Chapter 45 I only wish your heart would be like my heart

I live at the head of the Yangtze River, and you live at the end of the Yangtze River. Every day, I think about you and don't see you, drink the water of the Yangtze River, when will this water stop, and when will this hatred be. I only hope that your heart will be like my heart, and I will live up to my love. Now I know why I liked these words so much when I first read them.

Happy days are always short-lived, and in the afternoon, Lu Feng's mood became gloomy because of work. The reason is that at noon, a conference guest came to print the materials, which was a teacher's address book, which could have been completed in a short time, but there were many guests who came in to copy and print during this time, and he was the only one in the huge business center, so he was too busy.

As a result, the address book took two hours to complete, delaying the guest's time and being criticized. Thinking that he had written on the application form of excellent employees that he could provide efficient and high-quality service to guests, he muttered to himself: I'm really sorry, this profession I admire the most in my heart, teacher, I'm sorry.

Lu Feng sat there in a daze, in order to complete these tasks as soon as possible, Lu Feng couldn't even care about eating lunch, he could only nibble on biscuits, fill his empty stomach, and play some endless things. I am really grateful to Aunt Hua for making him hot milk tea, and I have to thank Red Leaves even more, because this cookie is the breakfast she prepared for me, hehe, but this time it became Chinese food.

I always hoped that one day I could leave this place with no future, but when he really wanted to leave, he hesitated, there was the girl he loved the most, and Aunt Hua who cared about him, how could he give it up.

So he left a message to Hongye: "I was in a bad mood this afternoon, and the leader asked me to work overtime at night to type out a lot of information, hey, impossible, how could a person be busy." Moreover, these days, leaders come to take pictures to check etiquette and politeness, and they also have to do a good job of meticulous hygiene. ”

A few days ago, I met a colleague who knew me well in the catering department, and he patted me on the shoulder and said that he would quit at the end of the month. As for why he left, I didn't ask, and I don't have to. I just congratulated him on being able to free himself from the sea of suffering so quickly and ascend to the Dao, in fact, I also wanted to leave this place for a long time. He said, "I think you're doing pretty well." I say, you only see the bright side.

In order to get out of here as soon as possible, I studied hard, and whenever I encountered something unsatisfactory at work, I urged myself to hurry up. I don't know why, now I suddenly have a feeling of wanting to cry, for myself, for you.

While he was entangled, QQ lit up at some point, with the confident joy of a windbreaker: "I heard that there will be a plane master coming over to our forum, which is really good." ”

Trench Coat Pavilion is the moderator of the graphic forum, and this time there are like-minded people to come over, communicate together, and make progress together, which is indeed a happy thing. But Lu Feng didn't have any excitement because of his work, and said calmly: "Heh, as you wish." ”

Seeing his lifeless appearance, the trench coat said strangely: "Do you have something on your mind today?" ”

"Hey, I could have left work on time, but who knew that the leader called just now and asked me to work overtime at night."

The trench coat showed sympathy, and comforted: "Hey, there's nothing to be unhappy about. I also work overtime a lot, and sometimes I go to the countryside at night, and it doesn't end until three or four o'clock in the morning, and there is no overtime pay, but so what, it's better than not doing it well, right? ”

"Having said that, it feels helpless and not worth it. They can ask us to do a lot, to give up our days off, to give up things that are more important, but what do we get? Lu Feng's eyes were blank, his heart was gloomy, and there was a deep confusion in his words.

"Hehe, to be honest, I often feel this way in the unit. Sometimes I always feel like they treat me as a small worker, let me do this and that, and it's all hard work, and sometimes I really want to ask them why I do this, but think about it, is this useful? This kind of unhappiness is just that you can't get along with yourself, like what you are worried about now, it is you who loses. The trench coat swept the pavilion with deep feelings.

"Brother Trench Coat at least has a stable and decent job, and the salary is very expensive, and I can't see the bright future here, and I can't find the way forward." Lu Feng poured out the distress and confusion in his heart.

After all, Brother Fengyi is in a public institution, and there are guarantees for pension, medical insurance, and vacation. And his own unit, not to mention the meager treatment, and the boss is still picky.

Just like the last Lunar New Year's Day, the boss of other people's units came early in the morning to express condolences to the employees who worked hard and stuck to their posts, and even gave red envelopes, but this side is specially for picking, and a colleague had some small negligence at work, just like a primary school student was trained for a long time.

According to local customs, the quality of the first day of the new year is a sign of the year's fortune. The colleague was touched on the head, and he resigned at the end of the month. So if you stay here, sooner or later, you will have to make a mistake, and you will be unlucky, so many employees have found a way back.

Trench Coat said very forcefully: "It doesn't matter, as long as you still know that your front is not here, whatever." It's not worth it at all to be happy or unhappy there, isn't your ideal out there? It's good to try to do what you want to do, and as for the current job, you just need to keep your duty. ”

For the time being, it can only be like this, it is best to come soon with the opportunity to get rid of this unkind ghost place, Lu Feng thought to himself. But the opportunity is not waiting for it, you can only rely on yourself to recruit it, but the premise is to have enough strength.

"Actually, I think your current situation is the same as mine, and I want to leave. Me too, but I should see that we don't have the ability to go out into the outside world now, and even if someone helps us, it's temporary. The most important thing is to have our own ability, that is, our own specialty, so learning is the only way for us. ”

Windbreaker Sweeper explained with an example: "Recently, the ceramic doll in the forum is also busy with exams, I feel that she is working hard now, I remember that I was a child when I met her, and now she is much more mature." I think a person does need to be honed, and in just three years, she has grown a lot. ”

"The acquaintance with the ceramic doll is also a kind of divine friendship, that is a classmate told me her phone number, when there is nothing to do, I chatted a few words, and then I actually fell in love, so I became friends, and I haven't met yet."

It seems that after finishing the junior college, it is necessary for me to go to Ningbo to continue my studies, otherwise even if I leave here, I will still fall into the same situation, and only knowledge and technology can improve myself. Lu Feng made up his mind, raised his head and said, "Somehow, I can't see my future, and I feel that my mood is getting old. ”

Since you are destined to have a vast expanseness, why do you force yourself to live in a place of flying sand and dust? Since I knew it was an ordinary game, why did I try so hard to play it hoarsely? Lu Feng thought blankly.

"Growing old doesn't necessarily mean maturity, only after experiencing a lot of things and a lot of setbacks, will you really grow up!" Trench Coat Sweeper suggested: "When you are with cheerful and motivated people, your mentality will also be mobilized, this is my feeling." ”

Lu Feng sighed, thinking that the trench coat was online every night, and sometimes he didn't sleep until the early hours of the morning, and he had a good work and rest routine, so he couldn't help but be a little strange and asked the reason.

A rare smile appeared on the face of the trench coat, and said, "It's nothing, look at the webpage, but now I'm going to go to bed early, I promised her, hehe." ”

With the care of his girlfriend, Brother Trench Coat's daily life is also much more regular, and it is estimated that he should get married smoothly next year. Sometimes Lu Feng really envied him, at least on the surface, it seemed that Brother Trench Coat had a smooth journey all the way.

And the fact is that after a few years, the trench coat brother lived in a bigger house, drove an Audi, and was considered the best among his peers.