This Spring Festival was extremely bad, and when he opened his eyes and looked at the sun outside the window, Lin Qingqing burst into tears inexplicably.

She wasn't a sentimental person before, but since she became deaf, she's become particularly sensitive. The night view of S City, the car lights, the sunshine, and the afternoon, every moment can make her want to cry.

The door of the room rang softly, but Lin Qingqing couldn't notice anything. She was still hugging the quilt, with tears in her early morning eyes that she didn't know whether she was happy or sad.

The aunt outside the door knocked for a long time and no one answered, only to suddenly realize that this wife was deaf. She sighed, then opened the door directly.

Madame, it's time for breakfast. She gestured to eat, and then made a gesture to go out.

Looking at the aunt who was clumsily expressing her meaning, Lin Qingqing smiled bitterly, but was relieved. "Auntie, I don't have an appetite." She lay down and covered her head with the quilt.

With another sigh, the aunt walked out of the room. Since her wife became deaf, she has rarely seen her talk, and she has rarely been seen out of the room.

It wasn't until the doorbell rang for a long time that the aunt reacted and opened the door. "Miss Jiang, Miss Xu, you are here." She greeted the man at the door.

Jiang Nuan nodded. "How are Qingqing these days?"

may really regard each other as each other's relatives, so Jiang Nuan felt uncomfortable when she saw Lin Qingqing. In order not to affect her best friend's mood, she simply didn't show up during this time.

Until last night, Ou Yuanlan finally couldn't hold back and contacted Jiang Nuan. It was the first time she had received a call from this person, and it really flattered her.

Now that we have received the order, we must successfully complete the task. In order not to let his emotions affect Lin Qingqing, Jiang Nuan dragged Xu Yanran, who was an idler, over.

Auntie shook her head. "My wife still doesn't want to go out of the room, and she doesn't eat much." Her wrinkled face was full of worry.

In fact, she still likes this wife a lot, she doesn't stir up trouble much, and she has always been kind. And there is no big lady shelf, and I get along well with the maids. But I never thought that the sky has no eyes.

Jiang Nuan's brows furrowed even more, and she knew that the more she didn't say anything, the more serious the matter would definitely be. "Let's go inside." She pulled Xu Yanran and said.

Xu Yanran, who had been silent, nodded. "Take a pen and paper." She reminded.

Since Lin Qingqing became deaf, they can only communicate in this way. "It's okay, there's a cell phone." She raised her phone and said.

The two walked into the room one after the other, and it wasn't until Jiang Nuan gently pulled Lin Qingqing's quilt that she noticed the two.

Friends who are familiar on weekdays seem very strange at this time, and they can't even find a suitable way to say hello. Lin Qingqing sat up against the head of the bed, still silent.

Jiang Nuan raised the snack in her hand, then stuffed Lin Qingqing's mobile phone on the bedside table into her mobile phone, and then pointed to her own mobile phone.

"I've brought you a lot of things you like to eat, would you like to try them?" She pretended to edit a message in a brisk tone and sent it to Lin Qingqing.

The black mobile phone screen suddenly lit up, and seeing the news from Jiang Nuan, Lin Qingqing understood her intentions. "Thanks, but I don't have much appetite." She excused.

Looking at the news, Jiang Nuan didn't know what to say. The two of them, who used to talk about everything, are now even having a problem communicating normally.

"Qingqing, don't be like this." Xu Yanran sent a message to Lin Qingqing, then sat down on the edge of her bed and reached out to hold her cold little hand.

It's not that he has just determined that he is deaf, Lin Qingqing will not collapse like he did at the beginning. She was calm now, though beneath the surface of that calm were countless waves undercurrent.

"I want to divorce Ou Yuanlan." She said this suddenly, and the expression on her face did not change.

Jiang Nuan and Xu Yanran on the side were instantly stunned. "Why?" They asked in unison, and then realized what Lin Qingqing couldn't hear, and there was an embarrassed look on their faces.

"Qingqing, why?!" The content of Xu Yanran and Jiang Nuan's news is the same.

Lin Qingqing had been thinking about this decision repeatedly for several days, and every day as soon as she opened her eyes, this idea would pop up. It was like a vine, from the beginning of its bud until the rhizome grew until it filled her entire heart.

How long is a life, Lin Qingqing used to think that it was just that. But after meeting Ou Yuanlan, she began to want to live every day meaningfully.

She will imagine the appearance of her children in groups, she will imagine the appearance of her gray hair but still holding the hand of her son, she will also think that even if she dies, she will die behind Ou Yuanlan, and leave all the sorrows of death to herself.

But all this disappeared with the disappearance of this world in her ears, and she could no longer hear Ou Yuanlan's deep voice, hear his whispering, and hear his unspoken love.

Since you can't give him the best, don't become a burden to him. This is Lin Qingqing's idea, simple, pure, and sad enough.

"I don't deserve it." When these three words appeared on the mobile phone screen, Xu Yanran and Jiang Nuan's tears couldn't be stopped.

Such a good Lin Qingqing, why doesn't God want to be nice to her? Jiang Nuan hugged her friend in front of her, but found that she was already thin and had no sense of existence.

Now it is more appropriate to describe Lin Qingqing as a paper person, she is really like a piece of paper now, light and weightless.

Before they went skiing in Harbin, when the three of them had dinner together, Jiang Nuan and Xu Yanran laughed at her for being happy and fat. But in just a few days, not even ten days, she was already skinny.

Xu Yanran stood aside and shed tears silently, and she didn't know how to comfort Lin Qingqing. As Lin Qingqing's friend, she should naturally comfort her, but at the same time, she was really not sure what Ou Yuanlan thought.

"Qingqing, such a good Qingqing, how could you not be worthy of ......" Jiang Nuan muttered to herself in her ear, even though she knew that she couldn't hear anything, she kept talking.

After hesitating for a long time, Xu Yanran typed a sentence on the mobile phone screen and handed it to Lin Qingqing. "Without Ou Yuanlan, can you live?"

This is not an interrogative sentence, but an affirmative sentence. It directly pronounced Lin Qingqing's death sentence, like a basin of cold water poured on her head, making her completely immersed in the cold.

Indeed, she can't live without Ou Yuanlan. She now has no place to live and no financial resources. And most importantly, she can go crazy without seeing that person.

Facing Xu Yanran's questioning, Lin Qingqing still nodded. She squeezed out a smile, since she can't live, it's better not to live.