Chapter 31: Leaning on your shoulder, standing on your left side
At the critical moment, nothing major happened. Lin Qingqing just picked up her bag with some cowardice, she lowered her head, looked at her feet and said, "Can you send me home?" ”
Yes, she doesn't want to go now, she just wants to go home. She was afraid to face multiple choice questions, afraid to make a choice. She can choose one of the two answers in high school, and she can always choose the bad food between the good food and the bad food. So this kind of luck scared her, so that she didn't dare to say her answer with certainty.
Lin Yan let out a long sigh, he also knew that he was in a hurry, but feelings do have a shelf life. But it's not that he doesn't have confidence in himself, he's just afraid that the longer this matter drags on, the more unlikely it will be for the two of them.
"Qingqing, can't you answer me?" He stood up and grabbed Lin Qingqing, who was in a hurry to escape.
Staring at her hand that was held by Lin Yan, she didn't feel sweet at all in her heart, but she just wanted to escape. With some strength, she finally withdrew her arm from Lin Yan's hand.
The expression on Lin Yan's face instantly dimmed, and here it was like Lin Qingqing's answer, showing a naked refusal. His eyes were lowered, and he looked particularly sad. The fog under the eyes seemed to overflow, making the whole air damp.
Seeing Lin Yan like this, Lin Qingqing's heart softened suddenly. She stretched out her hand and carefully took Lin Yan's hand. "Give me some time to think about it, okay?" She begged.
Lin Yan, who was already disheartened, seemed to have spirits, he raised his head and looked at Lin Qingqing, the mist in his eyes disappeared, replaced by a sunny day after the rain, and a small light flashed in his eyes.
Lin Yan, who originally wanted to say something, held back, he just stepped forward and gently hugged Lin Qingqing. At this moment, in this world, it seems that no one exists, and only the two of them can embrace each other for a long time.
Lin Qingqing was startled, she wanted to push Lin Yan away, but she didn't do that after all. Feeling the warmth from all the nerves in her body, she slowly raised her hand and gently put it on Lin Yan's back.
This hug was very long, so long that Lin Qingqing even meant that he would be comfortable enough to fall asleep if he continued to hug her, Lin Yan finally let go of her. "Qingqing, I'll take you somewhere." He suddenly proposed.
"Huh?" Before Lin Qingqing could react, he was already dragged out of the door by Lin Yan.
When the car reached the end point, Lin Qingqing looked at the scene in front of him and had an indescribable feeling in his heart. "It's ...... Our previous high school? ”
Lin Yan nodded. "Let's go down and have a look." He looked at Lin Qingqing, his eyes full of affection.
After hesitating for a moment, Lin Qingqing untied the safety and took it down. In fact, she was afraid to recall this thing, especially when there was no one around her in the early years. Every time she thinks about the past, it makes her feel very lonely now.
But at this moment, standing at the gate of the former high school, her heart is very calm, and there are almost no waves. Turning her head to look at Lin Yan, the person standing beside her, she thought, probably because he was there.
This high school is not an aristocratic school, but it is just a better school than ordinary high schools. In the past, the Lin family did not have a rich party, but the family had a small business, which was much richer than ordinary families.
Just at that time, Lin Qingqing had a deep understanding of the gap between himself and Lin Yan. After so many years, the Lin family has developed, and Lin Yan took over the Lin family. And what about her? No matter how hard you try, you're just a manager of a company.
It turns out that over the years, the gap between the two people has not only not disappeared, but has become wider and wider. She smiled wryly and sighed in her heart.
There was a sudden warm current in her palm, and sensitive nerves traveled along her hand to the sensory center of her brain. She looked at the other hand that was tightly gripping her hand with some flattery, and then raised her head to look at Lin Yan again.
Lin Yan was having a smile on his face, which complemented the gentle wind of the evening. He still seems to be the same teenager, and it seems that he never seems to grow old from the years.
For a moment, Lin Qingqing felt that he was moved again. Seeing that the former Lin Yan was back, she had an indescribable feeling in her heart. Whether it's joy, shyness, nostalgia or whatever, in short, at this moment, she is sure that she is deeply in love with the person next to her.
"Let's go check it out." Lin Yan reminded again, and then pulled Lin Qingqing and walked inside.
The high school campus has not changed at all, with the French plane trees planted on the roadside, the potholed asphalt road, the faded rubber track on the playground, and the lonely school building. All of this has not changed in the slightest of all these years.
Lin Qingqing suddenly wanted to cry, not for anything else, but for her youthful memories. This place is all her youth and all her long-cherished wishes.
She still remembered that she used to see Lin Yan a few more times after class every day, so she would always skip the last class and run to sit on the stairs below the teaching building. She still remembers running around the playground one by one, just to be able to accompany Lin Yan, who is also playing football on the playground, in this way.
The mind of youth is clean and clear, without a trace of impurities. But those youths, just like the wind of this summer, have passed, and they will never go back.
Looking at the golden sky on the edge of the playground, Lin Qingqing thought that the sun should be about to set. "Let's go to the playground and sit!" She suddenly wanted to relive her old dreams.
Lin Yan nodded, and pulled Lin Qingqing over. The two of them sat in the middle of the playground and watched the golden sky turn tomato red little by little. The sky was like a dye shop, smeared with this red, and then faded little by little, turning a faint blue-gray.
Lin Yan turned his head to look at the person next to him, he didn't say anything, just approached silently, and then gently put Lin Qingqing's head on his shoulder. "Tired? Take a break! ”
His voice seemed to have some kind of demagogic power, and Lin Qingqing actually stopped quietly on his shoulder. Since her mother's death, she has been like a footless bird, looking for a harbor for her own docking.
Now on Lin Yan's shoulder, she felt very relieved, and when she closed her eyes, she felt comfortable sleepiness, making her want to sleep on this shoulder again. And of course, she did.
In this quiet time, Lin Qingqing completely forgot the existence of a person named Ou Yuanlan. It was now the eighth hour that Lin Qingqing had run out of the company, and he looked at the photos sent back by the people he discharged on his mobile phone, and immediately dropped the mobile phone.