That year, Qin Yiying was just a freshman in college, and she accidentally became pregnant because she was fooling around outside.

However, the reason why Qin Yiying sat in the stands and cried that night was not because of her pregnancy.

For Qin Yiying, miscarriage is not something too big to accept, since she dares to come out and mix, she has already thought about what may happen in the future.

Qin Yiying was just a little annoyed, until she suddenly bleed today, she went to the hospital for a check-up, and found out that she was pregnant, she guessed that it was possible that when she was drunk in the bar last month, someone took advantage of the loophole, and there was no trace after doing it, which caused her to fail to find the abnormality in time and take measures.

Qin Yiying just had a big fight with her father today, and even made a move, she always knew that her father had a lot of lovers outside, and these lovers had also added a few people to their Qin family over the years.

These absurd things of the Qin family are not even a secret in the business world of Liangcheng, because Qin Yiying's father has never shied away from taking different women in and out of various parties.

However, her father has never remarried after her mother's death, so Qin Yiying thinks that he still has feelings for her mother, which is the only thing she can feel comfortable with her father.

However, today, when Qin Yiying went to the Qin Group to find his father, she accidentally bumped into one of his illegitimate children outside, and the man turned out to be two years older than herself.

's mother was born in the second year of marriage, which shows that when he married his mother, his father already had a son who was less than a week old.

Qin Yiying was angry with her mother and argued with them.

However, his half-brother actually accused Qin Yiying's mother of being a third party and destroying his parents' feelings. Later, Qin Yiying also started to fight with the man, and her father actually helped the son beat her together, and in the end, Qin Yiying was invited out by the company's security guards.

After being kicked out of the Qin Group, Qin Yiying suddenly felt that there was some warm liquid gushing out of her lower body, she thought it was a "big aunt", so she quickly went to the supermarket to buy a pack of sanitary napkins and ran into the bathroom.

However, the sudden pain in her lower abdomen was unbearable, and Qin Yiying was also a little scared, although she had the habit of menstrual cramps, she had never been so intense.

Qin Yiying thought that she had been injured in the process of fighting just now, so she hurriedly endured the severe pain and went to a nearby hospital, and after a series of examinations, the results came out, because of unhealthy diet, irregular work and rest, mood swings and external injuries, there were slight signs of miscarriage, but fortunately, it was not serious, and the fetus had stabilized.

Qin Yiying was confused, and was educated by the doctor for a long time, saying that she was a child's play with life at a young age and was an incompetent mother......

When Qin Yiying came back to her senses, she was already standing outside the hospital, she was not a mother in the first place, how could she be incompetent or incompetent, she was inexplicably blamed.

Today, Qin Yiying not only lost the fight, but was also scolded by the other party speechless, and her outlook on life was about to be subverted, and finally she got such a sad news, it was really unfavorable for the passing years, and she was a little bit back home, and she was angry and depressed in her stomach, and she had nowhere to vent.

Qin Yiying didn't dare to go to a crowded and lively place, for fear of being bumped into and causing a miscarriage again, not for the sake of the child, the child would be done in two days, but for her own life and health, so she had to come to the playground and drink alone.

Qin Yiying has always known very well that her father was ashamed of her mother, and even caused her mother to die of depression in the end.

It's just that I didn't expect that my biological father would be such a beast, Qin Yiying was not worth it for her mother, and she lost her youth and life for such a man.

Thinking about it, the reason why that scum has never remarried is probably because he thinks it's unnecessary, it's troublesome, how comfortable he is now, and he doesn't need to be responsible, so why bother to find a restraint for himself.

When her mother was still alive, Qin Yiying was not so debauched, she was also well-behaved and excellent, because her mother was a gentle and elegant woman, and her childhood was extremely happy and brilliant with her mother's company.

Therefore, Qin Yiying couldn't accept that her poor mother was betrayed by her own man from beginning to end.

When her mother just passed away, in order to win her father's attention, the young Qin Yiying worked hard to do her best in all aspects.

She took the first place in all her homework, and then excitedly took the transcript full of "A+" and ran to the Qin Group to find her father.

But her father always disliked Qin Yiying, and every time he sent her away angrily.

Qin Yiying thought that it was because she was not good enough, so she worked harder.

Until one day, Qin Yiying saw her father eating with a little boy, she saw the pampering and smile on her father's face that she had never seen, the most important thing is that she knew the little boy, although he was of different grades, but in the same school, he was a famous gangster in their school, and he was the first from the bottom of the whole grade.

is obviously two years younger than himself, but even senior students dare to fight, and skipping class to make trouble is commonplace, which is the standard "bad student" in the teacher's mouth.

At that time, Qin Yiying still couldn't understand how unbearable the relationship between her father and the little boy was.

Qin Yiying thought that her father liked this kind of arrogant and domineering person who dared to do anything, so she also began to mess around with the gangsters in the school, following the class since childhood, and later becoming a "big sister".

However, he still failed to get his father's attention, but every time he was invited to school and came back, he would beat and scold Qin Yiying.

Later, when she grew up, Qin Yiying also understood that no matter how good or bad she did, her father would not look at her more, because he was "patriarchal".

Now that I already know that even if I become bad, my father will not look at me more, so why continue to degenerate myself, because even if I get better, my father will not look at me more.

Since the results are all the same, why bother working so hard to be a good person, being a good person is very tiring, and the body is tired, anyway, my father has never treated himself badly in terms of money, and if something goes wrong, there is also the power of the Qin family to bear it, and now like this, it is good to live as you want.