At that moment, under Lu Feng's self-comfort and his parents' ardent expectations, he had no choice but to dial Liu Mengling's mobile phone and tell his parents that he wanted to invite her to dinner at home, and at the same time ask her what she meant.

Liu Mengling's heart was shocked, and she secretly thought: Originally, my request was very simple, that is, I wanted to understand you, but you rarely gave me a chance, isolated me from your heart, and let me guess every time, I was too tired to guess anymore. I wanted to wait for you to propose to break up first, but you kept procrastinating and hesitating, so let me bring it up.

She was silent for a while, and said lightly: "I haven't contacted you for a long time, since I went out last time, I haven't had much contact, everyone is very busy, you haven't even called me, when I was in contact before, most of them were also called by me." ”

"I don't think it's a good habit, at least for chasing girls. Maybe I'm not the one you're chasing, so it's okay for you to be like this. I still don't have to eat, thank you! ”

Lu Feng's face changed slightly, and his heart was full of guilt and said: "I know that your hard work for me has moved me many times. When I go on a blind date with other girls, I can't help but think of your kindness. At that time, I really wanted to taste the food you cooked by yourself, and I wanted to feel at home when I thought of being able to watch the green mountains and lakes and the long stream of water with you. ”

"That's it, if you have time this weekend night, can you have a good talk with me, for my city is too noisy, go to Longquan Mountain, because I like the tranquility in the mountains, just like my true state of mind."

"Maybe you have someone you love or someone who loves you now, but I still want to talk to you about your future life, maybe this is the last time, but I still hope that this will be a new beginning, so that you will not feel tired from now on, at least so that each other will not feel regretful."

His trembling voice made Liu Mengling's heart violently shake, bit her lower lip, and silently agreed.

Along the way, we've learned to be strong in stumbling; learned to be safe in the ups and downs; learned to face the prosperity and loneliness; I gradually understood that there are some roads that you have to walk with your feet; There are some roads that you have to walk with your heart.

On the night of his appointment with Liu Mengling, the wind howled and shook off the residual leaves on the ground, and he stood there fixedly, his mind was messy, dancing with the wind. Suddenly, the class taught by the teacher of the University of Electric Power hit again, and today we will talk about Lu Xun and Zhu An: this is a lonely and desperate marriage.

In 1906, Lu Xun, who was studying in Japan, was finally reluctant to return to China under the repeated urging of his mother. The mother wanted Lu Xun to go home to complete the marriage, and Lu Xun replied that it would be better for the girl to marry someone else. But my mother called and falsely reported that my mother was sick and would return soon.

The day after returning home, the wedding was held as scheduled, Lu Xun had never seen this girl before, she was Zhu An, three years older than Lu Xun.

At that time, many progressive young people encountered arranged marriages and would choose to break with their families without hesitation, but Lu Xun did not, for the sake of filial piety, in order not to make his elderly mother sad, just like red leaves, silently endured. Maybe one day, under the pressure of his family, he will do the same.

On the night of the wedding, Lu Xun stayed awake all night. Juan said cautiously several times, let's sleep. Lu Xun didn't answer a word. The next night, Lu Xun read a book in his mother's room, and slept on a bed in his mother's room in the second half of the night.

On the third night, Lu Xun was still in his mother's house. Juan was alone in her new room, making all sorts of speculations, tears streaming down her face, and she was overwhelmed by nameless pain.

Lu Xun's pain was undoubtedly hopeless, and this pain affected his future thoughts and life, and Zhu An's pain was no less than Lu Xun's. As a woman, an uneducated woman, she was in the most passive position from the very beginning of this marriage.

On the fourth day, Lu Xun, his second brother Zhou Zuoren and a few friends set off for Japan, which was three years. If such a marriage is still painful after all, leaving is also a choice, in order to escape the suffering of reality.

Two years after Lu Xun and Zhu An got married, Mr. 's mood became very depressed and looked very old, and he was actually just thirty years old. During this period, Lu Xun smoked and drank desperately, almost giving up on himself.

Just as he was looking for a way out of his excruciating suffering, the "Xinhai Revolution" broke out, and Lu Xun left for Beiping, where he lived alone between the ages of 31 and 38.

Zhu An spent his life in his thirties to his early forties with Mrs. Zhou in Shaoxing. She has been married for thirteen years. For her, these thirteen years of marriage are equivalent to a desert.

What kind of marriage is this, under the responsibility of the family, united with a person who does not love, suffering both physical and mental torture, and even self-sinking, and how unfair it is to that woman, she has the shining virtues of a traditional woman, but in the end for the sake of an unhappy marriage, and keep the lonely lamp for a lifetime.

Lu Feng was thinking about it when an orange electric car stopped abruptly, and a familiar back figure got out of the car, he stepped forward slowly, waved his hand and greeted: "You are here, let's go up and take a walk!" ”

Familiar voice, gentle smile, at this moment Liu Mengling's original quiet mood trembled slightly, she slowly raised her head, looking at that face, it was only a few months, but the pair of black eyes were tired and deep, that look, as if he had experienced a lot.

A verdant artificial bamboo forest, under the cover of green lights, is like a dream. Lu Feng didn't know where to open his mouth all of a sudden, and asked casually: "You still have to help your family do business every day after work, your family's conditions are not very good, why do you work so hard to make money." ”

"Actually, it's not just about this purpose, my mom is the kind of person who either doesn't do it, or does it to do the best. A person who is doing her best, she is also trying her best to do her business well. Liu Mengling's mind came to the image of her parents, setting up a fruit stall in the cold wind, and then slowly closed her eyes.

It's cold and rainy, and it's really hard to do business outside. It's not easy to do business these days. It is estimated that his parents will wash their hands when they have a grandson to hug them, after all, it is enough to eat. Lu Feng said again: "Then what are your plans for the current situation?" ”

"Not yet. I signed a contract with the company for a year, and in a few years I will be old and have not achieved much. Liu Mengling said lightly.

One day, your edges and corners will be smoothed out by the world, and those dreams that you once pursued will gradually fall on the road of life and become a real dream.

Today's Liu Mengling's reply is very different from her previous optimistic and confident personality, with a little more vicissitudes. Yes, the days to come are like an arranged script, getting married, having children, and being mediocre for a lifetime.

When that time comes, as the backbone of the family, I will carry the heavy burden all by myself! If you want to let go and start a career, you have to at least wait for your children to grow up, and at that time I don't know if they will have the pride and ambition they have now.

Recently, Lu Feng was reading a book on success, and I remember that there is a sentence in it, which is particularly thought-provoking. We always leave what we like to do last, but unfortunately we are not notified before death comes, so the vast majority of people leave the last and favorite things to do are taken to the grave.

Life is like a road. It is necessary to get out of the prosperous scenery in the desolation. And now Lu Feng also feels that people live for a lifetime, and some things must be tried to fight for it, so that they can have no regrets in this life, or there is only a blank space left.

Lu Feng's face showed a look of unyielding, "It's that simple?" I wanted to refer to your life ambitions! ”