Chapter 13: I Almost Died

Why did Leng Si ask Yan Beishen this, and did they have any plans between them that I don't know about?

"Yan Beishen, what do you want to do?" I don't know why I'm a little scared now, I always think he's going to do something dangerous, but he doesn't answer my questions.

He was still talking to Yu Heng at this time, "Yu Heng, I, Yan Beishen, have never loved anyone in my life, and today I will say it clearly in front of you, I love this woman next to me, I love it very much." ”

Yan Beishen has never said that he loves me, I don't want to say this today, I know that he has me in his heart, but when he said it so clearly, I felt a little scared, what did he want to do!

At this time, I saw him turn to look at me, and then took the jade bottle in Leng Si's hand, and then drank it all.

"What you ate, what you ate!" I pulled him excitedly, and Yan Beishen smiled, "Don't be afraid." Then he threw the jade bottle in his hand to the ground, and the bottle collided with the stone brick with a crisp cracking sound.

Long Shili, who was still crying, also raised his head at this time, and Yan Beishen actually began to stand unsteadily, I saw that he looked like he was about to fall, Leng Siyan quickly supported him, and I could only hold his waist tightly, trying to keep him from falling.

"Yu Heng, you know best what I just served."

Yan Beishen, you bastard, how can you do this to me, why do you take it upon yourself to drink the blood poison!

"Crazy, Yan Beishen, you are really a madman!" Yu Heng didn't expect Yan Beishen to do this, he was a little angry, but because of his inconvenience, he couldn't get up, so he could only take out a medicine bag from his body and stuff it to Long Shili, "This is the antidote to blood poison, give it to him quickly, if you slow down, he will die!" ”

Long Shili hurriedly opened the medicine bag, and then stepped forward and handed it to Yan Beiyi, who was useless after Yan Beishen took it, but let me eat it.

"Yan Beishen, you are a psycho, eat quickly, I'm fine!" I'm just a chronic poison, the most important thing is whether Yan Beishen is good or not, he just drank a bottle of blood poison!

Seeing that I refused to eat, Yan Beiyan had no choice but to take it by himself, when we were all relieved, he held my face and kissed me mouth to mouth, he sent the medicine powder in his mouth into my mouth through his tongue one by one, I was so anxious that tears fell, but Yan Beiyan refused to leave my mouth until I swallowed all these antidotes into his stomach, and he left satisfied, and Yu Heng on the side was so angry that he turned his wheelchair to let the people outside push him out, but I didn't have time to care about Yan Beiyan who had fainted, Directly rushed to the front of Yu Heng with a leap.

"Give me the antidote, give me the antidote!" I was talking to Yu Heng in an almost commanding tone, completely forgetting what kind of ruthless character Yu Heng was.

"No, just that pack." Yu Heng replied lightly, but I felt that the five thunders were booming, he said that the antidote was just that package, so what should Yan Beishen do, what should he do!

"You lie, how do you want to give me the antidote, do I agree to Long Shili marrying in, I promise, I promise, I can do without the title of concubine, I can reconcile with Yan Beishen, you hurry up and give me the antidote!" I don't know what I'm talking about at this time, I just know that if Yan Beishen dies, I will definitely not live.

Yu Heng smiled, "It's okay to give you the antidote, you cut yourself right now, I will save him, you also see that he is not afraid to die for you, if he lives, will you and him be separated." ”

Yes, Yan Beishen is not even afraid of death for me, he left me the chance to live in the face of life and death, if I am destined to live only one with him, then I hope that the person who lives is him, because I can't live to bear the pain of losing him, Yan Beishen, I'm sorry to forgive me for being selfish for a while, usually you will let me spoil me, then you will let me do the same this time.

"Okay, I promise you, exchange my life for the life of my sweetheart, I earned it!" After saying that, I turned around and squatted down, and picked up the porcelain piece that was torn apart before, as long as I started fast enough, I will not hurt too much, Yan Beishen, I finally abandoned you, I'm sorry.

I Nan Kite was originally a person who cherished his life very much, and nothing was as important to me as life, but I fell in love with Yan Bei Shen, a man who said I was blind, or I was not rational enough, I was in love and I definitely couldn't watch Bei Shen die, I love him, I love him, he has long been an existence more important than life, I just hope that he will not be too sad after I die, I just change another form to exist in this world, At this moment, I, as a materialist, also became an idealist.

I can't hesitate any longer, I don't even dare to look at Yan Beishen for the last time, I'm afraid that I will be reluctant to leave Yan Beishen alone in this world, tears are almost falling out of my eyes, I slowly closed my eyes, but I didn't want me to just prepare to do it, Yan Beishen somehow came to my side, he took out a hand and wrapped my hand.

"Yan Beishen, you!" Isn't he already in a coma, how can he still wake up!

"Nan Kite, I said it, tell you not to be afraid, you forgot!" The porcelain piece in my hand had been snatched away by Yan Beishen at this time, but Yu Heng on the side said coldly, "Yan Beishen, you used this trick to steal beams and change pillars so well, even I was deceived, I really thought that you didn't even want your own life for this woman." ”

I'm a little soft-footed, if it weren't for Yan Bei Shen to help me up, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to stand up straight, Yan Bei Yan's hands were dripping with blood, he looked at Yu Heng with his eyes like a torch, and the words he said were also extremely vicious, "Yu Heng, I don't want you and I to have a day when we meet each other, but I also told you, if you move the southern kite again, you and I can only be enemies, you saved my life, I will definitely report this matter back to you, but now, you and I can only be strangers!" ”

Long Shili almost collapsed after hearing Yan Beishen's words, she knelt on the ground and grabbed the corner of Yan Beiyan's clothes, "Don't, Yan Beiyan don't, Yuheng is like this for me, I beg you not to, I beg you!" At this time, Long Shili was crying silently begging Yan Bei Shen, even I felt that she was crying too miserably, but she and Yu Heng poisoned me, I remember clearly the things she designed me again and again, if I don't care, I can't do it, I almost went to see King Yama before, I am not a saint, I can't make Yan Bei Yan understand, he is now making this decision for me is already very difficult, I must not be soft-hearted.

"Long Shili, do you have to choose Yan Beishen, there are more good men in the world besides him!" Yu Heng was actually angry, and he didn't know if it was because Yan Bei Shen broke off his friendship with him, or because Long Shili cried.

Leng Si, who had rarely spoken much from beginning to end, also came over at this time, and he helped Long Shili, who was kneeling on the ground and crying silently, to help him up, "The most important thing for men and women is reluctance, Long Shili give up, if it weren't for my brother today, you think Yan Beishen would let you go so easily." ”

Yu Heng only left a sentence for Yan Bei Shen before leaving, he said that he Yan Bei Shen will definitely regret today's decision, I don't know what he meant by this, but in the end, Long Shili didn't follow him, just begged me to forgive her, and at this time, Yu Heng's eyes were only tired and lonely, how long has he helped Long Shili clean up the mess like this, it is not easy for one person to get used to another person for so long. And Long Shili was just plundering Yuheng's doting from beginning to end, what she loved most was herself, as for her saying that she loved Yan Beishen, it was probably just an obsession, and it had nothing to do with love.

In the end, Leng Si carried Long Shili out of the palace, and after they left, I realized that I was almost unable to stand, and Yan Beishen hugged me and lay back on the bed, I was about to say something to please him to make him feel relieved, but Yan Beiyan looked at me with an unhappy face.

"Nan Kite, is it that I spoil you too much, so you dare to poke a knife in my heart again and again!"

Where did he start with this, when did I poke him with a knife, "Yan Beishen, are you confused, by the way, are you really not poisoned?" "Although Yuheng said the four words of stealing beams and changing pillars when he left, I was still afraid.

Yan Beishen reached out and pinched my chin, his strength was not small, and I was a little painful, only to hear him say faintly, "In the Ling Mansion, you poisoned yourself to help Gu Ran avenge, you only know that you have to contribute to your sister, so have you ever thought about me, or do you think it doesn't matter if my heart hurts?" ”

He said this very seriously, and deceived the tears that I couldn't stop again, but he didn't wipe away my tears for me this time, since Yan Beishen said that he had me in his heart, he had never said so fiercely to me, but today he seems to be extremely angry, this anger is mixed with anger, as if he is going to swallow me in the next moment, "Yan Beishen, don't be like this, I'm afraid." ”

"You also know that you are afraid, when I saw you wiping your neck just now, do you know how scared I am, how afraid I am that I will really lose you."

Yan Beishen's eyes are a little bloody, I can't bear it, it is estimated that he has not slept well for many days, and he has just experienced such a thrilling experience, I don't care that he is still angry, I reach out and hug his neck, and then kiss his thin lips, but no matter how I kiss him, he is indifferent, as if he is still angry, and finally I have no choice but to stop.

"So you give up?" Yan Beishen saw that I didn't kiss him again, so he was ready to leave, if he left today, he would have to be angry for a longer time, so I got up and jumped on his back, fortunately, although he was angry, he still firmly fixed me on his back.

"I was wrong, I'm not like this again, Yan Beiyi, let's get along, I don't want to be separated from you." Saying that, I also rested my head on his back, and I don't know if my coquettish tone worked, Yan Beishen just sighed, and then put me back on the bed.

"Nan Kite, no matter what happens in the future, even if I really die, you are not allowed to do stupid things, do you hear!"

This means that I have been dissipated, I hurriedly nodded my head like pounding garlic, Yan Beiyan pinched my chin again, but this time he didn't push me harder, but pushed me to the side, and then kissed my tears that had not dried up one by one, "Nan Kite, I miss you too." ”

Then, I thoroughly realized how much he wanted to think, obviously separated for a few days, but I and he seemed to have been separated for a long time, constantly expressing their love to each other, naturally my love mainly depends on the mouth, and his love is proved in other ways, I think in two days I have to be like Leng Si to ask for a few fetal pills, it turns out that when I really love someone, I will want to give birth to a crystallization of love for him.

It's just that when I excitedly found Leng Si to tell him this request, Leng Si was a little embarrassed.

"What's the matter, it's not that you don't know this medicine, then I'll go to other pharmacies to buy it." Saying that, I got up and was about to leave, but Leng Si stopped me, he seemed to have made a big decision, and finally told me, "Nan Kite, blood poison is not only harmful to people's lives, but also affects people's spirit, which is why you and Yan Beishen have not been pregnant for so long." ”

Leng Si's words gave me a slap in the face, and I was even ready to discuss the name of the child with Yan Beishen, but I didn't want to, I had already been injured, and pregnancy had become a luxury.

"Does Yan Beishen know about this?"

"Yes, I told him when he knew that you had been poisoned by blood, but he wouldn't let me tell you."

It turned out that Yan Beishen knew about this, but he chose to hide it from me, I bit my lip that had begun to dry and peel, and then smiled at Leng Si, "I didn't come to you today, and I didn't ask you for fetal medicine." ”

Leng Si nodded clearly, because I felt a little embarrassed about this kind of thing before, so I deliberately asked Xiaoling and Ci'an to wait outside the house, and when I went out, Ci'an asked me if I was uncomfortable, I shook my head and glanced at the sky where the sun was thick, "Let's go buy potato cakes, Yanbei loves to eat." ”

After returning to the palace, Yan Beishen also happened to come back from the barracks, and now he no longer needs to stay in the barracks every day, only occasionally he goes to the barracks, and when he sees that I brought him potato cakes, he asks me where I have gone to hang out today.

"Just go around, I originally wanted to go to Yewang's Mansion to see Beixi, but I was worried that Yan Zituo would refuse, so I wanted to join you tomorrow, the last time I saw Beixi in Lingfu, I felt that something was wrong with her."

Yan Beishen nodded after hearing this, and agreed, "It's okay to go, but there is one thing I want to tell you first." ”

"Well, you say."

"Nord Stream is pregnant."

I'm pregnant, Beixi actually has it, I don't know whether to be happy or sad for a moment, Beixi obviously doesn't want to have a child that belongs to her, but she still has it, and I want to have my own child now, but it's more difficult than ascending to the sky, for fear of being seen by Yan Beiyan, I just smiled awkwardly, he probably thought I was uncomfortable for Beixi, so I didn't dig deeper, but I didn't know what would happen when I went to Yewangfu tomorrow, I hope Beixi can not compete with himself.