Chapter 222: I Don't Blame You
This is a memory of the vicissitudes.
At the beginning of the opening of heaven and earth, she wandered outside the Three Realms and Six Realms, I don't know how many years later, her mind gradually formed, when she was conscious, she was already in the heavenly realm, and there was a stone beside her, which was the Traceless Stone.
Cangming's memories appeared in Han Qingge's brain one after another, she was uncomfortable and wanted to open her eyes but couldn't open them, and she couldn't move if she wanted to.
"Don't be afraid. A gentle female voice sounded in her head, and Han Qingge's heart quieted down.
It's Cangming, it's Cangming's voice.
"I don't know what to call you, but I know you're my afterlife. I didn't want to be reincarnated, but I was afraid that he would regret it, and if he regretted it and couldn't find me, how painful his life would be. If you hear these words from me, then tell him for me, I do not complain against him, I never complained.
He is destined to be a natural hero, and I am only his shield, and the day he becomes famous should be the time for me to retire. He deserves the position of Divine Monarch, but the laws of heaven and earth made him miss the opportunity, and I exchanged the power of life for his killing heart, just so that he would not miss the opportunity again.
I beg you to tell him these words, that you will know him in this life, and that you will be satisfied to fight with him. ”
Cangming's voice ended here, but the picture in Han Qingge's mind did not stop until she opened her eyes, and she did not ease up.
The Traceless Stone was frightened, and it was useless to use all kinds of methods next to her, she even wanted to go out and call Ju Yiran in, but at this juncture, Han Qingge grabbed her, she almost cried, held her hand and said, "You scared me to death you." ”
"Cangming spoke to me. ”
"What?"
Traceless Stone touched her forehead and said worriedly: "It's okay, if you feel uncomfortable, you can lie down for a while, and I will accompany you by your side." ”
"Cangming really talked to me. ”
Traceless Stone looked at her with great concern, and said softly, "She gave me her memories too." ”
The Traceless Stone suddenly turned from sadness to joy and said, "Really, now you know everything." ”
"There is no pen and paper, she has words for me to bring to the vicissitudes. ”
"Yes, there is. ”
When the Traceless Stone handed the letter into the hands of Yiran, who was still outside, he hadn't come back to his senses and said, "This is from Qingge for me?"
"It's not a light song, it's a vicissitude. ”
"Cangming?"
"Mmmmmm," Traceless Stone nodded again and again, and said, "Cangming gave her memory to Qingge, and left a message in her memory for her to bring to you." ”
Ju Yiran was confused by her, and Traceless Stone shrugged and said: "That's what Qingge told me, you read the letter, Qingge said that she still has to digest the memory that Cangming gave her." ”
Ju Yiran nodded, and waited for the Traceless Stone to disappear before he opened the letter.
The ink on the letter was not dry, but the familiarity between the words on the letter made him believe that it was a letter from Cangming to him, he couldn't wait to read it, the tears in his eyes slowly gathered, but after reading three lines, his eyes were blurred, and he couldn't see anything...
Cangming, this is Cangming, it's the Cangming who loves him to the extreme...
Even in the space of the Traceless Stone, the two of them still heard the cry of Ju Yiran outside, as if people who had endured it for too long could finally cry happily.
Han Qingge's tears slid down his face unconsciously, and Traceless Stone said, "Do you want to go out to see him?"
"No, this is his moment with Cangming, don't bother him. ”
Traceless Stone tilted his head and looked at her for a long time, and said, "Qingge, you are really different from before. ”
"You mean to say I'm different from Cangming?"
The traceless stone nodded again and again, it was different from Cangming, it was very different.
"She and I are two people, even if I am her incarnation, it doesn't mean that I am her. ”
Having said that, she knew that she and Cangming's heart were the same, but he couldn't even tell who he loved, so how could Han Qingge force himself to be with him?
She lowered her eyes, wiped away her tears, and said, "I'm going to cultivate." ”
"Light song, etc. It was Ju Yiran's voice, and as soon as he came in, he hugged Han Qingge tightly, and the traceless stone retreated in amusement, leaving space for the two of them.
"Don't go, don't move, don't annoy me, let me hug, I'm so uncomfortable, too uncomfortable. Ju Yiran couldn't cry.
Han Qingge didn't know what to say, and he didn't know what words to comfort him, so he could only be hugged by him and lean lightly on him.
"Why are you so good to me? obviously not worth it, it's not worth it......" Ju Yiran repeatedly said that it was not worth it, Han Qingge wiped the tears on his face for him, who would have thought that the invincible vicissitudes would have such a fragile side.
"It's worth it, it's worth it to be able to give for your beloved. Han Qingge said softly, "Cangming loves you very much, if she becomes a god monarch, and you can't go to the upper realm for such a ridiculous reason, she will regret it for the rest of her life." ”
"What about me?" Ju Yiran put her hand on her heart and said, "In the past ten thousand years, this place has not been peaceful for a moment. If I knew that this position of Divine Monarch would be exchanged for her life, how could I agree?"
Han Qingge looked at him, his eyes were already red from crying, and she said, "Did he ever love her?"
Ju Yiran said: "Love." ”
"It's a pity she doesn't know, he never told her, right? She knows what you want, but you don't know what she wants. ”
"But I..."
Han Qingge waited for his next words, but Ju Yiran couldn't say anything, what kind of husband should make contributions, how can a man talk about his children's private feelings in Cangming, what he has done for him is nothing at all.
Han Qingge caressed his face and said, "She didn't complain about you, she was very happy to make you a god." ”
Ju Yiran was stunned, and Han Qingge's hand stretched out from behind his back and took the initiative to hug him.
Ju Yiran looked down at her, the face in front of him coincided with Cangming's face, he lifted her chin, and the two looked at each other, this time Han Qingge did not reject his kiss, Ju Yiran kissed very thinly and lightly and carefully, as if he wanted to melt these ten thousand years of lovesickness and regret into this kiss.
After the two finally separated, Ju Yiran held her face and said seriously: "Qingge, are you willing to marry me again?"
Han Qingge held his hand and said, "I don't want to." ”
"Why?"
"Who is in your heart, have you figured it out? Is it Cangming, or me? or someone else?"
Ju Yiran looked at her, as if he knew her for the first time, wasn't she Cangming, wasn't Cangming her?
Han Qingge saw the confusion in his eyes, and tears gradually appeared in his eyes, and he smiled: "It's not too late to say until you figure it out." ”
She let go of her hand, took two steps back, and her figure faded and slowly disappeared.
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