109 Teacher Fang is sick

The days were as calm as water, but a stone from nowhere smashed into the water, splashing a very high splash, breaking the quiet life.

It was a very ordinary English class, but I didn't expect to walk into the classroom with an English textbook, and Teacher Fang, who was smiling, did not say class as usual, but said lightly: "Students, today may be the last time I will take you to an English class." There is something wrong with the body and needs to be treated, and it cannot be affected. ”

Why did she laugh and say such sad news, like a huge hail falling on a winter day, it hit my head with a "clang", and I couldn't prevent it.

It hurts me to see her trying to smile with a smile.

These two classes are the two most serious classes that students have ever attended, including me.

Even if he sat in the back row, he didn't take out his drawing book and listened casually.

As soon as she asked, many students raised their hands enthusiastically.

Many things must be cherished until they are truly lost.

For example, if I don't listen carefully to her class today, I may not have a chance in the future.

I always disliked her for being too slow in class and speaking too carefully, and she sounded particularly sleepy, and she looked forward to the end of class from the beginning of the class bell...... At this moment, I believe that none of the students sitting in the classroom do not have the same idea as me: "Time, you slow down." I want to listen carefully. ”

But time is the fairest and most ruthless, and it never stops for anyone.

These two classes passed quickly.

After class, we didn't stand up to say goodbye to her very touchingly, because we didn't want to be separated, and we believed that she would come to teach us after she recovered. So, just stood up solemnly, stood quietly, and watched her go intently.

The profession of a teacher is easy to say, but it is also tiring.

Just talking about using chalk for class, I don't know how much chalk ash I have to eat in a year.

There were teachers who teased him before, saying that he only started teaching five years ago, but he didn't expect his hair to fall out so badly, and he was a little bald before he was thirty-five years old.

Lime is corrosive and can burn people's skin.

My dad worked as a stonemason, and every winter, his hands cracked, because he was constantly exposed to these things.

When I sat in the first row before, because of the close distance, I could sometimes catch a glimpse of many teachers' hands, especially where the right hand often touched the chalk, and the skin was also a little cracked.

Before, Mr. Fang asked me to help copy an English model essay on the blackboard, and I only touched the chalk for about 20 minutes, and the next day, the skin on the tips of my thumb was a little cracked.

When I touch the water, it hurts, and sometimes I sweat and I also touch the wound. When you hold a pen, it hurts too.

Not only the teacher industry, but also any industry in the world, only those who have done it will understand that this industry is not easy.

Otherwise, looking at the flowers on the other side can only be "a layman's look".

Their profession is indeed much better than that of craftsmen in the wind and sun, and for example, the profession of a teacher is much better than my father's stonemason and my mother's tailor.

Their job, no social status, no security, can still be done when they are young, but they can't do it when they are old, a labor injury, and many sequelae downstairs, such as frozen shoulder, arthritis...... When I'm old, I can't carry it or stay up late, and I don't have a pension yet.

There is a high status and a pension, which is the benefit of being a teacher that I can see.

But in the townships, especially in Lingnan Middle School, the salaries of teachers are not very high, about two or three thousand a month, which is not as good as the treatment in big cities, so teachers here sometimes go to class, and they will inadvertently reveal their dissatisfaction with life, dissatisfaction with policies, and other cynical feelings.

The most common thing is to compare their own treatment with that of civil servants, and the conclusion is that the treatment of civil servants is much better than theirs.

I only know that the three words civil servant should represent a profession, and I don't know what it does, but I know the most from the mouth of the teacher, and the salary of this profession is very good.

Born as a teacher, the profession is chosen by oneself, since you have done it, you should also know whether it will be very hard in the future, but casually come up with some opinions, perhaps for them, it is just a way to vent and have fun, but for a teenager who is ignorant of the world, it is very likely to cause the distortion of values in their hearts.

As soon as people are poor, they complain more, and when they are unwilling, they begin to look for some external causes that are not the root causes, and if they are more extreme, some feelings with hatred are pulled out: "hatred of the father", "hatred of society", "hatred of fate".

More than once I heard the word "humane society" from the mouth of Lao Ban, he would sometimes tell us: "Fairness is always relative, there is no absolute, in the humane society, we must abide by the rules, but also learn to be flexible and make good use of the rules." ”

At that time, I didn't understand what I heard, but now that I think about it, I feel that the meaning is profound, and the worst thing in the "human society" is probably our poor and white families, so we will study hard.

If you don't study, there is no way out, and reading changes your fate, almost a rural child has to keep instilling and emphasizing the key points from the beginning of learning to speak.

Even though there are many incompetent teachers in this school, it still does not affect some competent teachers, who silently stick to their posts, shine, and nurture generations of students with knowledge.

I remember that the old class used to joke before, and he said that teaching students felt like raising birds, starting from bird eggs, hatching, and then waiting for us to grow up, grow wings, fly out of this backward village, and see the world outside.

And they have to stay here all the time, nurturing the newborn birds one by one.

The fact that Mr. Fang was seriously ill also affected the mood of the old class, and he sometimes sat on the podium, looking out the window in a daze, his eyes were bloodshot, as if he hadn't slept well.

Sometimes in class, we will also emphasize it, telling us to pay attention to our health, never eat snacks indiscriminately, eat on time, etc......

He was also worried in his heart, but he was going to teach us math problems here, accompany his daughter to and from class, and the image of a very thin but three-dimensional husband, father and teacher was so intersecting and switching on him.

I hope that Mr. Fang will recover soon and come back to teach us English.

I learned from the old class that there will be a new English teacher to take us to class next week, and he told me to cooperate with the new teacher's work, and to report to him in time if there is a bad situation or the course cannot keep up.

New teachers? What kind of teacher will it be?

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