"You know what I like to hear, but don't say anything about the unhappy."

"The thing worth being happy about is that we can leave completely in half a month, and everything has been arranged, do you think this is a happy thing?"

This is indeed the best news I have heard recently, I have been looking forward to the stars and the moon for so many years, I have been thinking that one day I can live an ordinary life, and now it is finally going to come true, and I am indeed very happy in my heart.

"Okay, the candy has been eaten, you should tell me the unhappy thing now, I just hope that this unhappy thing will pass soon."

Yan Beishen's expression became serious at this time, "Nan Kite, promise me, after hearing this news, you have to hold on." ”

He said this so seriously, so that my mood was indeed tightened in an instant, "You just said it." I'm not a little girl anymore, I've experienced so many things, as long as it's not special, forget it, you say, don't be like this, I'm so scared. ”

"Yan Hai died, he committed suicide on the way he was escorted to the earthen road, he burned it on the spot, and only brought back a jar of ashes, saying that he left a letter before committing suicide, and left a few lines in the letter, asking you to deal with his funeral."

The news was like a slap in the face to me, and after I listened to what he said, I felt a sound echoing in my ears, what did he just say? He said my master, he died.

How could it be Although I know that he no longer wants to avenge Nianxin, but how could it be so sudden, my eyes were dark, and I almost fell down, but fortunately, Yan Beishen quickly supported me.

Three days later. I left the palace because the master's urn returned.

The letter was still quiet, the sugar was on top of the urn, and I opened it to see what it contained.

It was indeed for me to help him deal with the funeral, he said that he asked me to find his son Yan He, he hoped that he could be buried with that woman, he said that there was only one wish left in this life, and he hoped that I could help him.

Obviously he was still a living person a few days ago, and I helped him find his son to find that Sisi a few days ago, and I also helped him convey to them everything he wanted to say and do, but why am I so stupid? How could I not have thought that this was actually a last word.

I don't know why, at this time, in my mind, I actually went back to the time when I first met the master, when he taught me to ride a horse, he thought I was stupid, saying that I was not a horse riding material, but he still took the trouble to teach me over and over again, even if I fell off the horse n times, even if I had made him very popular.

Originally, I still had hatred, resentment and blame for him in my heart. Because I think that he is still the man I love the most for his own selfish desires, and he has avenged Yixin for himself, and he has ignored all other people's names, but at this moment I feel that he has never actually lived for himself.

Yan Hai can be regarded as a repeat offender, but the king of Shu helped in it, and he asked the emperor to let Yan Hai return to his homeland.

His funeral was held very simply, there were only two or three people in attendance, until the end the person I was expecting never came, I don't know, he didn't know the news that his father had passed away, or he knew, but he didn't want to come and sat at the end, I still couldn't fulfill the master's last wish, it seems that he still can't forgive the master in his heart.

King Shu stood in front of the tomb and spilled a glass of wine, "Ah Hai, Nianxin and I both treat you as my own brother, I don't know that you have been obsessed with Nianxin's death all these years, and you have done so many wrong things, in fact, Nianxin She once said to me, your younger brother is the best person for her in the world, and you have been better to her than me, more than anyone." Now that you've gone to that world, you've gone to her, you must have met now, and she'll be happy. In this world, all the disturbances, all the twists and turns of right and wrong have left with your departure, I hope you can truly live for yourself in the next life, don't live for anyone again, don't have any hatred. ”

I can be regarded as a daughter-in-law with the king of war. But I don't know him at all, and I'm a little afraid of him, I can't say I'm afraid, but I have some fear of him.

Because he was actually a very great character, and in my opinion, he was able to suppress that thing back then, which is really amazing.

It's not that he doesn't have the ability to resist and struggle, he just wants the peace of his family and a happy life, so he chooses to forbear and give up, but he doesn't want to end up with a broken family.

"Child, I think you seem to be a little afraid of me, in fact, about you, Beixi has already told me, he said that you are an understanding and good girl, and you are also the person who Beishen cares about the most now, she said that in this world except you, no one can make Beishen become like this, I am glad that he did not become like his own father; I'm glad you're still willing to be with him, but there's one thing I want to tell you, and I hope you'll listen to my advice, and I don't know if you'd like to hear me talk to you. ”

Oh my God, he's got it all on the ground, can I still say I don't want to?

I could only nod happily, "You said I was a junior, I listened." ”

He looked at me so well-behaved, and he seemed very satisfied with me.

"I know that there is an agreement between your husband and wife, that is, you must never get involved in it again because of the struggle for imperial power, but the current situation is different, now except for him, no one can inherit the unification, and he has that ability, he also has that ability, he is a person who was born to be an emperor, I don't want to make the people of the world miss out on a good king because of your short-sighted relationship, I think you should be able to understand what I mean."

If the old emperor said these words to me, I would definitely scold him for being a bloody dog, but the person who said this was Yan Beishen's father, the person he really thought was his father in his heart.

But there are some things I can't help but say, and if I back down here at this time, there will be more things to back down in the future.

"King Shu, this matter is not up to me, you should ask Yan Beishen what he means. Do you want to be the emperor? Whether to inherit the unification or not, I can't decide these things, you also know how hard Yan Beishen has been over the years, he was designed by his own brother, he wanted to take revenge, but in the end, nothing could go as he wanted, I also hope that you can not persecute him, since you love her mother so much, then I think you must also be able to love the house and Wu, right. ”

King Shu disagrees with my point of view, "It is precisely because he has suffered so much over the years that this throne is his best reward, Miss Nan Kite, don't you want to be a queen, don't you want to be a mother in the world, that is the supreme glory of a woman." ”

This hard persuasion didn't work, and now it has been changed to the temptation of power.

"Lord Wang, you are wrong, I always thought that you loved a woman, you must understand that what a woman wants most in this life must not be glory and wealth, nor is it the so-called queen's position, what she wants most is her husband by her side, and her children and grandchildren around her knees. The queen's throne looks high, and everyone envy it, but in fact, only those who really sit in that position will understand what it means to be high and cold, and I have never shared my husband's hobby with others. If he becomes the emperor, there will inevitably be countless people who will sacrifice beautiful women, and countless officials will want to send their daughters and granddaughters into the palace. ”

Maybe what I said today, the king felt very unhappy after hearing it. But I mean what I mean.

Sure enough, after I said this, the prince looked at me with wide eyes, and he seemed to be very, very dissatisfied with my words.

"Where did your daughter's family come from so many crooked words, you just need to know that you only need to stand behind him now and be his woman, I know that you are now a mother and a child, and you can blackmail him if you have a child, but don't forget that I am his father, and it is natural for the son to obey his father's orders in this world."

I found that this king is also a crooked brain, maybe in his opinion, only the throne is the most important thing in the world, he is the most beloved person in Yan Beishen, and I don't want to have such a stiff relationship with him.

"I understand your thoughts, but I also hope that you can think about it for him, he has done a lot for you over the years. Now that my master is gone, you should also understand that life is the most precious thing in the world, and as long as you live, isn't the greatest happiness to live according to your own heart? I don't want to. I don't want him to live in that cage for the rest of my life.

Seeing that my attitude had eased, the expression of the king of the warrior had eased a lot, but he still insisted on his opinion, "As long as you don't block it inside, that's fine." ”

"Okay, I can promise you, but I also hope you don't force him, I understand that your thoughts are definitely different from those of a junior like me, I also know that the people of Li need a Mingjun, and I also know that all of you think he is the Mingjun, but before that, I want him to live for himself. If he tells me that he wants to be the emperor and that he wants to stay here, then I will support him, and I will support him no matter what he does, but if he says that she is willing to go with me, and he is willing to live the life of ordinary people, then none of you can force him. ”

This is an agreement I made with King Shu, and I am very confident that Yan Beishen will definitely have the same idea as me in the end, and I firmly believe this.