After not receiving anonymous letters or gifts for several days, the stone in my heart finally fell to the ground, and I felt very relieved.

It's Thursday, and I can finally go to the playground in the name of physical education class.

The weather was so nice and the wind was beautiful.

Tian Mi and I held hands and happily went downstairs, passing by the basketball court, I was talking to Tian Mi with my back to the basketball court.

Suddenly, an unidentified object flew straight at me, slamming me on the back of my head. "Ouch~", I touched my head and turned around and yelled, "Who is it?" ”

I saw Dai Long standing not far away, with a stinky fart expression on his face.

Is this a series of people who can't get it to be beaten?

He walked over to me, as if about to say something. I didn't want to have too much entanglement with him, so I was thrown directly by the basketball over there, and pulled Tian Mi to the meeting place.

"Bang"

I hadn't taken a few steps when a ball hit me on the back of the head. It's even harder than just now, and I'm a little dizzy. I immediately squatted on the ground with my hands and tried not to cry.

"You...... Are you okay? I just wanted to play a joke with you...... I want you to ignore me. Dai Long's voice came from his ears.

The uncontrollable power of the desolation in my body finally broke out, and I almost exploded, so I stood up and yelled at him: "You, to, the end, the end, are you not playing?" ”

He stammered, "I ...... I ......"

Who am I messing with?

The voice seemed to be a little too loud, attracting a wave of onlookers.

Tian Mi asked with concern, "Ling Yue, are you okay?" ”

I said, "It hurts...... You can help me see if it's up. ”

Zhao Dahai quipped: "Look at this posture...... You're not going to fight, are you? ”

My elder brother from the same village, Ling Yan, leaned over and asked, "Huh? Fight...... What fights ......? Immediately protect me, "Dai Long, you have gone too far." Ling Yue is my fellow countryman, how can you bully a girl like this. ”

Good brother, righteous enough. It's not in vain that we grew up playing with mud together.

However, seeing that this posture is not dispersed, it is estimated that Mr. Wu will only make a bigger fuss when he comes. I pushed away Ling Yan, who was gritting my teeth, and said softly, "No...... It's okay, how can you fight ......"

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Wang Qin's words.

Wang Qin glanced at me and said, "Ling Yue! Why are you so stingy, aren't you just smashed by the ball, Dai Long is just joking with you, as for being so serious. Why, Ling Yan, you don't like Ling Yue, do you...... So anxious to stand up for her? ”

Ling Yue was stupid, so she could only hold back one sentence: "You...... What nonsense are you talking about? Ling Yue and I are good brothers. ”

She glanced at Dai Long eagerly and asked with concern, "How are you, are you okay?" Seeing that Dai Long was reluctant to deal with her, he turned around and continued, "Everyone, don't watch people here, hurry up and line up to gather, the teacher will come over later." ”

Ling Yan likes me? I like your sister. He had to call me aunt by seniority, and sister by age. Although it is true that the long man is tall and the horse is big.

I was very sad to see that Wang Qin, who was so cute as an angel to me, and I still helped Dai Long.

But I don't want to lose my demeanor, in order to ease the awkward atmosphere: "Right...... It's all a misunderstanding...... Let's all disperse, hurry up and gather. ”

This is probably a dumb loss. As a class leader, headaches are trivial, and maintaining order in class is the right thing.

I'm really the right-hand man of the old class.

However, this incident made me completely disgusted with the reckless and childish appearance.

Is chasing a girl like this? Don't you think that you smashed me into six relatives and didn't recognize me, and tied a dog chain and led me home directly?

Ay?

That's not right. Why did Wang Qin help Dai Long? Could it be that the two of them are also fellow countrymen?

Wrong wrong...... Not a surname.

Could it be that she likes Dai Long? I'm obedient, I've discovered some ulterior secret.

So, is she the one who reveals my whereabouts to Dai Long on weekdays? Sure enough, people's hearts are separated from their stomachs, and she obviously looks like such a simple little angel.

In the TV series, people who generally know a lot will die very miserably, so I'll pretend that I don't know anything. If you are a good person with your tail between your legs, you can't be offended.

After being "trained" by Mr. Wu, it was finally time for pleasant free activities.

Seeing the girls in front of me playing badminton over there, I had some itchy hands and leaned over to join them cheekily.

Helplessly, his ball skills were too bad, and he was knocked out by the opponent after a few moves...... This is also the reason why Ling Ming later died and didn't play with me, he said that if he played with me, he couldn't let me serve, and said that if I could send a ball in ten minutes, it would be considered a super long play.

Well, it's all true. But poor technique doesn't stop me from loving badminton.

Fortunately, these girls are not as powerful as Ling Ming's ball skills, and everyone has a lot of fun.

When we were tired of playing, we sat on the lawn to drink water and rest.

The class flower of our class, Chen Yingying, she is so elegant when she even drinks water. Drink one sip after another, the fair skin is white in the sun, and the beautiful long hair hangs naturally......

If I were a boy, I guess I would be tempted to see a girl like this.

After she finished drinking the water, she took out a tissue and handed it to me, and then she gently wiped her sweat.

I followed her example and wiped my sweat gently, and it felt like it was like today was the first time in my life that I was a girl.

She smiled, turned her head and asked me softly, "Ling Yue, do you have anyone you like?" ”

I was lost by her laughter, and replied stupidly, "No...... No, what about you? ”

No, it seems that the old class asked me to "monitor" you a few days ago, so don't say it. Don't be the day I was tricked by him, recruiting everything.

She seemed to smile even more happily, and said, "Why do you look a little silly, you say me, yes, wow, he is a very sunny, gentle and considerate person." ”

Is there really one?

I also smiled and said, "Wow...... A good-looking person like you, the person you like must also be good-looking, right? ”

She was suddenly a little shy, lowered her head slightly, and replied, "Well......"

Forehead...... You don't not only have someone you like, but also secretly fall in love, right?

When I saw her like this, I was also a little curious, so I said casually, "Can you take me to meet you then?" I also want to see what good-looking guys look like...... Don't get me wrong, I just want to learn more, and I don't mean anything else. ”

She stroked her bangs casually and continued to say to me gently, "Okay! I'll show you when I have the chance. ”

I also replied softly, "Hehe...... Okay. ”

I really want to be such a charming girl.

If I didn't grow up with my brother or my mother, or if my skin could be fairer and my hair darker and more beautiful, wouldn't I be able to look so good? Like with a fairy tale princess?

But this kind of temperament may not be something I can learn or envy in my life.

I'm just a Cinderella, grizzled, and a "vicious" brother, who hits me every day for my looks, he said that I have a thin body, I can't go home and plant seedlings, and if I don't study well, I can only starve to death.

So, I've always felt ugly, dark, and poor...... There is only one way out of studying, but although this is an exaggeration, it seems to be true.

If you don't study well, you can only go home and plant seedlings, get married early and have a baby, there is no other way.

In the evening, Wang Zeming said that he wanted to memorize the English text he learned yesterday, so I turned around and listened to him memorize the text.

Representatives of each subject can memorize texts with me when their group leaders are busy.

In three minutes, he memorized the text very fluently. It's amazing, I can only memorize half of it today, and it looks like I have to hurry up and practice again.

I took a red pen and signed a "memorize" with the date, closed the book and handed it to him, and was about to turn around and sit back.

He was a little hesitant, and he asked a little nervously, "Ling Yue, are you...... Is your head okay? ”

Isn't it, you know that? Also, I guess the whole class knows.

I smiled and replied, "It's fine!" Just smashed it twice, it shouldn't be stupid. There's no bleeding or anything, it's a trifle. Thank you for your concern. ”

His brows suddenly relaxed, and he said with a smile: "It's okay." Then why did he hit you with the ball? ”

was asked by him like this, not to mention, and suddenly I really felt a little aggrieved. If Ling Ming had asked me, he would have cried tears and said, "Brother, he deliberately beat me." ”

But the person in front of me is not familiar with him, he is still a boy.

I politely replied, "No...... It's okay, it's all a misunderstanding. I guess my head has gravity, hehe...... When I was a child, my brother played ball, and I was always hit by balls next to me. It seems that the next time I see the basketball court, I will have to take a detour to be safe. ”

I changed the subject and exchanged a few casual pleasantries, then turned around and endorsed it myself.

When I went to junior high school, everything was really different.

I find myself becoming more conscious of gender now. I can't forget that I'm a girl and call myself a brother with the boys.

In addition to the relatively open play in the early days, now it will become inexplicably restrained when contacting the living.

I can treat them as "brothers", but they can't ignore that I am a "girl", even Ling Yan always emphasizes to me that "I am a girl".

The last time I watched TV, I thought the plot was funny, and I didn't feel like I laughed a little louder. My dad taught me, "How can a girl know such a gaffe? This "giggle" laughter is particularly ugly, and you should pay more attention to it in the future. ”

I could only say yes in unison, although I didn't understand why Ling Ming could laugh like that, but I couldn't.

Even the homeroom teacher manages the students, with a plan for boys and a plan for girls. The idea that there is a difference between men and women has been instilled in my mind since I was in junior high school, and I can't ignore it.

Also, I've noticed that lately, I've been hearing more and more about "whom" in the mouths of my classmates.

Some girls seem to have their own people to like, and I'm like an outsider.

Although I was confessed indiscriminately, I was still focused on studying, and there were no other waves.

Alas...... I don't understand!

Really follow my dad's sentence "I want to develop slowly"?