Chapter 43: Let Him Hate Me
Leng Si's words were categorical, in fact, I didn't doubt it before, but how could Yuheng like me, I have only gotten along with him more recently.
"Leng Si, you didn't say this in front of Yuheng, did you?"
"I'm not stupid, if I dare to say it, he might poison me."
I don't know how to deal with it, Yu Heng likes me, but now I'm going to kill his first love, so Yu Heng, who is sandwiched between us, may be forced to death by our two women.
"Leng Si, I want to meet Yuheng."
"You don't want to ask him face-to-face if he likes you, don't you tell him that I said it?" Leng Si's expression was out of control for a while, as if he was afraid that Yuheng would hit him.
My originally depressed mood was a lot easier to be teased by him for a while, "Don't be poor, I came to him to ask about the matter of Baili Qiye, it has been eight days since your master gave the medicine and needle, and he said before that it would only take ten days to recover, I don't know if he is better." ”
"I said that you are a woman who is really flowery, and she said that she loved Yan Bei Shen the most, but she made Yuheng like this, and now she is still thinking about a hundred miles and seven nights, I remember that Yan Zituo also had something to think about you before."
Leng Si's words blocked me for a moment and I didn't know how to answer, Yan Zituo just wanted to make Yan Beishen ugly emotions for me, and his liking for me was afraid that he couldn't withstand a gust of wind; And although Baili Qiye did say that he liked me, and also said that he would let me be his only princess, he said that he liked me because of that wrong kiss, this kind of liking is too shallow; As for Yu Heng, I have to admit that he was the only one who surprised me.
At the beginning, he poisoned me with blood for Long Shili, and once forced me to cut myself in person, I hated and hated such a person, but then the relationship between yin and yang eased, and since I was reborn, he didn't even have a trace of suspicion, compared to Yan Beishen, an amnesiac person, Yuheng did make me trust me more.
Among these people, the only one I have ever loved and continue to love is Yan Beiyan, but no matter how much I love him, I can't be without principles, if he marries a famous lady next to him, I can't get along with him for a long time, but he is married to Long Shili, who is the one who may kill me and kill Yan Yan.
Leng Si felt that his words were a little too much, so he hurriedly went back to make up for it, "Nan Kite, then you also know that I am a cheap person, I don't have a door to speak, this person wants to like you, who can stop it, it's just that I'm afraid that if you don't handle these relationships well, you will end up entangled in yourself, you see that I have become what I am now just by being a kun." ”
"It seems that this is the case, if you are liked, you have no fear, you are like this to Kun Xuan, I used to do this to Yan Beiyan, Leng Si If you can get Kun Xuan back, remember not to make her sad again, as for Beixi, she is already a passerby in your life, didn't you find that you were actually happy when you mentioned Kun Xuan?"
"I can't understand the matter between me and Kun Yao, how can you understand, you will tell me to cherish Kun Yao, so Yan Bei Shen, are you really willing to let go?"
I can't answer this question, if I say that I am willing to be deceitful, it is a lie, but if I say I am reluctant, I can't say it, I only know that what separates me from him is not just a dragon Shi Li.
I yearn for a peaceful and safe day, but Yan Beishen is destined to soar eagle, I want him to break his wings for me, that is impossible, since I know that it can't, then I might as well let myself be ruthless.
Before Leng Si left the palace, he said that he would help me go on this trip to find Yuheng, if Yuheng came out, it would be the best, if he couldn't come out, he would also bring Yuheng's words to me.
Fortunately, I still have Leng Si, a friend, if he doesn't come to the palace to see me, I'm afraid I'll be bored.
Unexpectedly, after Leng Si walked for an hour, an uninvited guest came, and it was the divine doctor who was supposed to take care of Baili Qiye at the post station at this time.
"Why are you here, doesn't the Night King need your care?"
This miracle doctor is a kind person, he said, "The Night King's eyes have recovered seventy or eighty percent, and it will be fine in two days, and now the follow-up things will be done with Yu Heng, and the Qing Wang Ye personally went to the post station yesterday to find me, saying that I was asked to treat people." ”
It turned out that although Yan Beishen didn't come to see me, he was concerned about my body.
Although my body is fine, it is good to have a miracle doctor here, so it is good for him to take a look.
What I didn't expect was that I would change a lot of things because of this time.
After reading it, the doctor's face became solemn, and once the doctor had such a look, my heart chuckled.
"Divine doctor, if you have anything to say directly, I'm not afraid."
I saw the divine doctor sigh, "I'm afraid you won't live for half a month with this body." ”
What the?? How is it possible, although my body has suffered some injuries, but now I feel that I have almost recovered, how could this miracle doctor say this?
"Divine doctor, are you mistaken, I think I'm getting better, how can I not live for half a month!"
Although there may not be a bright future between me and Yan Beishen, I still have to live well, but the words of the divine doctor directly sentenced me to death!
The divine doctor put the hand aside, "You have been kicked in the stomach before, and this kick directly kicked your internal organs, if you let the old man come to help you with the needle in the morning, maybe there will be salvation, but it is too late now." ”
I never thought that I would lose my life because of such a kick, and I still asked in disbelief, "But I don't feel any pain at all." ”
"In this way, you will know if I click on you, but this man and woman can't kiss, old man, I ......"
People can't be happy, and there are no men and women who don't kiss, "Divine doctors, healers are not divided into men and women, I don't mind." ”
After saying that, the doctor quickly poked with two fingers, and then my abdomen hurt so much that I couldn't help it.
After the divine doctor left, I thought a lot in the room alone, and the most I thought about was Yan Beishen, no, I must let him hate me quickly, it is best that he is not harmful when I die.
In this way, I don't have much time left, I have to deal with Long Shili quickly, and I can do it desperately, and I don't even have to leave a way back for myself.
It turned out that I would not be able to live my life well again, but fortunately, before the doctor left, I specifically told him not to tell anyone about it.
The fortunate thing in the misfortune is that Yan Beishen didn't think of me, and I had an unpleasant quarrel with him before, so I had the fuse to fall out with him, and as for the others, I think I should leave a letter for them all.
Just when I thought about it, the door was pushed open, and it was Yan Beishen, who I hadn't seen for many days, who came in.
He seemed to be a little angry, a little annoyed, and he didn't know where he was angry.
"The prince came to me so late, but what's the matter, if it's not something important, why don't you talk to me tomorrow? I'm a little tired and want to rest sooner. ”
I asked myself if there was anything wrong with what I said, and I was using very respectful words.
He turned around and closed the door, then walked over, and when he got closer, I noticed that he smelled of alcohol.
"You woman, didn't you say you like me, why didn't you ask me to come to see you for so long?"
Sure enough, he was drunk, and if he was sober, he would never have said such things that hurt his face.
"I'm in good health, so I won't bother the prince, and besides, the prince will get married soon."
Yan Beishen suddenly leaned over and reached out to hug me, and I was lying on the bed now with nowhere to avoid it, so I could only let him hold it.
"Lord Wang, what are you doing here?"
"Didn't you always call me by my name, why did you change your name now?" He was holding my shoulders with both hands at this time, looking at me with a serious face, he looked like a wronged child.
My reason told me that I should push him away at this moment, but my heart was reluctant to do so, and if he had not come to me through his drunkenness, I am afraid that it would not have been possible for me and him to be so close again.
It was obviously him who was drunk, but it was me who abandoned his reason while he was drunk, and I touched his slightly hot cheek affectionately, "Yan Beishen, Beisheng, are you satisfied with this?" ”
"Kite, don't leave me."
Kites! This title was called this by Yan Beishen when we were intimate before, but now he is drunk but shouts unconsciously.
This night is destined to be a sleepless night, I laboriously dragged Yan Beishen to the bed, and helped him take off his stockings and pants with his right hand that could still move.
After he went to bed, I stepped aside and wiped his face with a wet handkerchief, fortunately, someone will help me wash these days, my body and hair are clean, otherwise Yan Beishen, a guy with a habit of cleanliness, may kick me out of bed after falling asleep.
I looked at Yan Beishen blankly this night, no matter whether he likes Long Shili or not, as long as he marries Long Shili, then they will do the courtesy of Zhou Gong, and they will be as intimate as Yan Beishen and I were at the beginning.
Therefore, I must solve Long Shili before they get married, even if I can't get out of the way in the end, then I will be at ease.
The summer morning was still a little cool, and the sparrows outside the window had already begun to squeak early in the morning, but Yan Beishen, a hangover person, woke up early.
I didn't sleep all night, but I wasn't sleepy at all.
"How could I be in your bed?"
I know that he is broken, but the fragment is good, so that I am the only one who remembers the Yanbei Shen last night, last night he was very similar to him when we were newly married, he called me kite, and I called him Xianggong.
"I drugged you, and then brought you back to me."
"What did you say!"
I don't want to explain anything, since I have made up my mind to separate from him, the more he hates me, the less my heart hurts in the future.
I shrugged my shoulders, as if unconsciously, let him see my profane clothes slip off slightly, and as I expected, his eyes were a little more disgusted, and even his voice became disdainful, "How many people have you seduced like this, Yuheng Night King has fallen for you like this, isn't it!" ”
Saying that, he still grabbed my left hand excitedly, and I believe that Yan Beishen was indeed annoyed by my words at this time, because he held it extremely heavily, as if he wanted to break my hand.
Since I am determined to be a bad woman, then I naturally want to play the whole play, "I just asked the divine doctor to come to see me to repay you, why don't you like it?" ”
"If you want to find a better excuse, now I want to ruin your face when I look at you!"
Saying that, he raised his hand and prepared to hit me, but he raised his high hand but did not fall down for a long time, Yan Beishen was probably angry at this time, he would never beat me even if he was angry with me before, and he never even spoke loudly to me a few times, but at this moment I felt that he even had the heart to kill me.
"Why don't you fight, it seems that the prince is really moved by me, isn't it?"
Yan Beishen had already gotten out of bed quickly at this time, and when he saw that his dirty pants and clothes were all gone, he couldn't help but roar angrily, "You woman still have to be shameless!"
Nan Kite, you did a good job, you must hold back, the last road between you and Yan Beishen was blocked by yourself, and you can't turn back.
"If you want to be faced, how can the cold waiter and the Night King look down on me."
Yan Beishen quickly put on his clothes, and he said sarcastically, "I originally thought you were a pure person, but I didn't expect that in the end, it was the behavior in the hook fence. ”
"What the prince said is right, I fully admit it, I want to survive in troubled times, I naturally have to rely on men, the Night King is a blind man and the cold waiter is just an official meal, Qingwang, you are different, young and handsome, and you hold a lot of power."
Less than five minutes after Yan Beishen left the house, the housekeeper brought someone in and kicked me out, but fortunately they didn't take the clothes of the palace on me.
After walking a short distance to Leng Si, Leng Si saw that I came to the hospital barefoot, and he didn't believe it.
"Are you being robbed?"
"It's true that I've been robbed, Leng Si, can I drink some hot tea first?"
I told Leng Si all about the matter between me and Yan Beishen, and Leng Si looked at me with a kind of neurotic look after hearing this, "Why are you doing this, you know that Yan Beiyan is now in a chaotic stage, and if you stimulate him like this, you will only push him farther and farther." ”
I drank the last bit of hot tea in my hand, I put down the cup and said, "He said that if you want to choose one between me and Long Shili, it will only be Long Shili, and I just do this to make his choice more determined." ”
"However, I still don't understand what you are for, even at the cost of your own reputation, you must know that a woman's reputation is more important than her own life."
I couldn't answer Leng Si, so I could only give a perfunctory reason, "Yan Beishen is going to lose me, and I am not allowed to let him respond to my diaphragm." ”
"I really can't see through you, you used to be reluctant to even make Yan Beishen jealous, how could you do such an outrageous thing now."
Leng Si walked away disappointed, but my tears could no longer be held back, the only one who saw me crying was Leng Si's apprentice, I made a 'shhh' gesture to him, and then quickly wiped two lines of tears.