Song Lingjian has always been a very quiet person, even breathing is slower and lighter than others, I listened hard, trying to listen to her movements, except for the sound of her sitting down at the beginning, there was no other sound.

I don't know how long it took, I felt numb all over my body, hesitated for a long time, and asked softly, "How is Song Lingjian?" ”

"Not good."

"How's Yan Cuo? He said he couldn't hear it, what was going on? I touched her, but she was trying to push my hand away, and even if I was blind, she didn't bother to help me.

"If you can't hear, you're deaf, just like if you can't see, you're blind." Song Lingjian said lukewarmly.

"I know there are a lot of things wrong with me, and so is Yan Wrong—but, now is not the time to blame me—Song Lingjian, when I beg you, you must have a way to heal his ear."

"This is an old disease, the tendons and veins in the ears have long since died, and I can't cure it, unless I go back in time."

Old sickness?!

"No, he could clearly hear it a few days ago, why can't he hear it all of a sudden? Is it because of poisoning? Yes? ”

"He was already deaf in his left ear, and his tendons were dead, and he could not be brought back to life. This time, the toxin attack will affect the hearing of the right ear, which may be temporary or permanent. ”

I was stunned, my left ear has long been deaf? Yan is deaf in her left ear?! How did I not know?!

"How can we save him? There will definitely be a way, as long as you want. "I pulled Song Lingjian tightly, she was my lifesaver.

Song Lingjian didn't refuse, I knew that I was excessive, and I always regarded her as hope when something happened, and felt that she had to do anything.

She said indifferently: "I can do my best, but I can't give you any guarantees." But before I heal him, your eyes must be healed. ”

"Okay-good-as long as you're willing to try, I'll recuperate, drink medicine and rest, as long as you save him-"

Song Lingjian was quiet, as if he was doing the final finishing work, and asked me casually, "Why isn't Xia Xia around?" ”

She ...... I ......"

Sister Fei misunderstood that Xia Xiamei pushed down Yan Cuo, and Xia Xiamei ran away crying. I had persuaded her to come back together, but, but-" Dabao didn't go to boil water, just found an excuse to stay away from here, stayed at the door and watched us, and when he heard Song Lingjian ask Xia Xia, he answered.

This stinky treasure, why do you want to say it!

Sure enough, Song Lingjian immediately stood up and said coldly: "I don't understand what you said that blood is thicker than water, and the closest one can also be fatal." Although Xia Xia and you are not connected by blood and bones, you are in your heart, but in order to protect Yan Cuo, you have broken Xia Xia's heart several times. If you don't want her, and don't know how to have mercy, give it back to me. ”

"I'm sorry."

"Don't tell me I'm sorry, I hate it when people say this - Xia Xia has already cooked a decoction for you, although you can't see clearly, you can always find your way to the kitchen, right?" Song Lingjian didn't want me to stay here anymore, because she was angry with me about Xia Xia and didn't want to see me again.

I nodded, and walked out of the room with great obedience, towards the kitchen.

Dabao screamed: "Ah, gone? - Sister Fei - Xia Xia Mei is afraid that the medicine will be cold, so she has put the medicine pot in the warm bucket, let me help Sister Fei take it out-" Without saying anything, she already pulled the corner of my clothes and walked away.

As soon as I left the room and turned to the porch, I felt weak in my legs and my brain collapsed.

Dabao hugged me, so anxious that he cried: "Sister Fei, Sister Fei, are your feet soft?" Don't die, Sister Fei, you haven't seen Dabao yet, Sister Fei, ......"

I came to my senses, I couldn't hold back my tears, and cried in a low voice, how could this be, how could Yan Cuo be deaf, Song Lingjian just said as much as possible, and said that the veins in his ears had died......

"Sister Fei, don't cry, Dabao will protect you-" Dabao patted me on the back, like a well-behaved child comforting my weak sister.

"Shhh

"Uh-oh." Dabao was very obedient and didn't ask why, so he kept his mouth shut.

I listened carefully with my ears sideways, Yan Cuo coughed in a sand throat, and said, "What do you want to say when you take them away?" ”

Song Lingjian smiled, as if he was in a good mood: "I have nothing to say." ”

"Don't you have something to say to me when you take them away?"

"If you can't guess accurately, it's better to guess less about other people's hearts."

No, didn't Yan Cuo hear it, how could he have a normal conversation with Song Lingjian?

Yan Cuo sneered: "It turns out that you don't believe that I am deaf in both ears at all. ”

"You're deaf in your left ear, I already knew that." Song Lingjian said lightly.

"How do you know?"

"When you talk to people, almost always on the right side. If someone is speaking to your left, you are always on guard and you have to switch positions so that your right ear, which is hearing, can pick up the sound. I've noticed that your left ear is no longer alive, and it's not as clean as your right ear, so you almost ignore its existence. ”

Have it? I recalled carefully, how Song Lingjian observed so carefully, I didn't find any difference between Yan Cuo and us at all, the only difference was that he spoke very loudly and felt very fierce.

Yan Cuo did not answer.

"None of this is inherently perfect, there are always more or less flaws. And your left ear is deaf, it should be acquired. So you're very sensitive to any vibrations, and you're going to listen to any sound and information, and you've even learned to speak lips to cover up your shortcomings. Song Lingjian really has no partiality for these, in her eyes, it may be the same for everyone, it doesn't matter, it's insignificant.

Yan Cuo still didn't answer, I was stunned, Yan Cuo was deaf the day after tomorrow, what happened to him?

"Your grievances with Yan Fei have nothing to do with me. Yan Fei has a request for me, and since I agree, I will do it. Song Lingjian said calmly, even if it was charity, she didn't like to be thanked. Indeed, Yan Cuo has been here for so long, and Song Lingjian has never made any comments.

"The poison on the letter—I didn't do it." Yan Cuo said slowly.

"I know."

Why should Yan Cuo explain? Hasn't he always disdained to be with us? Somehow, I breathed a sigh of relief.

"That's the one called the sea drifter......"

"How?"

"Nothing."

"He's sick. What is there to convey? Song Lingjian suddenly sped up his speech.

Yan Cuo smiled, the laughter was very sad, but very gentle: "His painting is very good." ”

"He can't draw."

"His pen can draw anything that any famous artist in the world can draw back." Yan Cuo said blankly.

Footsteps, Song Ling's arrow came out?!

I hurriedly grabbed Dabao to get up, not daring her to find me like this, but Song Lingjian had already arrived in front of us.

"I don't think I'm sick enough, so I'm lying on the ground and cooling." Song Lingjian sneered, and pulled me up, she had a lot of strength, and my whole arm was very sore.

Dabao stepped back in small steps, sighed, and said, "No-no-Sister Feifei almost fainted just now, what did she do-"

"Get Xia Xia back, otherwise don't blame me for being ruthless." Song Lingjian didn't want to listen to Dabao's explanation and shook off my hand.

"Yan Mistake—"

"Your worries won't cure him, don't bother him if you don't do anything, anger is not a good medicine for him and for you."

"Got it, got it." I nodded cautiously.

Song Lingjian walked away quickly.

Dabao took a deep breath, probably looking at Song Ling's arrow, and after a while, he said with palpitations: "It's so fierce-it's scary, it's similar to my father-but, this Sister Song is still very good to Xia Xia, no wonder Sister Xia Xia said that she is a fairy of Caixia, if she is willing to smile, don't be so fierce, in fact, she is still very good-looking, at least better than my father, en." ”

I didn't want to laugh, I already had the strength to take a step.

Originally, I thought that I couldn't suppress anything with such a temperament, but it turns out that a person's ability to bear is far beyond his imagination.

Dabao carefully helped me to the kitchen, placed me in front of the table like a treasure, and said, "Sister Fei, you sit here and don't move, Dabao will bring you the soup and medicine-I saw Xia Xia put it in the morning-I also brought some self-made desserts, all of which are appetizing and refreshing, Sister Fei, do you want to try it?" ”

I nodded carelessly and said, "Thank you, Dabao." ”

Dabao happily went to the stove to get busy, and said in pieces: "No need to say thank you, being able to take care of Sister Fei is something Dabao can't dream of——"

There was a warm smell of medicine under my nose, and it was Dabao who had put the potion away, and he sat down next to me, silent, but I felt that he had been staring at me.

I held the medicine bowl, the temperature was moderate, Xia Xia was really careful and thoughtful, thinking of the cold words to her in the morning, I was really embarrassed: "Where is a person like me worthy of being treated well by others, always treating kindness as a donkey's liver and lungs, and scolding away people who are really good to themselves——"

Dabao said: "No, no, Sister Fei is not such a person, Dabao has asked many people, and there is no one who does not give Sister Fei a thumbs up - it's really good, I think my mother must be such a good person, whoever mentions it will have a praising smile on her face - unlike Dabao, whoever sees it is either hiding, or being cold-faced by ...... father"

"Your mother?" I remember Dabao mentioning that I look very similar to his mother who died young.

"Eun, so seeing Sister Fei is like seeing my mother. Seeing that Sister Fei is so good to Xia Xiamei, I imagine that my mother will be so good to Dabao, only if she is really good to a person, will she get angry and lose her temper, isn't it? It's a pity that Dabao doesn't have this opportunity, if my mother hadn't given birth to me, she wouldn't have died. Daddy should hate me. ”

Dabao is innocent, but he grew up in such an environment, which is really difficult for him.

"How can your father hate you, those two people just came to look for you, you see that your father is still worried about you, and he has come from so far away."

Dabao sighed angrily and said, "Alas, he is like this, I look at me everywhere at home, I dodge, and he wants to chase me back everywhere." If you look at me so blocked, why do you need to tie me to your side? ”

I drank all the decoction in one go, and Dabao said: "There is still a foreign medicine here, Sister Xia Xia pounded it in the morning, saying that it was to be applied to Sister Fei's eyes, but now she is not here, Dabao helps Sister Fei rub it." ”

I nodded, closed my eyes lightly, and Ren Dabao carefully dipped the medicine to wipe his eyes, and continued the topic just now: "Then you can't run away from home, your father is strict with you, and he is also good to you, and he is very worried about you leaving like this." ”

Dabao's hand stopped, and said quietly: "No, he won't, he is different from other people's fathers, other people's fathers open their mouths and close their mouths to praise their children, but my father always tells me not to go out and be embarrassed, no one in the yard dares to say a word for me, I know that they laugh at me behind my back, laugh at me for being a fool." Speaking of which, Dabao already has a crying voice.

"Why do I laugh at you, the big guys here like you very much and think you're cute." I mean it sincerely.

Dabao said happily again: "Yes, yes, that's right, so I really like to stay with you, especially Sister Fei, if my mother is here, she will definitely say this like Sister Fei." ”

I smiled and nodded, but my heart was very uncomfortable, Dabao was born without a mother, his father lost his wife and will have hatred for him, Dabao is naïve by nature, and his peers should be a little deviated mentally, his father not only did not protect more, but always disliked and harsh, he pinned all his fantasies of love on his mother who died early, always thinking, if my mother is here, if my mother is still alive......

But this is a definite fact, there is no if, his mother is no longer there.