However, Rei had fallen asleep, and although the charcoal stove was thriving, Rei was still trembling slightly.

Yan looked down at his extremely warm, smiled and untied the cover on his brother.

"I wanted to compare with you, it seems that you are indeed very sick, then you can rest well, I will come to see you tomorrow." Yan smiled and pushed the vents in several windows to make sure the soot in the room could pass through before leaving with peace of mind.

As soon as Yan walked to the door, he was suddenly pushed to the ground by a black shadow, he screamed, and only to realize that it was the well that had never left him.

"Big brother?" Yan was a little surprised, rubbed his shoulder that was pushed and hurt, and stood up with difficulty, "It's me, big brother." ”

"Don't call me big brother, there's no one around now, put away your pile of smirks." Well gloomy road.

Yan frowned, a little confused: "What's wrong?" It was fine just now—"

Jing Yi grabbed him by the neck and warned viciously, "Who is good with you?" Don't you look at what a lowly mother you are, always looking for an opportunity to make it back? I warn you, don't get close to the third brother again, don't fight any more to get close to Yun Niang, otherwise, I will let you die an ugly death. ”

Third brother?

It seems that Jing also took it for granted that the person who walked out of the door was a courtesy, who let Yan just now obviously "go"?

"Big brother-" Yan was really confused, as if he had never known this fierce and vicious big brother.

"Those who know each other are far away from them, far away from Shangguan's mansion, otherwise you will never have a good life when I am here." Jing finished his fierce threat and walked away.

Yan touched his neck like fire in the dark, dazed.

Yan's confused appearance slowly lengthened, the edges and corners between his eyebrows became more and more distinct, and time was changing, this was what he looked like when he grew up - Shangguan Yan's appearance.

But it was not quite the same, he was dressed in familiar white clothes, sitting on the edge of the dim bed, holding a pot in his hand, the pot seemed to be cold for a long time, but he didn't realize that the thing that warmed him had the opposite effect, he stared at a place with tired eyes, hollow, and engrossed.

He is Shangguan Li.

The person on the bed opened his eyes, looked at him for a long time, closed his eyes and contained the tears in his eyes, calmed his mood, and then said weakly: "Li'er." ”

This time she didn't admit her mistake.

Shangguan Li didn't know what he was thinking, but he came back to his senses after listening to the shout, and hurriedly got up and said, "How is it?" Is there a good point? Hungry? Thirsty? Or, do you want to take another break? ”

Yun Niang's sour eyes smiled, and she said quietly: "I'm tired—"

"Tired? Then take a break, is it cold? I'm going to get the quilt again? He turned to the cupboard.

Yun Niang smiled: "It's that I'm tired of lying down, I'm tired of resting, and I want to sit up and move." ”

Shangguan Li hurriedly put down the hot pot, carefully helped her up, and carefully adjusted the pillow.

Yun Niang looked at Shangguan Li's face and wanted to say something, but finally turned her head away, greeted the sunlight that penetrated through the doors and windows, and said softly: "Open some doors, it's always covered like this, and it's drowsy." ”

Shangguan Li covered the bed quilt for her, turned around and opened the window next to the bed, the autumn sun was like flowing water at the bottom of the broken tank, surging to the place where it could reach, accompanied by the slightly cold autumn wind, Yun Niang couldn't help but shiver.

"It's better to close it, it's cool." Shangguan Li had to close the window again.

"Don't, don't close it—it's clear to see, cold and warm, and it feels like you're alive." Yun Niang looked at the sunshine and smiled, and said absentmindedly, "I've been asleep for a while, are you all okay?" ”

"Don't do such stupid things again." Shangguan Li clenched the window door tightly and said softly.

Yun Niang's face suddenly stiffened, but she didn't look back at him, she wanted to be cold for a while, but she was cut off. There was an extra layer of tears in her eyes staring at the sun, and she said slowly, "What about Yan'er?" ”

In her heart, it seems that there is only Yan'er.

"He watched over you day and night, and almost relapsed from his old illness." Shangguan Li smiled bitterly.

"I heard Rong Ye say, you had a quarrel - Li'er is an elder brother, how can you vomit with your younger brother?" Yun Niang's voice was flat, but there was a slight reproach between the words.

Shangguan Li evoked a cold smile, but soon pretended to be brisk, turned around and took out the porridge from the warmer and said, "Aunt Rong has prepared warm porridge for you, not long after it was delivered, you can eat some first." ”

Yun Niang lowered her head and looked at the porridge in a daze, gently stirring with a spoon.

Shangguan Li stood aside, and was unconsciously stunned.

This Shangguan Li seems to be full of thoughts, but he has been pretending not to care, is such a person more tired?

"Your father, he didn't embarrass you, did he?"

This pair of non-biological mothers and sons is really weird, they obviously care about each other, but they always deliberately want to distance themselves.

"Oh, no. I've been staying at the inn and haven't seen each other much. Besides, I'm grown up now, and I'm taller than him when I stand up straight, and I'm afraid that he will bully me? Shangguan Li said absentmindedly.

Yun Niang seemed to remember something from the past, but her expression became more and more sad, tears slipped down her cheeks, dripping in the hot porridge. Thinking about it, she also knew that Shangguan Li's situation in the mansion had not been good over the years, obviously she had Shangguan Bo's disgust, and secretly she had Shangguanjing's threat, and she knew everything, but she could only pretend not to know, and she could only let him suffer grievances like this, so even though she was reluctant, she still did not stop him from leaving the study tour.

"If you don't like it, don't eat it." Shangguan Li saw that Yun Dan only stirred and didn't eat, so he took the porridge.

"Li'er, do you hate me?" Yun asked in a faint voice.

Shangguan Li didn't answer, just calmly put the porridge back into the warmer, covered it gently, lowered his eyes and stared for a moment, and finally turned around and looked at Yun Niang, for more than 20 years, he had never looked into her eyes so seriously and calmly.

"What do you want? If you want me to hate you, I will hate you, and if you don't want me to hate you, you will still be our good mother, reading and writing, adding clothes and vegetables, and taking care of everything—" He was still saying undesirable and flattering things as he usually did.

But Yun Niang didn't want to listen to it anymore, these words were much harsher than the willful harshness: "Don't say it!" - Please, don't talk about it, okay? ”

Shangguan Li couldn't help but take a few steps closer in annoyance, but before he reached the head of the bed, he retreated again, he had been restraining his concern for her: "Then you have a good rest, I'll go out first."

Yun Niang choked up and said, "I'd rather you hate me and you scold me!" It's me who is sorry for you. ”

Shangguan Li chuckled and said, "You didn't feel sorry for me. When my mother was alive, I didn't really see her much, I threw me in another courtyard one by one in her life, and I didn't have any mother-son relationship with her, I always hoped that she could become better and more approachable, but - everyone liked you very much, and was glad that you came, so I never wanted to doubt your identity, but no one is a fool, especially the people in Shangguan Mansion, who always have more thoughts than ordinary people, maybe they were all trained by my mother before her death. You're here, everyone is normal, and life is normal, so no one will blame you, including me. ”

Yun Niang shook her head lightly and muttered, "You don't understand...... You don't understand ......"

"I understand, so don't say it anymore, everyone is working hard to save your life, you cherish the opportunity to be reborn, don't live in the past anymore." Shangguan Li sighed.

Yun Niang held his hand, it was very tight, but it was just a sentence: "It's me who is sorry for you...... I'm sorry for you......"

Shangguan Li smiled understandingly: "No one is sorry for anyone, I don't blame you, since I know what happened before, I don't blame you, I finally understand that my eldest brother and father, everything is what she deserves the most, and I don't have any hesitation." You've done enough and too much over the years. Now that we've all grown up, why let the grudges of the past haunt our current lives? ”

"Li'er, you are really a good boy of my mother......"

Shangguan Li gritted his teeth lightly and smiled lightly: "When you get better, I'm almost ready to go, no matter how beautiful the scenery is, I will always see through-"

"Don't go, I've finally met you, and if you leave, I don't know when I'll see you again-" Yun Niang choked like a child.

Shangguan Li resolutely and gently withdrew his hand, stood up and took a few steps away: "About my mother, although I don't have any feelings for her, but the blood connection is there, and the flesh and blood affection is also there, a long time ago, I knew that she inexplicably became you, everyone knows about this change, but no one asks anymore, I think she should be dead, otherwise how could she stop with her personality?" I didn't feel sad or sad, but I felt very relaxed and relieved, I didn't want her to become more and more twisted in her inner demons, it was better to go back sooner, and leave some merit in the world. You don't really have to make up for her death, you really don't. ”

These words are very similar to Mama Xiong's evaluation of the death of the eldest lady of Zheng Mansion at that time, the woman named Li Fengmei has the same fate as Yunqing, and the people who really care about them would rather die a long time ago, when their conscience and kindness are still there, when they are still flesh and blood.

This Shangguan salute is really reasonable, maybe it is really Yunqing's actions that are too disgusting, so that her own biological son will not feel sorry for her.

"Li'er-" Yun Niang's teary eyes were hazy, as if she had a thousand words.

"Yun Niang—" Shangguan raised his voice and interrupted her message, "Hasn't it been good all these years?" Why not go ahead? Anyway, I'm used to it, my brother is used to it, and you're even more used to it, since you're used to it, why force changes? Everything is like a dream, it is a bubble, it should be done, it is viewed. Shangguan Li bent his eyes and smiled, Lang Lang's eyes shimmered in the sun, pure as jade and as pure as snow.

Yun Niang straightened her eyes, as if she sensed something, and glared at Shangguan Li and said, "Li-Li'er?" Are you—"

"Nothing. It's all very good, even if I swap identities with Brother Yan, I won't become my father's good son, I'm not Brother Yan, I don't have his cotton heart, I can't stand your soft words, I can't afford the mission of the Shangguan family, I just want to be a rebellious wild crane, flying carefree outside, free and easy. ”

Yun Niang's whole body was cold, tears flowed down her face, and she suddenly coughed with a hiss.

Suddenly there was a shout outside: "What are you doing here?!" A figure flashed in from the door quickly, and stood carefully in front of Yun Niang's bed, Shangguan Bo came back so soon?

I saw him glaring at Shangguan Li and said dissatisfied, "Why are the doors and windows open?" Who drove it?! ”

He slammed the window shut with a strong wave, and the gust of wind that he brought made Yun Niang tremble, and he glared at Shangguan Li, as if he saw an enemy: "It's you again!" What's wrong? Your shady mother didn't complete the task, and you son of a son still want to complete it?! ”

The few who came with them stood quietly and frightened.

"Get out."

Shangguan Li glanced at Yun Niang calmly, turned around obediently and walked out.