Chapter 187: The Inner Monologue of the City Lord (Confession)
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The heart of the lord of the castle, which had always been extremely hard, was about to soften into a puddle of water.
thought of the irascible Ah Cheng being mad at her, but he never moved a finger from her, but hit his own head-
God, how could there be such a torturous bastard.
What the Lord wants to do most now is to bully this pitiful bastard on the bed.
If only I could bully someone cry.
The lord of the city felt as if he was a little sick, and always wanted to have close or even negative contact with Ah Cheng, like a criminal who longed for beauty but couldn't.
But she won't hurt Ah Cheng, never, she will destroy herself first when she can't control herself.
Ah Cheng's head is tendoned, and he is always sharp, so she likes to tease him, especially when she looks like he can't figure anything out of his thoughts.
He frowned on his good-looking face, his golden eyes were full of doubts and distress, and his face was childlike childish, and his appearance was almost fascinated the more he looked at it.
The childishness of a child, the face of a teenager, and the body of a man, the combination of these three elements is really terrible.
Sometimes, she also thinks that it is good to live like this for the rest of her life. He is always a zombie, and they can't have the most intimate contact, but just guarding it and looking at it doesn't seem to be bad.
But her heart told not enough, not enough at all.
She didn't get enough from him at all.
The lord of the castle knows very well what kind of person he is.
A very selfish, very greedy, dark and desolate person.
Because of the special growth environment, she sneered at 'like', and this kind of superficial feelings couldn't satisfy her at all.
There is a big hole in her heart, and malice is spreading out all the time, and even her ability before the end of the world is 'malice'.
She wants hot, intense, all-burning feelings, even if she burns herself.
She wants 'love', not just 'love'.
What she wants is 'love' that transcends everything.
She wants all of Huo Cheng, not only physically and emotionally, but also more than everything else.
In Huo Cheng's heart, even if it is Marshal Huo, it can't be more important than her!
Of course, on the other hand, she is the same.
She could leave everyone behind for him, including Qin Ran.
Between Qin Ran and Huo Cheng, she would choose Huo Cheng without hesitation.
She will feel guilty, but she will not regret it.
You see, she's actually such a sick and selfish woman.
But Huo Cheng seems to be a natural match with her, and everything she lacks has been filled.
She is selfish, he is forgiving, she is vicious, he is kind, she is cold, he is warm.
It is said that two people together are like two broken pieces together, and the extra edges and corners need to be ground up so that they will not be scratched by each other's sharpness.
But they seem to be born to combine them and form a perfect circle.
In the previous life, before she showed pathological tendencies, Huo Cheng had already noticed it. But instead of leaving, he chose to love deeply.
It's actually a bit vicious to say, Huo Cheng's identity as an orphan does make her feel very relieved, because in this way, no relative will occupy a more important position in his heart than her.
Huo Cheng has been giving her a sense of security, in all aspects.
He fully manifested his sense of existence in Li Qing's life, creating a feeling that he was dependent on her and couldn't do without her, which really made Li Qing enjoy it very much, and she liked Huo Cheng's feeling of relying on her very much.
In their lives, she is like a strong woman who has no ability to take care of herself, a good breadwinner for her family, and she eats, drinks and takes care of Lazar.
What a smart person Huo Cheng is, he has long known about Li Qing's illness.
But he felt sorry for her and couldn't bear her.
He tried to heal Li Qing, and always instilled positive energy and other words in her. He hopes that Li Qing will live like a beam of unrestrained sunshine, always warm and pleasant.
When they met, they had already experienced enough suffering with each other, and it was not so much that Huo Cheng healed Li Qing, but that they healed each other.
He did do heal, but halfway through the cure, he died.
His death made Li Qing unable to let go and could not forget, he became her only one.
So she went back in time and tried to have him again.
There has never been such a person, who loves her and protects her with all his might.
She had everything he had, even death.
So the current Li Qing is actually very anxious, she wants to occupy all of Huo City, but the reality makes her a big heel.
Huo Cheng turned into a zombie and didn't recognize her anymore.
I don't love her anymore.
The scene of that night recurred over and over again, and she would always think that if I hadn't gone to City C, would it be better, or think like this, if I had taken Huo Cheng away directly, would he not have turned into a zombie.
Actually, it's all my fault.
Huo Cheng's one-sided strangeness made it difficult for her to suppress the desire for destruction in her heart.
A man who has been healed by half and has lost his most important treasure twice.
She could never be healthy again.
Fortunately, even if he turned into a zombie, he didn't reject her, otherwise she would really go crazy.
Almost desperately diverted his attention, allowing himself to do his best to ignore Huo Cheng's strange gaze.
After Huo Cheng turned into a zombie, she didn't have a moment to really relax, and she even felt ridiculous - why do you want to start over and let her feel the pain of loss again?
In this strange world, she didn't feel a sense of security, even if Lingbao was always with her, she couldn't feel at ease.
Lingbao is good, but he can't replace Huo Cheng.
No one can replace Huo Cheng.
Huo Cheng is unique.
But today, it seems that the sense of security that has been lost for a long time has returned.
When he didn't want to hurt her even if he hurt himself.
- He's a zombie.
Do you know how hard it is to suppress your nature!
A zombie with a brain full of hunger and grumpy, do you know how miserable it is to keep him from eating human flesh!
It's like spreading malice and absorbing malice, that's Li Qing's nature!
Her instincts!
It's like a drug, it seduces you all the time.
The lord of the castle looked at the face that seemed to be becoming more and more handsome, and he couldn't help but see the gods.
The part of my heart that has been blank seems to be filled in like this.
Even the breath is sweet, really like a poppy, which is addictive and fascinating.
She slowly leaned on her broad shoulders, put her palm on it, and gently brushed the tip of her nose across Huo Cheng's cheek, "Don't be angry with me, okay?" Don't hit yourself either. ”
Her warm face was pressed against the cold face, but she felt that her whole body was hot.
No one in the world could take her life, but this person was easy - if he wanted to, she would be willing to gouge out her heart and just want to make him laugh.
What a morbid and passionate emotion.
She felt her skin tremble against her, as if she was still a little unhappy.
Hmm~ How can I coax it?
It's better to kiss him.
The city lord did what he said, and without hesitation, he grabbed the two pieces of cold soft meat.
It's really sweet.
It's sweet to the heart.
This person may have been made of sugar.
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