Chapter 580: There's not much left of feelings
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This last supper, eating very quietly, Cheng Qinqin didn't want to talk, Zhan Moming was worried that she would be unhappy, so she didn't talk much.
After eating, Zhan Moming cleaned up the kitchen and was about to help Cheng Qinqin do a massage, but Cheng Qinqin firmly refused.
She could no longer allow herself to make mistakes.
Zhan Moming has recently learned some new massage tricks, which can also be said to be some small means of love.
It is through acupuncture and acupuncture point stimulation that a woman becomes soft all over her body, and then wants to ...... uncontrollably
So, Zhan Moming couldn't wait to give it a try.
He hadn't eaten meat in a long time, and his eyes were green with hunger.
But the little sheep refused to let itself eat, and alas, it had to continue to starve.
Zhan Moming didn't dare to force Cheng Qinqin, so he had to send her home.
This journey is already long, Zhan Moming is even longer, this time apart, the next time I see her, it will be a long time.
Cheng Qinqin didn't speak all the way.
She just wanted to feel the breath of Zhan Moming one last time.
She coveted the breath.
This is the breath of love, and it will be difficult to have it again in the future.
Again, it won't be so strong.
After all, how big a person's heart can be.
To love him is to consume all your energy.
"Can I hold you, love, let me cry on your shoulder, if today we are going to separate, let me cry out loud, can I hold you, baby, let me call you like this one last time, you have no choice, I will leave with a smile......"
Cheng Qinqin wanted to turn off the power of this radio love song, but Ah Mei sang her heart too clearly, and she bit her lip to force the soreness of her nose back.
Zhan Moming resisted the impulse in his heart and did not rub Cheng Qinqin into his body.
No matter how heavy the rain is, there are times when it stops.
No matter how far the road is, there is a time to arrive.
No matter how long the night is, there is a time when it will be lit up.
No matter how deep the love is, there are times when you are separated.
Cheng Qinqin looked at the door of her house and slowly unfastened her seat belt.
Is today the last time we will see each other?
Today is the day of separation.
I remember that when Sui Tang left, he said that when we met again in the future, I don't know when it was......
felt very uncomfortable, Cheng Qinqin didn't dare to think deeply about why she was so uncomfortable, but she really didn't want to leave this man.
"Thank you." Cheng Qinqin lowered her head and thanked her, and was about to open the door and get out of the car, but Zhan Moming held her hand.
"Come back to Liangcheng with me, grandma misses you very much." Zhan Moming's voice was begging, and his grandmother was his last excuse.
However, Cheng Qinqin shook her head without hesitation.
She didn't dare to go back now.
Not to mention the old mansion of the Hui Zhan family, even that city, she didn't dare to set foot in.
After she accepts Zhan Moming's departure, she will definitely go back to see her grandmother and aunt, but not yet, she is afraid that she will never return, just like when she was twelve years old.
"Then do you have anything to talk to grandma?" Zhan Moming still asked without giving up.
Cheng Qinqin thought for a while and said: "Help me tell my grandmother that I miss her very much, let her take care of her body, I will definitely go to see her." ”
The voice is soft, but firm.
Cheng Qinqin took out a pen and paper again, wrote a few lines, folded it, handed it to Zhan Moming, and said, "Help me hand it over to grandma." ”
She knew her grandmother's thoughts, and Zhan Moming repeatedly invited her to go back, and it was for this reason, but since he already had someone he wanted to pursue, how could she still be by his side.
In this case, it is a moral kidnapping, and he is so pitiful
Moreover, it is obvious that this woman is different from Qin Yiying.
She must be a kind and enthusiastic woman, which is why Zhan Moming has undergone such a positive change.
They are a good match, and they will be happy.
"Qinqin." Seeing Cheng Qinqin preparing to get out of the car and leave, Zhan Moming's heart suddenly had a fluster.
"Huh?" Cheng Qinqin, who was immersed in her own thoughts, looked at Zhan Moming with some blankness.
"Have you run out of feelings for me?" Zhan Moming asked with difficulty the words that he had hidden in his heart and did not dare to face.
Cheng Qinqin was stunned for a moment, then smiled faintly and said softly: "It seems that there is not much left." ”
"Have you run out of feelings for me?"
"Like, there's not much left."
Cheng Qinqin thought that if she thought she didn't love her, it would be easier for Zhan Moming to explain to her grandmother, so be it.
Zhan Moming's heart was sullen, and there was still some throbbing, it turned out that being rejected by his beloved was such a heartache, like a knife.
So, did Qin Qin feel the same way before?
Once, twice, three times......
Zhan Moming subconsciously hugged Cheng Qinqin and said unwillingly: "Say it again!" ”
Cheng Qinqin's heart trembled, why do you say it again, is it because she knows that she is going to be liberated, so she is very excited?
Cheng Qinqin showed an indifferent expression, and pretended to be puzzled and asked, "I'll set you free, okay?" ”
Zhan Moming hugged Cheng Qinqin's arms tightly, not good, not good at all, I don't want to be free, I just want you.
Listen to my heartbeat and let it tell you that I can't live without you.
"Qinqin, do you want to be free too?" Zhan Moming asked softly.
He still doesn't understand Cheng Qinqin, he still doesn't understand what Cheng Qinqin wants.
Cheng Qinqin didn't expect Zhan Moming to ask such a question, so she was slightly stunned and said, "Who doesn't want to be free." ”
However, freedom is sometimes a bondage.
It is your own heart that holds freedom.
Freedom is not something that others can have by letting go, you have to let go yourself.
"Okay, I'll give it to you." Zhan Moming let go of Cheng Qinqin and said with a smile.
Since you want it, I'll give it to you...... A few days of freedom.
Cheng Qinqin was stunned, give me, give me, give me? Is it free?
You're leaving, so you won't come to me again?
Is this freedom?
"Life is precious, love is more valuable, if it is for freedom, both can be thrown away." That's not true at all.
If you love yourself, life is the most important thing.
If you love others, love is the most important thing.
Freedom, on the other hand, is the highest state of life and love.