Chapter 15: The Unspeakable Sorrow Below

"How did you find her?"

"Well, in fact, my distant relative has a netizen's son when he was in 29 City......"

"He wanted to copy his homework online, typed in your name, and stumbled upon Miss Hao's blog."

"Ah Cai!" I hugged the left left:

"Do you want to die here? What if he's a murderer? ”

"That's why I betrayed you."

"Damn!" I turned my head suddenly: "Brother He, you listen to my explanation, in fact, I have always supported you...... No, I've defected from the Fledgling Detective Alliance, I'm your undercover agent, and it's this guy who is plotting against you......"

"You found her from that blog?" He Yu asked.

"Doxing." Shi Zuo explained again, and pointed at me again:

"He did it."

"You fart! You're farting! I don't know what doxing search is, I can't even do double-digit addition, subtraction, multiplication and division, I was able to get into Xiaoguang entirely because ZF subsidizes the compulsory education of unemployed vagrants, I am still 3 months short of 18 years old this year and have not been in a relationship, my biggest specialty is that I can jerk off to math books, I don't deserve to be born by my mother at all! I don't even know who my mom is......"

"If what he said is true, then doxing is what I did."

"Don't admit it so calmly at this time!"

He Yu sighed helplessly:

"If you want to quarrel, wait until you go back to school."

When I heard this, I suddenly remembered that this was a cemetery, and it was really not a good time to raise the bar at the right time. He Yu asked:

"What are you doing here?"

Shi Zuocai stared at He Yu again:

"We want to know how she died."

I gasped, closed my mouth, and looked around, already looking for the most suitable escape route just in case.

Who knows, He Yu didn't make any movement. He was just silent. He was silent for a long time before he said:

"I killed you."

I felt a pang in my heart, and I was half cold.

Shi Zuocai frowned slightly.

"In a car accident, I should have died."

He Yu said calmly, slowly squatted down, put his hand on the tombstone, and rubbed it gently.

He looked up again and looked at the ring on Shi Zuocai's hand.

"Can you give it back to me?"

Shi Zuo handed the ring out. He squeezed it in his hand, looked at it carefully for a while, and then silently slipped it into his pocket.

Shi Zuocai said, "You buried it here last night." ”

He Yu nodded: "The other one is underground." ”

Shi Zuocai said, "But you came back today." ”

He Yu didn't speak, and put his hand in his pocket, as if rubbing the ring.

Shi Zuocai suddenly said, "I'm sorry. ”

He Yu stood up and took the umbrella that was draped over the tombstone. At this time, the weather had just cleared, and the sun seeped down among the layers of dark clouds, which happened to splash on the tombstone, and the three words "Hao Shuqing" written in red paint were slightly flooded.

I find ourselves in an awkward position. We are familiar with He Yu, but the relationship is only limited to teachers and students, and at this time, there should not be any topic of greetings at all.

The only thing we can mention is Hao Shuqing - but, although we have already learned about Hao Shuqing overnight, it would be a little disrespectful to confess it all to him.

I stopped talking several times, but I still didn't speak. Shi Zuocai took a few steps back and left the cemetery first.

Walking out of the cemetery door, I exhaled with relief.

"Ah Cai, do you think what he said is true? He really didn't kill Hao Shuqing? ”

"It's true." Shi Zuocai's tone was very determined.

"Why?"

"We overlooked one detail."

"Huh? What details? ”

Shi Zuocai took a deep breath and said:

"The day He Yu and Hao Shuqing 'broke up' was May 27."

"Is there anything wrong with this date?"

I began to struggle to recall the relevant clues in that journal.

Shi Zuocai has already given the answer:

"A year and a half ago, May 27 was Friday."

I was stunned, then frowned, and suddenly realized.

[#566# It's Friday again, and I'm really happy to be able to pick up Mr. He from school! On weekdays, Mr. He has been taking care of me, but on Friday, when I walked the sidewalk with Mr. He, I felt like a superhero! 】

"Every Friday, Hao Shuqing will go to Xiaoguang to pick up He Yu from work."

I lost my mind:

"Then the 'car accident' he said should be when crossing the sidewalk......"

"Yes." Shi Zuo said.

"Hao Shuqing died by herself in order to save him."

My fingertips trembled. Everything about her used to be so confusing, and when the final truth was revealed, it seemed like everything was taken for granted.

The big girl who likes Leslie Cheung, likes He Yu, and will always be like a little girl, will never come back.

I feel regret in my heart, but I don't know why I regret it - Shi Zuocai and I are outsiders to this story, but we just accidentally peeked into the world of two people, and witnessed a love story that was destined to not change the ending by going back to the past.

How long will the sorrow continue? Will that blog continue to be updated? Will he be able to step out of this shadow and face a new life? What kind of woman is Hao Shuqing? I don't know any of that.

There's only one image in my head that keeps replaying.

On a rainy night, the man lowered his umbrella in front of the monument, buried his engagement ring in the soil, and left the cemetery in silence.

The next day, he came back and took the ring.

Later, we still met Hao Shuqing.

At the bus stop near the cemetery, we waited for what happened.

He was still holding the black umbrella under his wing, and he walked far away, and his figure was a little thin.

When he saw us under the stop sign, he nodded, and then stood aside without saying a word.

As always.

Since we met him in high school, all of us have only the impression of He Yu, a math teacher, as "a taciturn and unsmiling man", riding the dilapidated Phoenix Feida brand bicycle to and from work every day, without the greasy smell of middle-aged people, and the shirt is very neat, but it has been washed white.

The world, as he saw it, was monotonous and tasteless.

In a way, I even feel that he is somewhat similar to Shi Zuo - whether or not he unintentionally isolates himself from the whole world, making himself seem out of place. Neither managing the radio studio nor volunteering in the infirmary was his obligation. But he just accepted it all in silence and never expressed his thoughts.

It's as if no one can really fit into his life.

But now I know. There was once a woman who came into his life and tried her best to render his gray life in all kinds of colors, and now, that woman is no longer there.

I thought again in a trance: Compared with He Yu, is Shi Zuocai's situation even more miserable? After all, He Yu had seen that colorful world before.

But I know my thoughts are superfluous. No matter what happens, or Shi Zuocai, people like them will always survive in their own way.

Shi Zuo walked to He Yu's side, and the two seemed to be talking about something, but I was a little distracted and didn't hear clearly. Just remember the last few lines of dialogue were:

“…… I'm sorry. ”

"It's okay. If she's still around, she might want to be friends with you. ”

"Hmmm......"

“…… She is indeed a very good woman. ”

"yes." He Yu muttered, his face softened a lot.

He opened his phone's photo album. There is a photo of him and Miss Hao Shuqing.

She is really beautiful in the photo. When I looked at him, there seemed to be a lot of stars in my eyes.