Zheng Zhuzhu let out a light "ah" and said gently: "Really? What words? ”

"O bird without feet - I heard Brother Shangguan say the same thing about himself, but he said that he was seeking justice and clarity, to be a bird without feet, never stopping, I listened to his words, I felt that my blood was boiling, and I really wanted to seek justice with him and do something for the suffering people in this world."

Zheng Zhuzhu said blankly: "Yes, Shangguan Gongzi is indeed a good person, Qingming is not his own body, I didn't expect it to be just a bird without feet, in the fate of different people, the things represented are completely opposite...... For Shangguan Gongzi, it is persistence and faith, but for me, it is imprisonment and imprisonment......"

Xia Xia said: "You have hands and legs, and no one cuffs you with locks, why is there no freedom?" No one can force you to do what you don't want to do, it's a big deal to don't want anything, and live happily on your own. ”

"I said this seven or eight years ago, I said to my mother, mother, we don't want anything, we live on our own poverty but happiness, but my mother said that she is reluctant to let my father die, she would rather bend in the golden wire cage and hold the scars tightly, than spread her wings with me." Speaking of this, Zheng Zhuzhu was already in tears, and I heard her weeping, and it was a circle of cause and effect.

"Miss Zheng, are you unwilling to marry that Huang Gongzi?" Xia Xia asked hesitantly.

"The order of my parents, the words of the matchmaker, I married Huang Gongzi, I have no choice at all."

"Miss Zheng, does she have someone in her heart?"

Zheng Zhuzhu didn't answer, choked up and cried softly.

"Okay, I won't ask, I shouldn't ask."

"I don't want to marry, it's not all because I don't marry someone I like, my mother she never knew, I was actually very reluctant to her, after I married someone else, who here still remembers that she is actually a weak and crying person, who will know how many tears she has in exchange for now, I am obviously very reluctant to her, but I dare not tell her, why does she have to desperately stuff me out, I have to leave here? Doesn't she have a trace of reluctance, no nostalgia? Zheng Zhu cried helplessly, I knew she was a weak person, but I didn't know that she used to be a strong person, strong enough to protect her mother, but now why is it the other way around?

At this time, footsteps sounded in the alley again, very slowly, and when I walked to the door, I paused for a moment, as if hesitating, and a fragrant smell of porridge slowly wafted in.

"Hey, Brother Shangguan, why are you here?" Xia Xia was surprised.

"Oh—take the liberty of interrupting." Shangguan Yan's voice was very embarrassed, because Zheng Zhuzhu was crying.

"I'll go back to the room first, and Shangguan Gongzi will sit slowly." Zheng Zhuzhu hurried back to the backyard.

Shangguan Yan sighed lightly, didn't ask anything, and instead smiled and said to Xia Xia: "I happened to be running errands nearby, and I was entrusted to bring something to you." ”

Xia Xia smiled: "Wow, what about the fragrant porridge, who is entrusted by it?" Who still has the heart to remember the sick number of our hospital at this time. ”

Shangguan Yan smiled and said: "Dabao made a lot of it early in the morning, there are all kinds of flavors, this bowl of lotus seed white porridge is Miss Yan's, rock sugar pear porridge is yours, he knows that you love sweetness, and he added a lot of sugar." ”

"Brother Dabao really has a heart, I will invite him to eat sugar gourd. He lives in the yayuan now, and he hasn't been bullied by those fierce yacha, right? ”

Shangguan Yan smiled: "They are also children's tempers, at most they are just teasing him - is Miss Yan awake?" Eat porridge while it's hot. ”

I didn't expect Shangguan Yan to be quite caring, originally I thought that his concern for me was just to investigate the case.

Xia Xia didn't come and knock on my door as usual, but said quietly: "There is no sound at all, either sleeping or going out - I will take it to the kitchen and heat it, and I will tell her when she appears." ”

Shangguan Yan said: "It's okay - by the way, how are Miss Yan's eyes?" Is it getting better? ”

Xia Xia said: "There is no big improvement, but fortunately, the condition is under control." So many things have happened in the village, Sister Fei seems to have changed as a person......"

Shangguan Yan said: "This matter is my mishandling of this matter, I recall that there is indeed a place where Miss Yan was not taken into account, and after the case is completed, I have to solemnly apologize to Miss Yan." ”

Xia Xia said softly: "Brother Shangguan really has a heart, but Sister Fei can't listen to anyone's words now......"

Shangguan Yan smiled and said, "How is the girl brought by Brother Han?" Have you ever woken up? ”

Xia Xia said: "I woke up once earlier, but she seems to have been very frightened, and she has been hiding and not daring to see anyone. ”

"In this way, I originally wanted to take her back to the yayuan to recuperate, so that I can quickly know what kind of reproach she has suffered, and it will disturb you too much in the embroidery courtyard."

Xia Xia said: "It's okay to bother, I also like Sister Needle'er, anyway, there are many rooms here, so let her get used to it first." The yayuan is full of men, and she is not suitable for a girl's family. ”

Shangguan Yan said: "Then, I can only continue to bother Xia Xia-"

Xia Xia asked abruptly, "Can Brother Shangguan marry or be engaged?" ”

Shangguan Yan was stunned for a moment, obviously not expecting her to ask such a question.

Xia Xia said: "The matchmaker girls in the town want to know." ”

Shangguan Yan's voice was soft, still gentle and dignified: "I haven't married a wife yet, and there was a marriage contract, but it fell." ”

"Down? Why did it fall? ”

"Marriage is often not a matter of two people, it is a decision made by two parents, and I have no choice. It's been a long time ago, so don't mention it. ”

"It's a pity, that girl is really unlucky, even such a good person as Brother Shangguan has missed it like this."

"It should be said that I am not blessed to be able to get married to such a good girl." Shangguan Yan, who is always gentle and polite, has an inferiority complex and loss in his voice that I can't understand.

"Hey, Miss Zheng is worried and depressed about the fulfillment of the marriage contract, and Brother Shangguan, you are alone because of the destruction of the marriage contract - the marriage contract is really annoying."

Shangguan Yan swept away the haze brought by the sentence just now, and said with a smile: "Fate comes and goes, everything is destined." Xia Xia has no marriage contract, so she doesn't have such troubles, and she can freely choose her own path and the people who walk with her. I wish to win the hearts of one person, and the white heads will not be separated. ”

I was stunned.

I wish to win the hearts of one person, and the white heads are inseparable.

In this world, is there really such a love and lover?

Xia Xia sighed lightly: "I wish to win the heart of one person, and the white head will not be separated, this is beautiful, I don't believe in what lasts forever, and I don't believe that anyone will live a life with only one person without distraction." I only know that the moon is full and absent, and people's hearts are even more unpredictable. ”

Shangguan Yan smiled and said: "At a young age, cardamom years, it is the beginning of spring, how can Xia Xia have been hurt by love so desperately?" ”

Xia Xia said: "My young age is different from other people's young age. I've seen more things than Sister Fei, who is six years older than me. Hey, I know why Sister Song and the third brother are so protective of her, because in the hearts of complex people, it is a thing to be able to see such a simple and real smile, just like experiencing a muddy ditch and suddenly seeing a crescent moon smiling, Sister Fei She is the same to everyone, maybe sometimes she is so weak that I hate her, but I know that it is because of her kindness that so many people willingly protect her, and so do I, although my strength is very small. ”

Shangguan Yan sighed lightly: "Although I don't know what Xia Xia has experienced, however, fate has taken some from you, and it will always compensate you for the others." Only by letting go of the past can we move towards the future. ”

After being silent for a while, I heard Xia Xia's slight choked voice: "So I'm so scared, I'm afraid that God just played a joke on me, and soon he will take everything away from me......"

Shangguan Yan didn't speak again.

The moment I woke up in the morning, I instinctively opened my eyes, and a pair of beautiful and delicate eyes flashed before my eyes, and the vague but very delicate face said to me:

Don't be afraid, I'm here.

I was startled, and hurriedly touched my eyes—the veil was still covered, and there was a faint smell of medicine—

It turned out to be a hallucination.

Did Song Lingjian change my medicine last night? Because the gauze was slightly wet and smelled of medicine, how could I sleep so much, I didn't even notice it at all.

I touched the water room and washed it briefly, touched the courtyard, pushed the door with a gesture, and did not touch the door panel, the courtyard door should be open.

"Song Lingjian, are you at home? Sea drifting? "I'm here to apologize.

"Sister Fei, Sister Song, Brother Haipiao went up the mountain. I asked Brother Dabao to go to the city, Miss Zheng went to find Sister Li, you go back to the house and stay. Xia Xia said at the gate of the courtyard.

"Xia Xia—"

Xia Xia passed by me, I reached out to pull her, but I didn't pull her - I suddenly felt so far away from her, she didn't stay long, and the footsteps were far away in the alley.

I walked slowly to the yard, Xia Xia prepared a bright pork liver porridge for me, and boiled a lot, I took a casserole, it was very heavy, it should be seventy percent full. I've always thought that the pork liver is too fishy, but this porridge is not fishy, soft but not rotten, it must be Xia Xia who washed and pickled me for a long time and boiled it for a long time, I ate the porridge alone, and my mouth was bitter.

"Rustle-" I heard footsteps that landed gently on my side.

Is there an activity in the hospital? Who?

I turned my face sideways and said, "Who?" - Nightshade, are you here? ”

The man didn't respond, but I knew he was, breathing a little heavily, but he didn't make a sound.

I stiffened and put down the bowl, felt the crutches, and stood up suddenly: "Who is it?" Who's behind? I hear you! I'm not afraid of you! ”

"Hey—" But I didn't scare others, but I almost fell because I suddenly got up too violently, and I lost my balance when I was blind, and fell straight to the ground!

"Beware, Fei'er—" A pair of hands held me strongly, the fingertips were slender and powerful, and the force was great, and the arms that held me around my flesh hurt very much, but the voice was that of a weak woman, very rapid and thin.

I was taken in my arms, who was taller than I was, and I could smell the faint scent of flowers mixed with the earth—

This person is not my mother-

"Who are you?" I was so scared, why is there a woman in the courtyard silently?!

The woman let go of her hand, moved away from me, panting, and said weakly, "The needle is abrupt, it scares the girl." ”

This voice is pitiful, as thin as a gossamer, so people don't feel pity!