Recently, I can't read the words on the blackboard clearly, and when I stand in the hallway, I can't see the leaves not far away.

I'm not going to be blind, am I?

I found an opportunity to dial the number at home by taking advantage of the landline of the commissary.

"Hello? Who are you? "As soon as I heard my dad's voice coming from the other end of the phone, my nose was a little sore, and tears were rolling in my eyes.

Swallowing my saliva and easing my emotions, I said worriedly, "Dad, it's my ......"

"Hey, it's Xiaoyue. What's wrong, why did you suddenly call home, is there a lack of money to spend, or is it homesick? Before I could say "I'm Xiaoyue", my dad asked excitedly.

"Dad, it's not that I'm short of money, it's that I'm a little homesick. The school food is not good, and I want to eat the food at home...... But that's not what I'm calling, I want to tell you that my eyes haven't been looking at the blackboard very clearly lately, hazy, and ghosted, am I almost blind...... I'm so scared. I continued to ask anxiously and fearfully.

"Huh? You said you couldn't see things clearly, wow, what are you talking nonsense about? …… You can't be as short-sighted as your brother, right? My dad said with a smile.

"Shouldn't I go for glasses, then? However, I don't seem to be that serious, it's just a little vague...... Dad doesn't want to wear glasses. I said coquettishly.

"Girl, don't worry. Why don't you talk to the class teacher and ask him to move your seat to the front so you can see clearly? "My dad was on the other end of the phone to help me with advice.

"Yes, I tried to walk to the third row in the morning, and the shadow was not so bad. Okay, I'll go back and talk to my teacher. I thought I was going blind...... Then I'm fine...... Hehe, you and my mom pay attention to your body at home, don't work night shifts and hurt your body. I said happily.

"Alas, okay, okay. Then we try not to work night shifts. By the way, girl, don't hang it yet, what do you want to eat on Friday night? Your mother and I will go sell vegetables in the morning. My dad asked earnestly.

"Roast beef with potatoes...... Hey. I said excitedly.

"Cheng, I'll talk to your mother later. Don't save money at school, eat more meat, you're growing. Then hang up first, the phone bill is expensive, remember to say thank you to the boss later. My dad urged.

"Well, okay, goodbye dad." I hung up the phone, paid 1 yuan for the phone, and said thank you to the commissary owner with a smile.

Walking straight to the office, he smiled and said to the old class who was preparing for class, "Teacher, my eyes seem to be short-sighted recently, and I can't read the blackboard very clearly...... Let's see if you can help me move the position a little bit forward, probably in the third row. ”

The old class looked up at me and said, "Then you still have to wear glasses if you are short-sighted, if everyone is short-sighted, then I won't be tired to death." ”

"Hmm...... But it's only Tuesday, and it takes the weekend to get glasses when I go home, and I can see it clearly when I do the third row...... I don't want to wear glasses for the time being, so I can save some money for my family, I can only trouble you. I pleaded.

The boss smiled at me and said, "Cheng, for the sake of you being so sensible, I'll find a classmate to change with you tomorrow." ”

"Hey, thank you, teacher, I'm in trouble." I smiled and thanked.

The next day, as expected, the seat was changed. Tian Mi helped me move the table together, and Wang Zeming also helped to set up a hand.

Changed from the sixth row to the middle of the third row, and became the same table with Zhu Bin, the point before the exam was different, the kanban book was much bigger and clearer.

After two weeks of "clear" thinking, it began to blur again.

In desperation, on the weekend, I took my father's motorcycle, and the two of them went to the county town to get glasses together.

I chose a purple glasses frame, small and round, and my father felt sorry for me and had to buy a very expensive lens.

A pair of glasses arrived, and all of a sudden, 400+ oceans were gone.

When I returned to school on Monday, I carefully put on my glasses during class time, and put them in my glasses case as soon as I got out of class, for fear of breaking them.

But I still couldn't avoid those sharp-eyed little ghosts, and as soon as I got out of class, I surrounded them.

"Xiaoyue, do you have glasses? Can you give me something to wear? Wang Qin said in surprise as if she had discovered a particularly novel thing.

"I just saw it in class, it's purple, and it's quite delicate." Zhu Xiaoqi smiled at Wang Qin and finished speaking, and her eyes also stared at my glasses case.

I had to mumble, "Okay...... But you have to be careful, it's precious......"

"Good!" Wang Qin agreed.

As soon as I took out my glasses, she took them and couldn't wait to put them on her delicate little face, and took out a small round mirror casually, took it carefully, and asked a little stinky: "How is it, isn't it good?" ”

I boasted, "Yes, yes, you look the best, and you look good with glasses." ”

When I complimented her, she smiled even more. Adjust the angle of your glasses again and continue to look in the mirror.

"Qinhao, is that enough? I'll be up in five minutes, so borrow me for a while. Zhu Xiaoqi urged with some impatience.

"Okay, here you go." Wang Qin was still unsatisfied, and handed her the glasses a little reluctantly.

Zhu Xiaoqi happily took the glasses and the small mirror, just like Wang Qin, admiring herself in the glasses.

When I saw them like this, I couldn't help but laugh: "Haha...... If you don't wait for myopia in the future, you can also go with the same style, I feel that you like to wear glasses, and it looks good when you wear them. ”

Wang Qin muttered: "I also have mild myopia, in fact, I have long wanted to get glasses, but my mother didn't let me, saying that there is dependence after wearing glasses......"

Zhu Qi gently took off his glasses and handed them to me, and said with a smile: "I only have myopia in one eye, and the glasses are not suitable for the time being." ”

I was a little surprised: "I can't see that you all have myopia, I thought my body was so bad that I was short-sighted." ”

Wang Qin stuck out her tongue at me, obediently expressing her helplessness.

Zhu Xiaoqi grabbed a handful of her hair, and the two of them went to the side to laugh and play......

Junior high school is a period when myopia is prone to outbreaks, perhaps because of the reason why I started studying at night from junior high school.

And the lights in the classroom are not too bright, and I get up early in the morning, and the food in the canteen is still poor...... Myopia has also become a matter of course.

The world behind the glasses is really clear, it turns out that the classroom is so big and so bright, and even the student rules posted on the back wall can be seen clearly.

However, more than 400 is too expensive, and I don't feel guilty, and I learned from the few students in the classroom, and nervously prepared for the final exam.

After the final exam, you have to take the winter vacation, which means that the Chinese New Year is almost after the winter vacation, and this is the first final exam for entering junior high school.

Then you must take the test well, don't look back for the New Year, when the "three aunts and eight masters" are all sitting around and torturing the results, if my score in the test loses the old face of my parents...... My mom will definitely have to nag me, and the New Year's money will be much less.

Thinking about it this way, I suddenly had a lot more effort to write exercises, and I was less distracted in class.

Tonight's self-study, the old class came to hold a class meeting again, and the theme was "Forbidden Novels".

said that there was a boy in class 7 whose grades were very good, because he was addicted to martial arts novels, forgot to sleep and eat, skipped class, and his grades plummeted.

He also put cruel words to warn us: "From tomorrow until the end of the final exam, I will check your desk drawers from time to time, don't be found out by me, otherwise it will be confiscated, and parents will be notified...... So, if you have a novel in your drawer right now, please receive them all in your dorm tonight and take them home on the weekend. ”

After speaking, he raised the "bamboo root strip" domineeringly, and the voice echoed in the air.

The whole class bowed their heads, and listened to this warning with their ears pricked up in fear and fear, and no one dared to squeak, and there was a dead silence.

It seems that "Lord He" is going to be real this time.

When he walked away, many classmates began to whisper, and exaggerated began to collect books, and put them in their bags one by one.

In the eyes of the teacher, in the context of exam-oriented education, at such an age, everything that is useless to study is meaningless, and everything that affects learning is guilty.

Youth should be colorful, but because of the pressure of learning and the limitations of economic conditions, the youth of our children is like chewing sugar cane without sweetness, rough and tasteless.

I looked up and looked closely at the four scholars who seemed "out of place" with the other flustered classmates, who were still studying there, as if everything that was going on around them had nothing to do with them.

An inexplicable sense of oppression came to my heart, and I was a little absent-minded in my studies for a while, and I was really afraid that I would not be able to enter the top three.

I began to feel a little remorseful, so I took out my school bag, filled it with all the comic books, colored pencils, and picture books in the drawer, zipped them up, and prepared to take them to the dormitory for the weekend.

In an instant, I suddenly felt that the school was like a production workshop, we were all "raw materials" that were transported, and the teachers were the production workers, shaping us according to the qualified standards.

Materials of different specifications and textures are all rigidly inserted into a mold, and if they are qualified, they will leave the factory, and if they are unqualified, they will become waste.

In other words, it can also be said that we are small trees, and in order to make us all grow into towering trees, these "gardeners" will directly use scissors to cut off the remaining branches that should not grow, regardless of the pain.

Whether you are in pain or not, whether you are willing or not, closing your eyes is a "repair".

We want to be understood and taught according to our aptitude, but in this backward township and feudal countryside, it is good for girls to have a book.

There are very few teachers, if you want to teach them according to their aptitude, is it too greedy?

So, it's good to be a "qualified" part, but how can you expect too much for the rest?