Chapter 129: The City Lord Who Blames Himself

"Mom, this sister is so cute." The little girl lay on the edge of the bed, staring at the little soft baby with black eyes and amazement.

The girl lying on the edge of the bed looked exquisitely carved, and a stream of aura emanated from between her eyebrows and eyes, and she knew that she was very smart at a glance.

There was a few months old baby lying on the bed, with sparse hair and sparse eyebrows, and the "hair" hair was not only thin, but also yellow, which was really not very good-looking, but when he opened his eyes, the surrounding area was lost "color".

A child with sparse eyebrows and hair doesn't know why the eyelash "hair" is so long and thick, which really makes people suspect that the "hair" hair has grown to the eyelash "hair". Those black round black eyes were like stars, which made everyone who looked at him can't help but soften their hearts.

His little mouth was bubbling and bubbling and was so cute.

His little head suddenly turned to this side, and his obsidian-like eyes stared at the little girl for a while, and suddenly "revealed" a smile that made people's hearts melt. The eyes became crooked, and a smile seeped out of the eyes, and all at once the heart fell.

"This isn't my sister, this is my younger brother." The young woman next to her laughed.

"Really? Then I'm going to see his little brother! ”

"Hey! You fur monkey! ”

"I don't care, this will be my sister in the future! I'm going to protect her and make her laugh so much forever! The child's laughter promises are as fragile as a piece of paper.

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"It turns out that where I can't see, you've been living like this." An inaudible voice overflowed from her mouth.

Li Qing's fingers trembled slightly, a huge sour feeling welled up from her nose and throat, and the sadness was like a sudden tsunami, drowning her completely, making her breathless and speechless.

All the while, she was alone.

Just like a whale, a lonely whale without companions, wandering in the empty sea every day, patrolling her territory, occasionally looking up, seeing the light shining through the deep sea, there is a little hope in the dark corner of the heart, like a dying struggle, like drinking to quench thirst, rushing to the surface again and again, leaving the whole body out of the deep and lonely ocean, feeling the weightlessness and freedom of that moment.

In that moment, the warm sun and fresh air fascinated her like an addictive poison, but the whale could not do without the ocean, and the consequence of leaving was stranding and death.

She still had to be alone in the dark, icy ocean. In the eyes of others, this is her territory, and only she knows that this is her prison.

She was deeply imprisoned, and she did not dare to pursue that shallow freedom, so she could only let herself continue to immerse herself in the cold illusion, and take pleasure in teasing those weak inmates.

Pathetic and pathetic.

Like an incommissible monster! Father and mother, relatives and friends! All those who cared about her died completely.

She is like an anomaly, stubborn and lonely, hysterically revealing her existence, sad and miserable.

Until she met Huo Cheng, she was just a lonely dead child. That's why she clung to Huo Cheng so tightly, and she didn't even let him go when he died. When a demon who has lost all warmth and crawls out of hell encounters a ray of sunlight that illuminates her, the madness and obsession in her bones will explode - it is impossible to let go of this person. The moment the man stretched out his hand, he was entangled.

But she now feels like a joke.

"Lingbao, I didn't do anything."

"I said I would protect Ah Cheng well, but I lost him again and again, I said I would protect Ran Ran well, but you look at his current appearance."

"When I was complaining, I forgot about him, I forgot about this," Li Qing's finger pointed to this corner, and there was some empty remorse in his eyes, as if he thought for a while before remembering how to describe it, "This, a cold place without a trace of sunshine." ”

"His eyes are the brightest stars in the world."

"But now, the star is dead."

"When I shut myself off and didn't ask about the world, did he cry and cry for help, didn't he cry and ask me for help, didn't he...... He also used to resent me until he lost all hope and hid all his emotions like a wooden man. ”

Li Qing looked at his fingers and counted them carefully, "When we first met, he was three months old and I was two years old. When we separated, he was seven years old and I was nine, and now he is fifteen and I am seventeen. I said I would protect him well for the rest of my life, but I only protected him for seven years, so I still owe many years. ”

"I thought he survived the terrorist attack, but he was traumatized and went abroad for treatment."

"Why did I believe it so easily? Why? Probably because I couldn't stand hearing another piece of bad news, so I subconsciously believed it. ”

"But I never thought that you didn't die in that attack, but you weren't rescued either."

"I only stayed for three days, and you stayed for eight years. Counting the previous life, I ......"

"Adult, don't say it, woo woo woo~ You were only nine years old at the time, you were sent out directly, no one took care of you at all, and you were just a nine-year-old child who needed to be taken care of! It's not your fault what you do with him. ”

"yes, I'm nine years old. I didn't doubt anything people said, I believed everything. In eight years, there was not a single suspicion. said that he wanted to protect him well, but in the end, after he had the ability, he didn't check his current situation. ”

"Maybe that's why I'm always losing."

"I didn't do my part."

"I couldn't get revenge."

"Failed to keep promises."

"Didn't protect my men."

......

"There are too many for me to count."

"My lord! Please don't get into the horns! Qin Ran's situation was not caused by you! You do have things that you don't do well, and there are a lot of them. But you've also done a lot of things that others can't do in their lifetime! Have you forgotten your Devil's City! How many people call it the city of demons, but who is not yearning for it! Isn't it enough that you've built a paradise of almost absolute safety in the end times! ”

"In the end, I ruined it too." Li Qing said expressionlessly.

“......”

"But I'm sending you back! It's still too late! Madame is in! My brother is too! How can you not cheer up! ”

"It's because my brother doesn't know how much he's suffered, that you should cheer up even more! You said you were going to take good care of him, but you fell into sadness and sadness! Haven't you always been decisive! No matter how much remorse is for what has already happened, it is useless! Lingbao has no second chance to travel through time and space! It's the moment that counts! You all know that your brother has suffered a lot, and he is still crying here, but he doesn't know how to take a good look at his brother's injuries and find a way to take care of him! The latest chapter of "Give Me Back the Little Wolf Dog to My Paw Book House" is free to read for the first time.