I saw this problem a long time ago from Sanmao's "Immortal Bird", but Sanmao refused to live for three months and followed his loved one. As for me, can I fulfill the promise I made with Momiji? Go with her to see the sea we have loved for a long time, let the sea breeze blow softly in our hair, let the waves gently beat our feet, and let us melt the promise of love into the heart of the sea......

Seeing his trance-like appearance, Yuan Shihui's pretty face changed slightly, and she couldn't help but say with concern: "Brother, don't worry, a few of my classmates called and said that it is too dangerous here, let's find a sparsely populated secluded place to escape with our salary!" ”

Hearing this, Lu Feng's hand clenching his chopsticks also tightened slowly, and he also told his parents about the situation he was facing today, when he was having breakfast today. After hearing this, his mother also looked at him with a worried face and said, there is no need to take such a big risk for the salary of thousands of yuan, just don't do it.

Returning to the studio nervously, Lu Feng's originally relaxed mood also became heavy, but fortunately, there was no abnormal situation for the whole afternoon, and he could finally breathe a sigh of relief and go home with peace of mind.

Not long after dinner, I suddenly heard someone knocking on the door, which turned out to be my friend Zhang Yang. Lu Feng warmly welcomed him in, after all, the two families were far away now, and it was up to his friends to take the initiative to find him.

It's just that today, my friend didn't step in like before, but stood quietly outside the door, and said with a gloomy expression, "Let's go, let's go out for a ride together and relax." ”

It seems that my friend has something on his mind today, otherwise he would not be depressed. It's just that this is not the case with me, and the nervous feeling of taking body temperature all day also needs to be relieved by friends. When Lu Feng heard this, he put on his coat and went downstairs with his friends.

"I'm afraid I won't be able to enter your house for thirty-five days." Zhang Yang said and shook his hand to open the accelerator and rushed out fiercely, Wuqi, here is the day of sacrifice for the living for the dead, which means that during this period, the relatives of the deceased cannot go to other homes, so as not to bring ominous omens.

"My brother in Ningbo just died and had a heart attack." Zhang Yang's voice was sad, and it was difficult to accept this sudden bad news. He is usually a giggling person, as if nothing can hit him, but this time he can't resist the sadness in his heart.

Lu Feng was stunned, and asked in disbelief: "No, is it the brother who warmly entertained me when I went to Ningbo to study last summer?" In my memory, Zhang Yang's brother looks white and clean, often with a kind smile on his face, and is an easy-going person.

Zhang Yang nodded lightly, Lu Feng said "ah", and said with a stunned face: "Didn't you go to the hospital to visit him a few days ago, and you didn't come back until three o'clock in the morning that time!" Whatever you say, just go. Thinking that the originally living person suddenly disappeared forever in front of his eyes, Lu Feng's heart suddenly became empty and had nothing to rely on.

"Yes, he still had oxygen hanging on when he went to the hospital the day before yesterday, and he ...... it yesterday" Seeing his eyes lose their brilliance, the smile that just rose was forever fixed in his eyes.

Zhang Yang thought of this, felt very uncomfortable, raised his hand and touched his somewhat weird head and said, "This hairstyle was introduced by my brother, so I went to that barber shop today to shave it." ”

Lu Feng took a closer look and found that today's friend's hairstyle was so individual, and the ends of his hair were particularly long, as if he had tied a braid. It turned out to have a deep meaning.

If it was Lu Feng, he would not dare to cut such a hairstyle, because it would look extraordinarily alternative and incompatible with the surrounding environment, which shows how deep the relationship between Zhang Yang and his brother is.

"Tomorrow I'm going to take this weird look outside to assess the house, haha, I don't know if someone will kick it out." Zhang Yang laughed, and the chill in his laughter was cold to the bone.

"Out of so many brothers, he's the best one for me. He was only thirty-three years old, and he couldn't imagine that it was really a white-haired person sending a black-haired person. Zhang Yang's eyes gradually flowed, an indescribable expression, and his body began to tremble slightly, looking very sad.

Lu Feng looked at the vibrant greenery not far away, and sighed: "It's gone so young." Your brother should have known about this disease for a long time, no wonder he is still alone in his thirties. So in those times when his life was short, he chose a leisurely and simple life. ”

"Well, my brother is always on the Internet all day long, and I gave him that QQ." Zhang Yang's eyes were shining, and he said in a low voice. At this time, his heart seemed to be a boundless falling tree, full of vastness and desolation.

It was the first time Lu Feng had seen his friend so sad, and he knew that the grief in his heart was unbearable, so he patted his friend on the shoulder and explained: "Don't be too sad, life is sometimes like an empty dream." In this dream, no one can avoid the torture of birth, old age, sickness and death, if you can't make fun of your own suffering, and treat life with a humorous attitude, I am afraid that you are abusing yourself. ”

Zhang Yang didn't say a word, he stood motionless, and let the wind blow. When Lu Feng saw his heartbroken eyes, he was powerless to comfort him, he just hoped that his friend would cheer up again and be optimistic about life when he was frustrated.

"Recently, I learned that a high school classmate had an incurable disease and died, and many classmates who heard the bad news spontaneously went to his grave to mourn." Speaking of this, Lu Feng felt a cone of pain in his heart, although he couldn't remember the voice and smile of that classmate, but he had been a classmate for three years, and the friendship was not shallow.

I heard that he was admitted to a military school in college, and he was a special soldier there, and the hardships of training were unimaginable to ordinary people. After a few years, he was assigned to the town's tax office, which is a thick unit of oil and water, and he has his own office with years of hard work.

Unfortunately, before the office was hot, the classmate was diagnosed with a terminal illness, and his newly married wife accompanied him until he passed away in pain, and then returned to Beijing, his hometown, and started a new life.

At this time, the same scholar only had a mother who had worked hard to raise him, and he stood alone in the rain and cold wind, how desolate it was.

Life is impermanent, originally this was a happy family, the son had a good job, and the daughter-in-law was kind and virtuous, so it became yesterday's yellow flower overnight, leaving only a heartbroken old man. So when we are alive, we must treat ourselves well, only physical health is important, or everything is illusory.

By this time, it was getting dark, and the street lamps were lit one after another. In the corner of no one, there is a lonely light left, the years are illuminated by this light, the weakness and paleness, the fragility of fate, life will not be reborn, let the street lamps be quietly lit, and in another way, watch the glory of tomorrow's dawn.

In the hotel, Lu Feng stuck to his post, thinking that SARS would gradually disappear, who thought that this disease would become more and more intense. Over the years, there are fewer and fewer guests.

I heard a colleague at the main station say that someone in the local area has been confirmed to be infected with the SARS virus, and he is a business guest who came here for a meeting. The hotel where the man had been hosted was temporarily closed for safety, and most of the attendants had been told to go home.

The vivid depiction of a group of people makes people feel like they can't live forever, as if there is an aura of waiting for death to permeate the surroundings. It seems that this news is true, how can this be good, it is inevitable that something will happen if you continue to stay here, but once you leave, you can't say it.