Chapter 235 onwards
Qingyue listened to my answer, and after being slightly stunned, the corners of her mouth raised a slight arc, "Even if you kick in the door at that time, I won't beat you." ”
"Really?" I asked curiously, Qingyue was too cold at that time, too fierce, so I felt like I was about to collapse at that time, when I went in, uh, in fact, I didn't dare to go in for fear that Qingyue would beat me hard, I was still young at that time, and I didn't have much strength, so I couldn't win now, let alone at that time.
"Really, but I'll kick you." Qingyue said, the curvature of the corners of her mouth became more obvious.
I smiled, thinking back to what happened when I was a child, I was really emotional, at that time in the face of the cold Qingyue, I thought that I was just cold to her all my life, how could I think that I can still chat now? Things are changing really fast and unpredictable, but it's good now, I think.
I asked her if she wanted to give up on me and leave. Because I remember that I was very disobedient at the beginning, and I hated her very much, how could Qingyue not be able to see it when she was so good at observing words and feelings? Although she didn't show any disgust, I knew she was still very entangled, after all, she came to my house, and she was out of place, she wore a beautiful dress, and my house was a mud house, how to match?
"Have you thought about it, I thought about it the night you said you wanted to come in and beat me, and if you really came in at that time, then I ...... I might beat you up, and I beat you hard, and then I'll pack up my things and leave, no matter what I promised......" Azuki said.
I nodded, I was lucky that I didn't have impulsiveness at that time, otherwise what would I be like now, I can't tell fortunes, what can I do?
"But if I did leave then, I think I'd regret it......" Aotsuki continued.
"Why?"
I asked curiously, I didn't have Qingyue to teach me fortune-telling, my fate would change directly, but Qingyue was different, she was very famous at that time, and she was the top fortune teller in the yang world, she left, so it means that her life will return to her previous track, what is there to regret?
"Because I found out that it's okay to have an apprentice, if I leave at that time, it means that I am still alone......" Qingyue said.
I was happy to hear that, and I said it was a compliment?
She shook her head, "No. ”
I asked her if she would take in other apprentices if she confiscated me at that time? Qingyue shook her head, "No." ”
Her tone was serious, it seemed that if she had left at that time, she would not have accepted any more apprentices in the future.
I thought of the three years that Qingyue went up the mountain and left at that time, and I told Qingyue for the first time about the three-year life, Qingyue listened quietly, occasionally asked a few words, I fell into memories, and I will never forget that period of life for the rest of my life.
"Did you hate me for leaving?" Qingyue asked.
I shook my head, I only hated Qingyue for killing my father at that time, I didn't think much about the rest, but thinking about this, I owe Qingyue too much, I asked her to leave at that time, I said that she was no longer my master, did she want to beat me at that time?
Qingyue nodded, "I think, I really want to hit you, I was thinking why you were so stupid at that time?" Why did I kill your father? You attacked me like a demon, chased me out, I thought about kicking you a few times at that time, but after thinking about it, I didn't do it,......"
"Why?"
"Because you are my first apprentice, no matter what you think, you are still my apprentice, I don't want to beat you, and I can't bear to beat you, you were only twelve years old at that time, it's normal to be stupid......" Qingyue said, her eyes left the rearview mirror and looked ahead.
I was touched by this, and I thought to myself that I really ...... back then. Speechless to myself, I don't know what to say, I feel too much guilt about Qingyue in my heart, I can only be silent, and after a while, Qingyue asked me why I didn't speak? I subconsciously said I'm sorry.
Qingyue's eyes appeared in the rearview mirror again, she stopped the car on the side of the road, turned her head and said solemnly, "You didn't feel sorry for me." ”