Chapter 359: The knowledge of the end of the world is half scattered

I was a little uneasy, but I pretended to be listening very seriously and asked, "Why are you arguing?" Daddy has a good temper and never gets angry with others......"

"He thought I was angry at the punishment he made to Qin Liu, and thought that I was going to intercede for Qin Liu—in fact, I was just jealous, jealous that he would be angry with Qin Liu, Qin Liu just had no intention of doing something he didn't like, he would be so angry, and I was doing those things every day, but he could still talk and laugh with me? Maybe he really regarded Qin Liu as a good brother and good friend, so he would be disappointed in him and lose his temper with him, and I was just an inconsequential person, maybe he, like everyone else, silently despised me in his heart, but he didn't want to say it......"

"Qin Liu...... Is it Qin Zheng? I cautiously asked, "What did he do?" Why did Daddy punish him? ”

Uncle Hei still ignored me, and said to himself: "I said that since he agreed to cut the clan and leave the dynasty, there will definitely be Zhongliang who will be demoted, and it is normal for him to fold on the way. Kong Defang is just a member of the general stream of demolition, how many of these important people can really enjoy their old age once they stay away from the imperial capital? I know that he has some friendship with Kong Defang, I have tried my best to arrange them here, Kong Defang must die, there is no doubt about it, I got rid of Kong Defang, he didn't say anything, but he lost a lot of temper with Qin Liu's indiscriminate handling of their corpses - I really can't stand it, I can't stand him accusing me in this way-"

Kong Defang? Who is it? Another name I haven't heard of, it sounds like a woman's name, and it seems to be a little familiar, haven't you heard anyone mention it?

"Who is Kong Defang?" I asked, dumbfounded.

Uncle Hei smiled stiffly: "A fool who plays against the wind for the Yan clan's co-optation." Just thinking of this affection, your father wants to protect him, he knows that it is impossible, or try his best, I can only promise him to give Kong Defang a decent death, I can't do anything else. I know that he is very angry, he is very angry about Chao Gang's dishonesty, his own powerlessness, and his incompetence against me, Qin Liu actually didn't know about it, but he just happened to unfortunately hit his muzzle. ”

"You mean, you killed the person who spoke for the Yan clan and wanted to protect my father? He's a good guy, why do you want to kill a good guy, why? ...... "I was a little scared, and I looked at the door, just a few steps away, just a moment's thought, I could run out of this yard and leave this black uncle who scared me, but I didn't move, maybe I still want to know more about my father, maybe I am not as timid and afraid as I used to be, maybe, in my lifetime I still want to defend something."

"There's no why, you can't help it, you'll never understand."

"Qin Zheng, did you take the bodies of those people to feed flowers?"

Uncle Hei smiled contemptuously, as if he acquiesced, and said, "What about the honest and virtuous ministers, aren't they the same as those lowly peddlers and pawns, and become spring mud under flowers?" It's a pity that his retinue and only son, who could not have died, but they had to fight him until they ran out of oil and ran out, and fell to die in the miasma. It's a pity that Cao Liang is stupid in his ability, and he has to follow Kong Defang to be relegated to a servant and abandoned in this mountain wilderness, and he would rather die than serve me. ”

Cao Liang? I inexplicably thought of Cao Nan, maybe the reason for the same surname.

"I think living and dying together is also a kind of integrity, who said that is stupid? If a person does not have even a person who is willing to die with him in this life, then it is called miserable. His words made me feel uncomfortable listening to them, and what should have been admirable was worthless in his mouth.

Uncle Black coughed a few times and laughed coldly.

"What punishment did Dad do to Qin Zheng? He didn't hurt him, did he? ”

He grounded him in the foggy slope, and without his solution, he would never have stepped out of the foggy slope. If he hadn't grounded Qin Zheng in the fog slope, how could what happened later? Qin Zheng is by his side, maybe he is still alive now, I may have broken the knot with him, and I will often come to this courtyard to sit, and we will not meet like this now. ”

Qin was imprisoned by my father in the foggy slope?! No wonder - no wonder he never came out, and then my father met with misfortune, he thought that my father would not forgive him, and waited for my father to come to him on the foggy slope - he waited for more than ten years......

"Qin Zheng listens to my father very much, doesn't he?" I said sourly.

"Yes, he only listens to your father, he told him to go east, he will never go west. If it weren't for your father, he would be the most feared figure in this world. ”

I squeezed my dry hand and whispered, "He's obviously a good guy." ”

Uncle Hei sneered: "Good guy? That's just the way he looks in front of you, and if you've seen him kill people, you probably won't be able to say that. ”

"A lot of people kill people, and it depends on whether they kill good people or bad people. If he kills a bad person, then he is a good person, and if he kills a good person—" I stared at Uncle Black and said slowly, "If he is unintentional, then he is still saved, and if he does it on purpose, then he is a bad person." ”

Uncle Hei smiled and said, "I have killed many good people, deliberately, and for a long time, so in your eyes, I am a bad person." ”

I swallowed my saliva and said in a trembling voice, "Where did you hide my black uncle?" ”

He stared at me expressionlessly, and his gaze suddenly became cold and unusually cold.

"Whoever you are, I hope you don't hurt him." I begged.

"You're not as stupid as you normally see." Uncle Black's voice changed tone, grim and cold as a snake.

"No matter how stupid a person is, he will learn to be smart after going through so many things." I bit my tongue so that I could not tremble when I spoke.

"It should be said that no matter how stupid a person is, if there is a superior person around him, he will become more or less smart."

I stared at him, he stared at me, his eyes were familiar, cold and vicious, and there was no emotion.

"Where's Uncle Black? Where did he go? "I'm now wondering what would happen if I suddenly pulled my legs out and ran out. He doesn't seem to be in good health, maybe he can't outrun me—

But if he has kung fu, then I may not be able to outrun him even if he is seriously ill......

"He's dead."

My eyes widened—

I should have asked him next, how did Uncle Black die?

Did he kill him?

Why did he kill him?

But what if I got the answer?

What can I do if the person in front of me kills me? Shouting for your life? Still- still-

"Don't worry, I didn't kill him, he died himself." I was engaged in a fierce ideological struggle, and "this black uncle" stared at his soft cotton hand as if nothing had happened.

"And how did he die? When did you die? "I'm full of tears, no wonder I can't find him these days......

"The day he came out of the yamen, he died." "Uncle Black" is an understatement.

"The day the yamen came out...... Just dead? Did Yun Niang invite us to dinner that day? "I can't believe it.

"It's just a waste person, living is both a burden and a drag, it's better to die happily, and there is still some dignity."

"How did he die? Who killed him? Who is so ruthless that he doesn't even let go of a poor person like him? "I was crazy thinking about all the people in the yamen at the time, and I was really scared of who was one of them, and I didn't want anyone to be the murderer—

But if you want to say that the people in this town who want to harm Uncle Hei should be in that yard, Uncle Hei hurt Yun Niang with a needle that day, and someone will definitely hate him! But he doesn't sin to death, he's just a sick man who has been tormented by fear!

"Uncle Black" stared at me and smiled, "What if someone really harms him, you know?" Will he avenge him? Do you know how to get revenge? You don't even have the strength to pick up a killing knife. ”

"I-I-" I clenched my fists, but I was speechless.

"There's no need to find the murderer, no one killed him, he committed suicide." He looked at me with a smirk, as if it was just a fun thing for him, and he used Uncle Black's face to tell me about Uncle Black's death, which was unspeakably weird.

"Suicide? Why did he kill himself? There's no way he's going to kill himself! ”

"Why can't it be? How much do you know about him? Do you know what is in the mind of a madman? He interrupted me mercilessly, saying the brutal truth, "Isn't it worth dying for someone like him to die than to live?" In other words, would you rather be alone and crazy in this world, or should you clean yourself up and leave yourself some dignity? ”

"Lonely? How could he be lonely, he still had me, why was he so stupid, why did he die? ”

"It's not that he's stupid, maybe he's finally sober. Many people in this world are living for the sake of an unfulfilled wish, and when the wish is fulfilled, there is no hope for life, and death is the best relief. ”

I stared at him, and although he still had a sneer on his face, his eyes were real and sad, as if this was also his deepest feeling.

"And where is he now?" I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, "Even if I die, I will find his bones and erect a monument for his burial." ”

"On the cliff where your father fell—" he laughed, making a downward gesture as if watching a fight, but laughed stiffly, "I was a little envious of him, for when he jumped, he was smiling." How many people in this world can really die with a smile? ”

"You were on the edge when he jumped off the cliff?" I stared at him, although Uncle Black was crazy, he was very wary and would not let strangers approach casually.

He nodded: "It's close, like our distance now, I can reach out and hold him." ”

"Does he recognize you?"

"Of course I know, he also told me his last words, so I must tell you."

I can't turn my brain around, that is, Uncle Black knows the person in front of him who is pretending to be him?

"What did he say?"

"The remaining wish has been fulfilled, the great revenge will be avenged, and you will die with peace of mind, and you don't have to remember it."

The wish has been fulfilled, the revenge has been avenged, and you can die with peace of mind, and you don't have to remember it.

Is this like what Uncle Black would say? In his last moments, was he finally completely sober?

I was so uncomfortable, it was so sudden, it took so many years to be reunited, and I still had a lot of things I couldn't do for him, and the other day I made a list of things I wanted to do for him in my little notebook, I wanted to make him a decent new dress, I wanted to help him renovate his yard, I wanted to help him with the whole little garden...... Why did he just leave?

When he was sent out into exile, I kept asking the yamen about it, but I didn't know anything, but I knew that they didn't help me inquire at all, I just thought it would be good to ask more and let them know that there were people in this place who were expecting this person, and if there was any news, they would always remember to tell me. The officials persuaded me that Uncle Hei's stature could not stand the days of exile at all, and even if he did not die of illness and exhaustion, he might fall to his death in an accident and be stoned to death......

But Uncle Hei still survived strongly, and he lasted so long to come back here just to wait to kill that hateful Yunlan to avenge my father and Uncle Yan. He stabbed Yun Niang with a needle, thinking that his revenge would be avenged, and committed suicide to sue my father's spirit in the sky, is this the unfulfilled wish that supported him to survive?

The last time I saw Uncle Black came to my mind, he was very clean and gentle, with neat hair in a bun, wearing a clean long shirt, his face was still sick, but his eyes were very clear, and his demeanor was very calm, he was the Uncle Black I saw when I was a child, who loved to grow flowers and smiled at me.