Although I don't feel the pain, but the excessive blood loss is still unbearable, sometimes I am injured and I don't know it, it is already commonplace to enter the hospital, when I wake up, I opened my eyes in a daze, and saw that my thighs were bandaged, and my hands were tied with hanging water, I knew that Lao Tzu was particularly weak for a long time, I moved my body, and I had no strength, at this time a pair of white and tender little hands appeared in front of me, I was surprised, and then I remembered that I fainted because of excessive blood loss, who sent me to the hospital, Just as I was thinking, a sweet female voice said to me

"Are you okay, classmate, how do you feel?" I just reacted that I had saved a girl that day I fainted, and I turned my head to look at her and said

"I'm fine, I'm feeling better, I'm used to it." It was not easy to focus my eyes, and I began to look at the girl next to me carefully, she was very delicate, with long smooth hair, fair skin, wearing a white tunic dress, looking soft and weak, it was easy to arouse a man's desire to protect, she saw that I was looking at her stupidly, so she asked me with a worried face,

"Are you alright? Why do you keep looking at me, do I have dirty things on my face? I came back to my senses and felt a little embarrassed, so I replied, "I'm sorry, I was distracted just now, did you send me to the hospital?" She smiled sweetly at me and replied a little shyly,

"I sent you to the hospital, when I came back from the library, about to go back to the dormitory to rest, I didn't expect a few thugs from the school suddenly rushed out of the grass, fortunately you saved me at that time, if you didn't show up in time, I can't imagine what would happen to me? By the way, why are you so stupid, I see that you were stabbed in the thigh at the time, and you shed so much blood, why are you still alive, don't you hurt, you didn't scream, you just said that you are used to it, do you often fight? I got up and wanted to lean on the head of the bed, there was really no strength in my body, and I lay back weakly, she saw that I wanted to sit up, so she gently helped me up, put the pillow on the head of the bed, let me lean more comfortably, her hair gently brushed my cheeks, a girl's unique fragrance drilled into my nose, flirting with me for a while, I grew so big for the first time and a beautiful girl was so close, I felt that my breathing was a little short, maybe the girl also felt my strangeness, After helping me again, he withdrew his hand and sat back on a chair not far from the bed, his face was a little red, probably shy, I found my embarrassment, so I sat up straight, coughed unnaturally, and then said: "I'm sorry, it's the first time to have a beautiful girl like you accompany me, it's rude." "I regretted it after saying that, girl, isn't this a place without three hundred taels of silver, the girl peeked at me with a red face, the atmosphere was a little embarrassed for a while, I stabilized my emotions, and spoke again: "Actually, I am a disability." I glanced at her, and the girl looked at me blankly, and I laughed self-deprecatingly

"Hehe", and then said to her: "I am a person with a crippled nervous system, when I was a child, I was seriously ill and had a fever, which burned out my pain nerve center, and since then, I can't feel what it feels like, even if I cut off my hands and feet in a deep sleep, I don't feel the slightest pain, when I saved you that day, it's not that I'm brave, it's that I don't feel pain, let alone a knife in my thigh, or they dismantled me into pieces, and I don't feel the slightest, so I'm a disabled person." The girl sat there quietly, there was no emotion in her eyes, just listening to me there, the people around me heard me say this before, the eyes were either sympathy, or pity, more contempt, I saw the girl sitting there quietly, her eyes were clean and clear, my heart was slightly grateful, not because of anything else, just because she treated me as a normal person, the girl didn't say anything, I adjusted my sitting posture to make myself more comfortable, and then looked at her and said: " From the time I lost my sense of pain, most of my friends around me stayed away from me, they quickly felt that I was a freak, sometimes the people around me bullied me, knowing that I didn't feel pain, so they quietly took a knife and cut a small cut on my body, blood stained my clothes red, and when I found out, I was lying in the hospital, because I didn't feel pain, and it was not easy to find out if I was injured, often when I found out, minor injuries have become serious injuries, so I have become used to it, every day except for classes, When I eat, I read books and play with the computer in the dormitory, and I don't dare to go out easily, because I don't know when I was injured, I don't know yet, I am afraid that I will die on the street because of an accident one day, and I am most worried about my body every day. I was talking to myself here, I don't know why I would confide so much in a strange girl, probably because I have been suppressed for too long, I want to find a suitable person to talk to, and she is the right person, no matter what she will do after listening to what I say, it doesn't matter to me, even if she respects me, the girl listened to me, stood up gently, and walked lightly to my bedside, I looked at her, thinking that she would sympathize with me, Say something to comfort me.

I didn't wait for her to speak, I spoke softly

"You don't have to sympathize with me, save you because I told myself in my heart that I had to do it, so you don't need to comfort me because of gratitude." The girl sat gently on the edge of my bed, looked at me quietly and said, "I don't want to sympathize with you, you are a good person, since you rushed up to save me regardless of your own safety, I really admire you." After the girl finished speaking, she took my hand and continued: "Heroes never need the sympathy and mercy of others, those who mock you, I believe that they will not be as brave as you, although God has made you lose a precious thing, but I think this may be a test given to you by God to hone you, haven't you heard that the heavens have sent great responsibilities to the people, and they must first suffer their minds?" ”