At the end of the world, there is a gentle country, and we spend our lives searching for it, only to find that the maze wall can only be crossed by birds.

- Cangcheng Cold Moon

"Life is really, there is not even a person to talk to. I had a fight with the landlord today, hey, annoying! Cangcheng Leng Yue lit a cigarette irritably and smoked violently.

"I'm not good either, my parents quarreled yesterday because of my life's events." After the New Year, he was a year older, and seeing his parents earning red for himself, Lu Feng's heart was inexplicably complicated. The mother asked him to go on a blind date early, but when his father saw that he was unwilling, he said that he would decide for himself, listening to their bickering, Lu Feng was silent.

"Oh, are I going to introduce you to a girlfriend?" Cangcheng Lengyue guessed it, Lu Feng was silent for a moment, and then nodded with a wry smile: "If you don't let me go on a blind date, I don't know why, I am very disgusted with the form of blind date." ”

"Yes, you can find someone you like on a blind date, but you can't find the most beautiful love, because love is romantic, romance is a feeling of constant surprise and continuous harvest, we can't predict the result, so we are full of beautiful imagination about love, blind date deliberately arranged two originally strangers at a certain time and place to complete something, and the beginning without surprise is destined to a dull ending."

"Then what will you do when you watch your parents quarrel, and how should you bear it?" It seems that Cangcheng Leng Yue is the middle and high person, so Lu Feng humbly asked for advice.

Cangcheng Leng Yue spit out a puff of smoke rings and said: "I went with my junior high school classmates, and if I didn't go home, it was like having no home, hehe, I was very happy at that time." At the age of 19, with a bus ticket, I saw the outside world for the first time, the dark city, the poor countryside, and the innocent eyes of the children on the land were the root of my emotion. ”

"I really want to get out of here for a while and stay in a quiet place, but I don't know where to go?" Not long ago, I mentioned to Zhang Yang, why don't we go outside to rent a room, it's boring and annoying to stay at home. Zhang Yang also praised it, this distance produces beauty, living in the same area every day, and it is strange that there are no contradictions.

"I wrote a novel, you can take a look, give more opinions, hehe, Brother Cangcheng is the first to read it!" Lu Feng put aside the entanglement in his heart and communicated with him to write.

"I didn't expect me to be so honored!" Cangcheng Leng Yue carefully looked at the little article called 'Love When the Red Leaves Fly' and said: "You write very clearly! Then I'll tell you the truth about my opinion, such as this sentence: 'Can you say what is in your heart, what is deeper...... you know what Momiji is going to say. If you don't think so, I think it's better to write in a mood way. What do you think? Don't take into account my feelings, if it doesn't work, just say it until both parties are satisfied! ”

This really knocked Lu Feng down, so he said confusedly: "But, I really don't know what Hongye wants to say, can you tell me?" ”

After a simple smile, Cangcheng Leng Yue said in a low voice: "I always feel that you lack your real feelings and thoughts at that time, isn't she hurting herself more deeply when she meets you again?" The longer I spend with you, the more memories I have. I can't forget you, when she is with someone she doesn't love, all she thinks about is you, don't you feel very ......"

"I have something to say to you, don't scold me after you say it, you promise first, and I'll talk about it."

After receiving his affirmative reply, Cangcheng Leng Yue said reassuringly: "I found that you don't know much about women's minds, that is, you are really a bit of a muna." You really don't know? If you continue to have a normal relationship, it will not only hurt you, but also her. ”

"When you have a family, looking at someone you don't love, and your heart is really good for others, it's not only a kind of torture for yourself, but also for your wife and the person you love. I think that's what Momiji thinks. You listen to it and hope you don't get angry. It's a little annoying, but it's all from my heart. ”

There was no reply for a long time, and Cangcheng Leng Yue hurriedly said: "Are you really angry?" I'm sorry to you off. I just want you to write your article better, I hope you can think about it, because I think what I said still has some truth, after all, you can't be together, if you can be together through your own efforts, I can promise: I am definitely the first to support you.

"Brother Feng Wu, face yourself! It's not that love can't be communicated, I think she already knew it before you conveyed it, but because the wall of secular and pressure is too strong, her heart can't be conveyed, if she knows that you don't know her so much, how sad she will be! ”

When Lu Feng heard this, he felt a little lost in his heart, and thought about it: "If it is really as you understand, maybe I really don't have the courage to write it anymore, because it is that persistent love that has made me support it until now." ”

"This is just my feeling after reading this article, if you let others see it, I think they will have a different opinion, which will be more beneficial to your article."

The two were discussing when they suddenly heard a shocking news, "A few days ago, Ha Mei left and went to a place where there was no wind for us......"

"Ha Mei? No, how could it be ......" Qingwu's footsteps couldn't help but slowly retreat, shaking his head lightly, and muttering.

"Do you think I'm not upset? Do you want me to say she's dead? Although I have only been in a relationship with Ha Mei for three years, we are closer than sisters. The man who claimed to be Ha Mei's cousin said.

She ...... She's dead? Qing Wu bit her red lip lightly, and her heart was cold.

"Ha Mei, that liar, she lied to me that she slept for a while, and asked her cousin to take me away, and it was her cousin who picked me up the next morning, and lied to me that she was home. I'm also a pig, and I slept soundly that day. I'll never see her again. The man blamed himself.

"I saw the last look of Ha Mei, she grabbed my hand and said that she looked ugly, and she was sad because her flowing hair was gone. She said that she had a lot of worries, and she was reluctant to leave this world, and asked about the situation of the wind without a trace. ”

"Her cousin told me that there was only one person when Ha Mei left. All of them were broken apart by her. Ha Mei is a very lovely person, with her, look at her flickering eyes like stars in the sky, all troubles go with the wind. ”

Qing Wu didn't speak again, just listened quietly, but there were two trembling jet-black droplets in her eyes, flickering in the darkness with a faint light that trembled with throbbing. There is no trace of impurities in this light, and it is pure and pitiful.

"Maybe Ha Mei doesn't want you to see her last, she wants to be so beautiful in your heart forever, we can only bless and pray for her in heaven."

Lu Feng pressed his sad heart and said: "Life is always so helpless, don't think about those things, you have to be happy now!" She is gone, but her heart is not, and she will accompany us through every day. ”

Ha Mei knew that everyone cared about her so much, she shed a lot of tears, she was a very strong person, but this was not her intention, she had too much concern, too much reluctance...... When I visited her in the hospital room, she said something like this:

'When I die, will I be a star or a fish?' If the fish is caught and put in the oil pot, this may be the life of the fish. Be a star! But the stars are too far away to be touched by your fingertips......

Let's be a fish, I want to escape the net but look forward to the attachment of fate', that's probably what it means. But she was also tortured very painfully, and it was a relief to be gone! ”