137 Unspeakable embarrassment

At the end of the evening, I was ready to get up alone and go back to where I lived.

Walking away from the classroom more than ten meters away, I caught a glimpse of Zhu Bin standing under the tree, as if waiting for someone.

I greeted him with a wicked smile: "Who are you waiting for?" ”

"Huh? Wait for the girl who lives next door to me. I remember his dad telling me to take care of her. He approached slowly, smiling.

"Oh oh oh, thank you then. Hahaha, but I really didn't expect it to be such a coincidence. But this night the school is full of people, there is nothing unsafe, in the future, you should go back early by yourself. ”

I smiled and continued.

"That's fine. But why did someone move out all of a sudden? ”

He asked, a little confused.

"Thanks to Comrade Lao He, who told my parents about my excellent score of 74 in mathematics, they pulled me out to live as soon as they were anxious. Am I a blessing in disguise? ”

I bowed my head and said in a sarcastic tone.

"Hahaha, the ghost told you that your grades were too good, and the old class was afraid that there would be one less key high school student. Can you not be in a hurry? He still smiled.

"Okay, okay, it's just that I pity my dad, who runs back and forth every day, goes to work during the day, comes to me at night, cooks breakfast in the morning and goes back to work......" I inadvertently opened up to him and talked about my suffering.

"Your dad looks kind." He said with a smile.

There was a lot of small talk along the way, and it seemed that the two of them had talked so much for the first time, as if they had finished all the words of a semester.

"Where are you going to take the exam?" He asked suddenly.

"Me? You can study wherever you can take the test, and if you don't play well, won't you be a general high? I smiled and asked, "What about you?" ”

"If you can take the key points, you can test the key points, otherwise?" He asked rhetorically.

"Then do you know where it is in the legendary middle of the road?" I asked, somewhat curious.

"Yes, I've been there!" He actually said with some pride, "You follow this road, go straight all the way, turn a corner for about ten kilometers, and you will arrive." ”

"So far? Is it really biased? "I was a little surprised.

"Well, I heard that the neighborhood is very dilapidated and desolate, but the quality of teaching is good, so there are quite a few people who want to go." He bowed his head and said.

"Then I'd better go to the county No. 1 middle school, it's too biased, I can't stand it, the transportation is inconvenient, how can my dad have so much time to send me?" I said.

"But the county No. 1 middle school has not been as good as Chengzhong in recent years, and there are fewer people who are admitted to prestigious schools, one is less than the other, and I can't say why, but I suggest that you apply for the exam when the time comes, and you can also apply for Chengzhong." He admonished.

"Let's see how much I score. These two are key high schools, and you can't go to the poor exam. Hahaha. Let's hurry up. I urged.

At night, I had a dream, I dreamed that I took the high school entrance examination, took the high school entrance examination, and walked into the gate of the county No. 1 middle school, the red wall of the high-rise building, the green creeper all over the brick wall, the campus is full of students playing and playing, it is really good.

The alarm clock went off, and it wasn't a dream that woke me up, it was a piercing alarm clock.

Since the third year of junior high school, I have forcibly set my biological clock to wake up at 5:30, so that I can get to the classroom at 5:50, and the morning reading time has been extended a lot.

My dad was still asleep in the door, and I got up and got dressed lightly, grabbed my toothbrush cup, and walked to the balcony to brush my teeth.

Pushing open the door of the balcony, the wind is quite strong today, the sky is dark, and there are not even stars.

This balcony is a large square balcony, open air, with several pools in the corner, where the parents who usually accompany the students wash the dishes and vegetables.

I took a glass of cold water and began to brush my teeth, brushing my teeth in the whistling wind, and the dim light on the balcony made me feel a little eerie inexplicably.

The door opened with a "creak", and I was so frightened that I turned my head sharply, and it turned out to be Zhu Bin. I had a mouth full of toothpaste foam, and it was hard to greet him, so I glanced at him and continued to brush my teeth with my head down.

"Wow, you're up early. Let me catch some water. He motioned for me to move.

I moved to the other side to make room for him to catch the water.

In the past, when I woke up in the morning, I brushed my teeth alone or with a few girls who got up early.

Even if we have been with Ling Ming for so many years, we rarely stay in the same space to brush our teeth and wash our faces.

The thought of a boy of the same age behind me, wearing pajamas at the moment, where to brush my teeth and wash my face, an unnatural feeling spread all over my body.

I brushed my teeth faster and tried to control the sound of my spitting, fearing that if I behaved too much like a boy, I would attract his complaints.

I finally finished brushing my teeth, and the three minutes of torment were really embarrassing.

"That...... I finished brushing my teeth and went first. I laughed and slipped into my bedroom, forgetting to tell him good morning.

But is it necessary for me to tell him good morning? I really hope this strange and embarrassing scene doesn't happen again.

Yes, then let that not happen.

I set the alarm clock ten minutes earlier so that I could brush my teeth quietly, I was really not used to being in the same space with a boy, and the whole person was uncomfortable, especially when I first woke up every morning, why was this behavior so awkward?

Looking at his alarm clock, he advanced a little further, and felt extremely happy, silently giving a thumbs up to his cleverness in his heart.

When I returned to the classroom, I watched everyone bury their heads in reading, and I felt relieved that I felt so good about studying hard and working hard for my dreams.

After a while, the number of people in the classroom gradually increased, and Zhu Bin also came, and when he passed me, I deliberately lowered my head and didn't look at him.

I don't want to get too close to a person, especially a person of the opposite sex, and I plan to get closer to your life, thinking of this, I can't continue to think, I just want to stay away.

I don't know if it's because the pressure of the high school entrance examination forces a person to grow up quickly, and slowly I begin to recognize myself, in fact, I am the most unapproachable one in this class.

Usually cheerful is pretended, I just don't want to make enemies, use a good student template that will never offend a person, put myself into it, and add a "cheerful" template, so it's perfect, the image of a good student and a good classmate.

But I rarely find real friends to talk to, and I digest negative energy by myself, or write down uncomfortable emotions in my diary.

A few days ago, a female classmate said that I had a shortcoming, that I was too maverick. At that time, I thought she was slandering me, and I was so angry that I didn't talk to her for days.

Now that I think about it, it was because she had observed me carefully and said my pain to the point, so that I would be angry with her.

Yes, I'm not only a maverick, I'm also very withdrawn, and I protect myself with a cheerful coat, so let's make fewer friends and less people or things that affect emotions.

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