ”
Zhan Mochen looked at the girl with pear blossoms and rain in front of him steadily, and slowly spoke: "It's been so many years, of course it will change." Xixi, I am already married, and I sincerely hope that you can also find your happiness as soon as possible. ”
"No, Mochen, how could I be happy without you?" Chang Xiqian cried, "I know I'm wrong, Mo Chen, can you forgive me, I'm back now, you can't do without me." ”
Zhan Mochen smiled lightly and said, "I have forgiven you a long time ago." ”
Because I let go, I forgive.
Because I don't love anymore, I forgive.
Because it didn't matter, I forgave it.
"That's not the case, Mo Chen, you said, you will love me for a lifetime, you will wait for me for a lifetime, why do you want to get married, why don't you wait for me."
Chang Xiqian's expression was too sad, and Zhan Mochen couldn't bear it and didn't comfort her.
Zhan Mochen knew very well in his heart that he was no longer the big boy who wiped away her tears back then.
Now that I am a husband, I should understand that there are some things that should not be done, and some people should keep a distance.
Zhan Mochen turned around and left suddenly, leaving only one sentence: "Since you chose to leave back then, then I respect your choice, for the sake of us growing up together, I still treat you as a friend." ”
A friend should have the consciousness of a friend.
Chang Xiqian caught up with Zhan Mochen, this time, she didn't touch Zhan Mochen again, but kept a certain distance from him very measuredly, and seemed to say very forbearingly: "I'm sorry, Mochen, I was not good just now." However, after all, you are the only man I have ever loved in my life, and I don't know if I will fall in love with someone else again in the future, so let me stay by your side quietly and watch you be happy, okay, so I am very satisfied. For my friend's sake, don't push me away, okay. ”
Zhan Mochen's heart can't be tough anymore after all.
After all, it's the person I once loved, and after all, it's a girl with pear blossoms and rain.
He couldn't be indifferent.
Zhan Mochen could only nod and replied, "Then let's go back to the position of friends." ”
Feeling Zhan Mochen's vacillation, Chang Xiqian's face instantly bloomed with a bright smile.
This familiar smile, this long-lost smile, made Zhan Mochen's heart feel in a trance for a moment.
It's beautiful, just as beautiful as it was all those years ago.
That year, eighteen-year-old Chang Xiqian agreed to twenty-year-old Zhan Mochen.
Only he knows how happy and satisfied he is to hold the beauty.
They have become recognized as golden boys and girls in the circle.
It's just that two years later, Chang Xixi suddenly said goodbye without saying goodbye.
Zhan Mochen went crazy and tried all kinds of methods to inquire and find.
However, at that time, Zhan Mochen was only a college student studying abroad, and his ability was limited.
She could only go to the place where Chang Xixi might go and wait, calling all her family, friends and classmates to ask.
For example, checking entry and exit information, tracking mobile phone signals, and retrieving call records, these things were not possible for Zhan Mochen at that time.
After being in the doldrums for a while, Zhan Mochen gave up.
It's just that since then, his character has become more gloomy.
Although so many years have passed, after all, it is each other's first love, and the purest love is like a seed, which was buried deep in Zhan Mochen's heart, and he never wanted to touch it again, until today......
Stir.